Hey there dears.
Don't worry I'm okay.
Just that my mood wasn't in top condition and honestly, it was quite bad.
But I'm okay now, and like what Kathy said, at least I can crap now.
=)
Thanks for all the concerns showered on me!

And photos to summarize the whole time I didn't update!



Mummy's Birthday:

We went to this la mian place in Century Square basement for dinner.
Glad that my family loved it.
Bill came up to 68bucks, which is actually quite cheap for 4.


Pork slices - cold.
I knew my dad & bro would love this.
Carnivores.



XIAO LONG BAO!
*Nudges huihui*


Bugis & Town with Serena!



Vainpot Jes.


I <3 this girl! We heard some people singing at the stage in Heeren. And I went to check it out, cause singing is my territory.

And I realised those singers were from Campus Superstar.
And to be really honest...
At least they were on pitch...
But I couldn't comment more on their singing, cause it was pretty....

Let's just say, inexperienced.

Bugis with zaza & Steven!

Zaza & I had a great time gossiping & staring at cute malay guys. HAHAHA.

Think she's my malay guys spotter. COUGH.


Yes I know za's eyes are like super big.


SO BIG!
I WANT!


Dinner at Ministry of Food in Bugis Junction!
Steven's treat! Thanks!

And this is my cha siew ramen in cream pork soup.
Not too bad.


SASHIMI!
*screams at Hui & Hiyu jie*

Steven treated me to Topone after that.
Thank ah!



Winson's Birthday:

I went down to Shenton cause it was Winson's birthday and we celebrated it during lunch!

Baby was super early today so I went out earlier than usual to meet him.
And instead of me waiting for him, this time is the other way round.

Ohoh, I had a dream yesterday and its of him.
I told him and he asked about it and I said:

"I dreamt that you have alot of women outside!!"
(really leh. I dreamt of that loh)

He gave me a stunned look.
"WHERE GOT!"
Then gave me a big big kiss. HAHA.


Went up to office and they were having alot of food for lunch!
HAHA!
Let pictures talk!


Adeline giving the presents to Winson.
We all say Adeline's the chairman presenting token of appreciation to Winson.

Adeline: Aye you all quickly take leh! He take advantage of me to hold my hand leh~
HAHA.


50years old - Winson, not the cake. lol.



Winson, the cake, and the christmas tree!
OHOH! Capitaland's Dinner & Dance's theme is SHANGHAI NIGHT!

Cheong Sam!


Cutting cake with Auntie!


Fruitcake =)


Winson opening present...


And realised it was a Bingo toy!

Purpose of it?


To pick out 4D & TOTO numbers lah!
HAHA!

And with Kailin, in the office once again.
I miss my Capitaland people man!

LOVE THEM TO LITTLE BITS!

<3


--

And once again thanks to everyone who thought I would die.
Especially my babes, my babies and my b.
<3!


Somehow, at the back of my mind, I had this thought to be back with him.
But its impossible.
I was so insecure with myself, and for the first time, I was uncomfortable with him.
But...
I guess I did make the right choice.

I found my assurance in baby's arms today.
And I knew I should let ze be someone who lives as someone important - in the past.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

MY ONE & ONLY MUMMY!

I dropped the card on her makeup table that she will sure look at every morning.
She said she loved it.
And that she loves me.
<3



& also

HAPPY 20th TO

QUNYU!

AND BELATED TO

YEN!

Ah ma loves you two loads loads okay!



--

I'm currently like what my FB status & my msn nick is - In a total blank.

My Greatgrand Ma has passed on this morning.
On my mum's birthday itself.
I asked mum, how dinner still wanna eat.
She say see how, if can continue, if not postpone.
Asked her if she's okay.

She say ya she is, cause its not like popo who passed on not cause of age.


Sighs.

I hope GGM is in a better place right now.



So many things, on a single day.
=(

Been giddy since don't know when.
I wonder why I'm so so tired today.
What's good today is lovesloves my babes in school.
And I had a super good hair day!

Marketing lesson was fun - Better than Law i guess?

After lessons, we accompanied Vaalvaal to Plaza Sing, and I got a card for Mummy.
Its her birthday tomorrow!

Kel drove to Singapore Expo, and we went to Food fair.
Woohoo!
Thanks Kathykatiekate who sponsored me $$ to buy stuff =D
Stupid Jeslene forgot to bring her wallet hahaha.


Photos!


My prettiest babes <3





With Sharon!


On Kel's car, with Kathy's duckduck.
The duckies make sure I'm not lonely in the backseat as Kate & Kel lovingly conversation in front. HAHA.

I saw them kiss kiss at the food fair! *BLUSHES*



Christmas is coming.
Heng I'm not the real reindeer.
I think I will seh in the middle of nowhere, and leave santa to die somewhere cause of his useless reindeer.



And to prove my super good hairday.
I love my hair =D



I can't hide anymore.
From him I couldn't anyway.
I wonder would it still feel the same, its been 1 year since we left each other.
Tomorrow, shall be the answer.

Somehow I think there's no one in this world without motives.
Discussing with hui about men with motives and well, kinda true.
Of course I'm not saying ALL men have motives.
Women too have motives.
Just like what Xinyun jie said: Seems like its not 'innocent till proven guilty, but guilty till proven innocent."

Yesterday I went all the way to Douby Gouht, Regency Centre to collect Y2J (神木与瞳)'s Sat live band showcase tickets.
Yes, as you people know I did not appear for lessons.
I was really down due to my greatgrand ma's case.

I can just rot in Tampines, its enough for me to rot you know.
But I went all the way there cause its the deadline and SOMEONＥ wants the tickets as I couldn't make it on Sat.

I didn't go alone, I dragged bestie with me.
SHE can jolly well stay with me and rot in tamp also you know.

But this person,
he flew me twice a kite.
AND!
He promise to meet me yesterday for the tickets!
But apparently, someone dropped by his house and instead of telling the visitor I have an appointment at 5pm, he dragged MY appointment for a sudden visitor!


AND HE DIDN'T APPEAR!
And I asked if he still wants the tickets,


NO ANSWER!
WONDERFUL!


I was being canceled without prior notice!
WTH?


Miss me and whatever?
Bullshit lah.


I'm someone who is okay with canceling of dates/appointments.
But with prior notice lah!
IRRITATING LAH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAUGHTER


(who is like older than me hahah)



ASTRID AKA ZL =DDDD


Loves okay!


=D

This must the most worrying monsoon season ever.
Haha.
Last year, I wouldn't care much about rain,
the most I'll whine about not being able to go out in peace and blah.

But well, everytime I see rain, I'll message him to becareful.
I must be irritating, cause he'll usually just reply 'k' or just don't reply.
Haha, but since he insisted I wasn't, I shall just continue to shower my 'concern' on him.

And the way KaiLin described him today was pretty... entertaining.
She told me she saw him in the office.
And that "he came in and load the cartons and went off very quickly, like wind like that."


The thing is: I CAN IMAGINE!
HAHA!
He'll only take his time if I'm the one who's doing the paperworks. HAHA.


Anyway,
I had a giddyspell yet again.
And I just got to know from my mum that my great grandma is in critical condition again.
They are now nian-jinging for her, for 12 hours before she departs.
Actually we don't know for sure if she will leave yet...
But hais.

I'm pretty numb to death now.
That's BAD.
But that dreadful feeling still kills.
Sighs.



Met the gang up at bugis before having lunch together, which I snatched a few bites from Vaalvaal & ah kate in Pasta Mania.
No appetite eh.
Have to admit I was pretty gloomy, hopefully I didn't looked THAT gloomy.
Was at SimLim as vaalvaal was searching for earpiece.
When we went down, we realised one side of the earpiece doesn't work, so we went back up and exchanged.
And down again to search for the rubber plugs.
Some weird handphone guy tried getting my attention but I wasn't paying attention.
HAHA.






Here a bestie's neck kung fu for entertainment.
=)

Hello people!

After slacking the whole of my 'holidays' away, its a brand new start with brand new modules!
I'm taking up Business Law & Principles of Marketing & Production Management.
Pretty excited, cause I've always held interest for both Law & Marketing.

Hopefully the little knowledge that I gained during ITE for Marketing helps haha.


Anyway, after that screaming entry from this morning (about my dog yes.)
I woke up like, 10plus due to Kai Lin's sms, and thank goodness she woke me up, I slept through my alarm!
For some reasons I kept missing messages & calls, even with my phone in my hands 24/7.


But anyway, as some of my darls know, I headed to Shenton for lunch with Kai Lin.
And to meet Blondie of course.
Oh, some of my friends already knew the reason why I flared up yesterday.


He didn't reply any of my smses since morning and I was darn worried something would happen to him and blah.
After all his job requires him to carry heavy stuff and drive around,
and it was raining hard yesterday, so I was like thinking, man did something happened to him?

Apparently, after much worrying, and thanks to Hui & Steven for crapping with me to calm me, I realised the reason behind it.

....
I checked and I happened to see...
His prepaid card left like...

2 cents.

NO WONDER LAAAAAAAAAH!
And so, after the card was topped up, he finally msged me to apologize.
ROAR.
So today there's no sweet, smiley Mdm Jeslene the crown people use to know.
Roared at him.
But yeah, like I always say, I can never stay too angry at him.
Shrugs.
With coaxing and hugs showered on me, HOW TO STAY ANGRY!




Random stuff:



My mum and one of her children in the childcare she worked in.
She kept trying to grab me into this line but I told her I love peace around me.
Hahaha.
To think my mummy stayed in this line for more than 10 years already.
Was it 13 years? I forgot.


I found this picture in my mum's phone and I HAD to upload it.
This is my baby cousin Issac...
And the person holding him in her arms, is my Grandmother, who passed on in April this year.

I was thinking...
Would Issac know, his grandma had once carried him in her arms lovingly?
Sighs.


My great-grand mother is currently in a bad condition.
She's already 93 years old this year...
We were told to be prepared.
=(


My Popo left, and now my great grand ma is not in a good condition.
There's so many things that happened, I could hardly cope.

Oh btw, complicatedness, my greatgrand ma's not my popo's mum. Just Mother In Law.
My grandfather is still alive, but we, including my mum and uncles aunties, do not address him as a father or grandfather.

Complicated eh.



My mum has some artistic blood in her.
Hahaha.
She did this for the childcare.


As for her daughter, her artistic blood flows with photoshop.
Above is what I did for Huihui, and myself.
Desktop wallpapers.
Haha.
Just wanted to do simple stuff so that the desktop doesn't look so messy.





My parents are lovingly singing duets in the living room now.
I'm not the only one who uses the Karaoke System.
Heeh.





Pretty long entry eh.
I'll leave it here then.
Loves, darlings!

746am!
My lesson starts at 2pm!

WHY AM I AWAKE?


.......


MY DOG LAH!
The gate was unlocked due to him scratching it open and he ran into my room to jalan jalan!
I heard his nails against the tile floor and I woke up to see him making merry (well, in the clean way haha) in my room!


OH THE GUTS OF HIM!
I tried to get back to sleep but it didn't seemed right for him to be running around the house.

So I shooed him back to the kitchen.
Did a spot check.
And sat on the toilet bowl for some instant relief.

AND I SAW THREE PIECES OF GORENG PISANG ON THE TOILET CARPET!

GUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Of course I scolded him.
Picked up those pisang and flushed it down the toilet bowl.
Called my parents who were out for breakfast and asked them who's the culprit for not locking the gate properly.

My dad lah.


GRRAWWAWAWAWA~

Now I'm so tired.
Snores.


Can I get back to sleep, my alarm is set to wake me in 2 hours anyway.
I'm going to shenton before lessons =(

Helpless.

Oh, why can't I get myself out of this shit?

But hey.
What do you know?


Edited:

Oh what am I to do with you my dear
You got me all worried and crazy lah!
KNS!

Updates, updates before I forget!

Sat:

Out to Bugis with Zaza, Maya, Tong!
Before that I was in KLunch with Wilson & Terrence hahaha!

I missed the ladies like crazy!
Shopped around Bugis, had lunch at Qi Ji!



Tong<3



Sweetness from Maya <3


Fellow Biz Management student from MDIS hahaha!
Zaza & Jes =DD

We chatted about what happened to the other ISP people...
And loads of stupid stuff lah.
Hahaha.


Let's hang out soon!
And Maya, sms me! I don't have your number either =(


Sunday:

I met up with CARISSA!
Yes my honey darling fellow hark singer.
Hahaha.

Missed her like crazy too.
She told me all about what happened during her A&E attachment in the Hospital.
Like fingers falling off here and there...
Wrapping up people who just passed away...
Seeing this girl who fainted after a fever and just passed away.

Its pretty.... Amazing.
Think my boo saw whatever already.
Brr.


Had lunch at Heeren's Thai Express Bistro:


Honey & Lime Chicken Rice!
Not too bad.


And Boo's Green Curry.
Service there was good =)


Walked around town and cabbed to Bugis.
I think our topics were rather....
Restricted so the cabby kept throwing glances at us.
haha!


Camwhored before we went separate ways!



What you can do with camera angles: ALOT.


Hohoho.


And oh, people were having their hands all over Subaru cars.
So tiring =X


I was on the train when Paul called and told me to get off at Aljunied and so I did.
He drove me home - his home lah.
Slacked there and KO-ed there.
Woke up and home I went for dinner.
So its like I went there to take a nap.
HAHAHA.

But yeah anyway, dears thanks for all hugs and love.
=)

Thinking back on how I spent my weekend, I feel less lonely =D

Loves!

Had a great day today =D
I was awaken by sms-es from 7am and decided I have no fate with sleeping till 10am, so I gave up.
Got a little thoughtful and thus the emo bug.
Must be that damn song.

But soon recovered and train-ed to Shenton for lunch.
Kai said she's broke, so we had mix veg rice.
Ok, she had, not me. I was busy.... releasing leftovers in my intestines XD


Met baby up and aiyoyo, this man is so adorable!


He hid this giant roll of toilet paper in the back pocket of his pants and whipped it out for me to dry off sweat and stuff.
My eyes widened when I saw this huge ball of toilet paper.
Hello, he stuffed everything in his pocket, cigarettes, phone, wallet, work papers...
And this!

HAHAHAHA.

I couldn't stop laughing.
I looked at him and I just laughed and laughed.
Oh goodness, this guy is really lols.

Can't imagine him in the toilet and pulling all those toilet paper out like a kiasu auntie.





Pretty sky from my house.
Random, i know.


We went to have dinner at Bedok and the vendors are darn scary.
They try to get you to sit at their stations and they will come crowding around you with numerous menus.


Paper prata!



My Combo roti john.
Mushroom, black pepper chicken & egg.



Mashed potato.



Just got home not long ago.
Pretty tired now.


Btw, my MDIS friends...
They say there's changes in the TimeTable...
Monday is no lesson day,
Tuesday is 2-5 at Jenner 2 =)

In case anyone didn't get the email lah.






My baby is so adorable hahahaha.
Strange, I've got the Lelouch wandering in my brain.
Kns, Hiyu jie!!!

Woohoo!
Exams are officially over, and I went swimming after slacking my afternoon away today!

Met up with Yan, Leaking, Kai for our weekly night swimming.
Managed to swim a few laps today,
and laughed my lungs out.
Yan piggybacked me from the water out, made me scream like crazy.

After a relaxing shower, we headed for dinner, with Kai Lin who gone home replace by Raymund.

Initially wanted to have Hei Sushi,
but their last order was like, in 5 mins, so we headed to Subway instead.
Oh, did I mentioned that the staff there ni Hei recognizes me?
Last week when I went there, they asked me why they didn't see me recently.
Like, Uhhh, I'm such a regular customer?

Slacked at Subway, listening to old pop songs.
Oh maan, I miss those days when I went gaga over Ben Adams.
I got a little upset when I heard Heaven By Your Side and On Bended Knees.
Just brought back so much memories!

Camwhored after dinner, which was like, 10pm plus already?
Hahah!



My dearest shenton way partner.
The way to squeeze in trains from shenton is the way to being the ultimate singaporean =D



Leaking, Bestie, and Jes =D
<3s!

Leaking wanted an early Xmas present...
And she spotted this tree outside E-Hub!
But it seemed so heavy....


So we went to help her!
HAHAHA!
So sweet right~


I have this pair of sisters waiting to be my hubby.
How lucky am I?



Anyway, Ehub already had their Christmas deco up!
Its November already, and the mood for seasons greeting is building up.
Woohoo.


Lovely kitty who was a little scared at first, but warmed up to me when I stroked its fur.
It was so comfortable with me, it pawed at me, purring.

We spent like 20mins trying to get a kitten out of the covered drain.
Because, to get out of that drain, it would have to go till reallllllllllyyyyyyyy far through the dark.
But it just mewed and mewed and didn't want to come out.
So we left the drain opened so that it could jump out.
Don't worry, its just those small, 30cm deep drains, no one will fall into the drain and die.


Then we saw a cat sitting on top of a car!
We lured it down and while purring, it coughed O.o

Cabbed home and now I'm so so tired.

Baby better don't pang seh me tomorrow or I'll curse the lorry.

Hoho.

I'll be having dinner with my bro and gang tomorrow night!
Then on Sat I'll be heading for Klunch with a bunch of guy friends!
After which I'll go meet Zaza, Tong and Maya for shopping and visiting anne!
Sunday would be with BOO!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!



Btw.
I've got the timetable from the student service.
Apprently we have days at unicampus.
And alot of full days...
And some days no lessons at all.

Weird.


Loves loves ppl!

Several things to say:

1) I don't feel like studying (but well, we all know I HAVE TO.)




2) I feel like going back to work, you know, just archiving those architectural, M&E, Landscape, Structural & Sanitary/Plumbing (Wow, I still remember?) drawings of Capita Condos. Better than studying, ya know.

Ya know Ya know. At least all I have to do is carry super heavy drawings to and fro for hours and hours. At least I could do these work without thinking too much, just classify and throw them in the cartons then send in requests for baby to come and collect.

SEE!
I do my work and I get to see him!
BUT STUDYING~ I only get to see the can of Pringles on the kitchen table since I do my studying there.

Give me back my Riveredge, ANA, Silver Towers, Meyer, Tong Watt, Scotts Highpark and blah blah blah condos back!

(Never knew I love my admin job so much O.o)


3) Stupid baby. What's with that eyes-big-big look huuuuuuh. He had work today (again again) and when the lorry drove past me, He got his eyes fixed onto mine. Reply of my question thru sms was: Hehe. =.=

KaiLin was so amused at his expression cause she said she hardly ever see him being generous with his expressions. Too scary looking lah.


4) I ate NOTHING since morning and I had only like 1/4 of my dinner~ No I'm not aneroxic. Just not hungry, nor do I have any appetite.



I'm going to have a quick shower, then study.
Sighs.
Hopefully tomorrow just come and go.
So sickening.


Lucks people!

PBM Paper is over and done!
WOOHOO!

The moment I started on the paper, I vomited whatsoever that's in my brain for the past two days and ta da!!!

Pretty much a breeze through for me.
I know how to do the paper, but left out some points here and there due to a blank out mind.

I was done within an hour, and the paper duration was like, three hours?
Since no one in the class was done with the paper,
I stared at the ants crawling up and down my table.
Meaningful, man.
Actually the moment I sat down I already saw an ant on my paper.
Eh, okay.
I didn't kill any, i think.
Just blew them away.
HOHO.


Was there any saying that goes about when you lai ang cannot kill anything?
No?

But yeah anyway I was the first to come out of the room, followed by Kel & Brian who decided to come along with me.
Haha.

Some weird guys in the unicampus kept asking the western store uncle to get my attention.
I turned back, thinking it was kathy or kel calling for me, but well its not.
Then I turned back to the uncle, digging for money, he told me to turn back again.
Saw this bunch of guys staring at me.
Then the uncle asked if I know those giggling guys.
I say no, not a chance.

Weird.


Im so so tired right now!
But I'm so so anticipating tomorrow!
Will get to see Kai & Baby.
But not Econs paper.
Urgh.
Why do I have this bad feeling that its not going to be easy?



Second day of cramps.
Hateful.
Must be that cup of cold apple juice.
Oh well, in exchange for vitamin C loh.



Tcares hunnies!

Before you scream:

WHY ARE YOU NOT DOING LAST MIN STUDYING AND STILL BLOGGING?


I did my last min studying and most are in my head already.
Will be doing more last min studying on the train.

(and gosh why are my friends in the campus already when its only 12 and the exam starts at 2?)


This means I should head out soon too.


But anyway.
I'm still battling with my Ah Yue.
Cramps still.
GRRR.

Never mind, shall demand hugs from everyone I see later, as well as tomorrow (coughbabycoughkailincough)

Wish me luck!


(Jes starts chanting policies, procedures and rules.)

ARGH.
I need to study.
But with that stupid cramps, I'll be more than happy to roll around in bed.
Having shivers now.
Craps.


Out with Bestie, Bestie's mum and Kai.
Pretty tiring.



Can't bring myself to blog further.



Lastly:

I HATE CRAMPS.
Now I know why I missed blondie like hell already, MUST BE PMS!