EOY EOY EOY!

Very tired, so lazy to give a very detailed report.
I was just there to be Barand mei mei, so Skye Jie Jie says. HAHA.
So here, is my ultra Chio Hiyu jie:



Yearly tradition, the Candid.


HARO COOKIES!
Oh so cute!


Me love! HAHA!


Playing with cam settings..


My brother, happy family huh hahaha.
I quite like this pic =D


Chio bu!


This shows my camwhoring skills using a camera and not my phone, is still intact. HOHO.


The full costume =)

I look so... anyhow beside her hahaha!



Still have got some pictures...
But I haven't edit.
And random stuff in my FB album too =)
Interested just check it out.


Had Dinner with Bestie, Joel & BFF.

I think I laughed till jaw dislocate.
bff, help =(



Loves!
Kbox with Gerald tomorrow!
And zoo on monday!
=DD

Mood for the day:

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then

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then even more ↓↓↓↓↓↓


then suddenly now I'm ↔↔



They say women are emotional animals.
We are just sentimental.

What's wrong with following instincts when you know they are right?


--


Lighter note:

Someone shitted in the lift at my side of the block.
I walked into the lift and I was like WTF!
I really... Kenna the sai leh!

Okay, I didn't step onto it.
But~~~
The eh... smell... Killed all remaining cells in my brains and the only endangered one was screaming HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP in my mind.

I seriously thought I would vomit there and add on to the mess.

Lol.

I took a picture but I doubt you guys wanna get traumatized.
But I sent it to whoever who was talking to me at the moment.
Tong, BFF, mum and bro all.
Muahaha.


Wa out with tong.
And I ended up spending again.
Stupid leh.
Tong I think you should stop encouraging me.
HAHAHA.


What do you mean by you didn't!
ROAR.
*wrestles with tong*



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Spent the night with leaking, raymund, bestie and joel.
Tong and I act lesbian so as to make ourselves dim down (lightbulbs, you know)

had fun in the arcade, and saw Elieen and Babara.
Hahah!


Cannot live without these people.

=)


EOY tomorrow!
I'll be there. =D

I've been thinking.


I feel crazy.
I think I should just step back a little.



Jeslene, you heard that?




You've been through this before.





What is yours would be yours.
But if its not, you gotta accept it.

How many times have I repeated this to myself?
Geddit into your head, Ms Lee.


Its always better late than never.
Heave a sigh, then give it all time.


Sometimes.
Holding on, might not be a good thing at all.


You know that, Jes.
You do.





"But what if I want to?" She asked.
I waved a hand over her eyes and smiled.

"Listen to your heart. She is honest."

Its just very hard for me not be happy now.
Just smiling the whole day.
Was out with Vaalvaal, ZhiYing & Bff.
We just roamed around lah.

Was waiting for vaalvaal and ZY cause I reached early.
and when ZY reached I dragged him to bodyshop hahaha.
Buah whatever on him hahaha!

Then when we were in Robinsons, insane Vaal came running to us for help.
HAHA.

Had lunch at pasta mania, and bff came to meet us.
He knew what I was eating O_O.


Stupid vaal and zhiying pranked bff and I.
Disappeared and made me searched for them.
I was gossiping with bff lah!
So we just walked and walked and walked like that.
So I made them walk in front instead.
Got the same spag as vaalvaal in F21 =D

Can't wait for my F21 stuff to come!


Was at Far East, and asked about the stuff I wanted to buy.
Opinions given by the three of them, all declined.
OKAY~~~


Cabbed over to Bugis street and I SAW NOTHING.
SIAN!
Oh.
Okay other than these bling bling sandals.
Approved by three of them.
I shall!


Vaal vaal and Zhiying left, so BFF and I decided to get some air con in Parco.
Had a talk in Mos.
Oh well, just let things be the way it is lah.
=)

We headed to Pasir Ris, E-hub for some walkabout, cause BFF haven't been there before.
Had Hei sushi for dinner, and we took a walk in town park.
Loads of ants HAHAHA.

He sent me home and that's about it.
HAHA.
Really is teng me to max already lah.


Stupid b also, I told him I'm going Zoo this monday with Bff cause he said want to bring me and he didn't.
He just laughed loh!
KNS!


Random pics, I have in my FB.


New cam!



Bringing it to EOY this sat =D


And zoo this coming monday!
Can't waaaaaaaait!


But now.
I better sleep.
HAHA.

<3

"According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people."

1. I always tell people, first and foremost, Jeslene, is my alternative name. And I still appreciate my Chinese name cause that's what all my old friends call me.

2. I always seem like I have alot alot of friends, which is true to a certain extent, cause I think close friends are really hard to come by and I only have that bunch of them, who I love to bits yo.

3. I can easily get close to anyone, if we click, you're it.

4. I have this habit of hooking my arm over my friends' arms. Guy or girl. it doesn't matter. That is why alot of people thought my brother was my bf.

5. I used to think I am racist until I realised its impossible to stay that way when you're in a malay sch turned mixed Siglap Sec, and ITE.

6. I'm not afraid to admit, I do tend to take a few more glances at attractive men, chiense, malay, indian, eurasian. I don't care.

7. Its a known fact I had a malay bf.

8. I have this habit to tell everyone around meI love them, because too many people have left me in a snap of fingers and I'm afraid one day I would leave like that too.

9. Okay, all my close friends know: I loath peacocks & century eggs. Reason being I was once chased by the bird when I was very young with my brother laughing at me and not helping, and the latter was due to repeated consumption in a few days. The smell and taste just get to me.

10. I do not gamble. I used to, for new year's sake. But now I don't, cause I just don't.

11. I can get very very angry at someone else, but I have the talent of not showing it, unless its unbearable.

12. I can sing. I'm sorry if I sounded proud but I CAN SING. Its my only talent and it makes me proud of myself.

13. I'm a typical libra.

14. I'm pretty much a flirt. I flirt with everyone, including ladies because it makes them happy. You know, like "ey you havign lunch with him? WLAO I'm jealous lah! Pretty ladies all with him!"

15. Second the above fact, I'm not afraid to compliment people. I can do that to anyone, even strangers, shop owners, blah. You get the gist, if you're worthed it, I'll say it.

16. I was told by Paul, who happened to be one of my besties, that when I get a little too drunk, I go around cuddling people. And apparently, there was once I grabbed him and just kissed him on the lips. He couldn't stand me being crazy and laughing anymore, so he threw me into his room and locked me up. I couldn't remember such a thing.

17. I fall in love when I get to meet someone who has the same frequency, and the right chemistry. If I'm single, I can just flirt and all but when I'm attached, I ensure you I'm loyal.

18. I may look like a useless piece of pork but I am, rather weirdly, a councillor, student leader, and the chairman of my CCA during my sec sch days. Oh, what joy =.=

19. I am a thinkalot. I think and think and think till everyone cannot stand it. If there isn't a solution to a situation, I'll think of alternatives.

20. I like giving people gifts and such. It makes me happy, and the other party happy, and I don't care if you return the favor or not. I just like everyone to be happy!

Tagged: Anyone lah. I seriously cannot think now. LOL.

What a lazy Monday.
I woke up at 12noon, after I knocked out, ending with my retarded entry from this morning at 1am.
Was in a blur and lili gave me a call to tell me I'm a kuku.
Awake after that haha.

Smsed with Gab and did nothing else.
I'm totally slacking with nothing in my brain.
Actually, I rather I be this way.
Grinning with all these people making me happy.



Overdued photos, with Yanlin, Kailin.
We're going to sing durin Jan.
HAHA.



And a lol picture Yanlin took of me.
Haha!


I woke up to a weird msn conversation.
Oh well, what's gonna happen, I don't know.


I know I'm totally talking about Gab these days.
But yish.
He's like, making me grin at everything he said.
I could be very honest to him and it makes things so much easier and true.



Dinner with Bestie in the evening.
Can't wait.
Miss her like ker lazy.


=D

I am so tired!
My batteries running low today, and everyone around me seemed... under the weather as well.
But not me I guess. To a certain extent yes.
The reason why I'm so tired was coz I was on msn with Zhiying & Gabriel all the way till 4am in the morning.
I then woke at 8am.

Don't know what's wrong with my body clock.

I found myself a new BFF and that's Gabriel.
Its just so weird why we didn't have much contact with each other, though its been like, a year since we got to know each other.
My fellow competition mate, and Hark Performing Team comrade.


Its just yesterday when we started talking, it clicked.
Gab said it was more than just clicked.
We had so many similarities from food, to thinking.
I crack him up, and he cracks me up.

I think he would be another bff that I could hold hands and walk around with haha.
We made tons of plans for his holiday which he dedicated half to me.
Zoo, vivo city & EOY!

Excited =)

I was on the phone for 3 hours with him.
Now i'm super tired.



I was out with Zhiying in the afternoon for lunch and christmas presents planning hahaha.
Thanks for the treat man, but still being so cunning leh, hmph.


Evening was dinner with Wei Chun.
Ri Ben Chun and it was good =)


Then at 9pm i just called Gab and we started chatting for 3plus hours.
Endless topics.
I love him =D



My house now has a big big LCD tv, sleek stereo to replace the old one, a new washing machine and a new 8.1mgp dig cam.
Hahaha.


Cannot tahan.
I need to slp.
Night babies =)

I spent the whole day shopping!
And thanks to Steven who loves me I was about to shop without much limit in Bugis!
Hugs steven!

I got myself a pouch, three tops and bra & g-string.
HAHAHAH.
Yeah too much details but I don't care cause I'm happy!

I love love hiyu jie too!

Random pictures!



My girls.
Its a wonder how photos turn out to be so frameable when we just took it without any coordination.
Kathy will lift the cam and we will just crowd together.
Tada!

YES! I know my girls are downright CHIO!





Nothing la, just show off my new top.
And 5bucks belt.
HAHAHA.
My hair is so thick!



HOT AH.



This is a thumb drive.
SO PRETTY LAH!


When I saw this picture my small aunt posted on facebook, I cried.
That's my grand ma who passed on this april.
I miss her so much =(





I wonder what will happen after this.
Problems, I reckon.

I know I'm supposed to make a decent blog entry.
But now with a groggy brain, I can only do this much.
KILL ME!

Oh no, I'm kidding.


I'm currently listening to ShunZi's best collection.
She's asking me to Hui Jiaaaaa~ Just HUIIIIII JIAAAAAAA!

=.=


Oh well, anyway, pictures.



Was doing assignment (PMPM) with babes in Delifrance that fateful day my FB status was "Delifrance's service sucks."

Really, they have some attitude problem.
We're just customers ordering and they see us as nuisances.
So we really went and become nuisances! =)

Btw, nuisance is a law tort too =.=

I ordered this onion soup, with cheese on top.
Okay lah.
But when I told that waitress, I want the onion soup.
She say okok still got orders not (im not kidding, that's how she said it.)
Then she went to place the order to the kitchen, then came back and asked me after a moment if I ordered the lobster bisque.


=.=

I said NO, its the onion soup!
She TSKED at me and walked away!
I'm not the one who made the wrong order!



No matter how nice the soup is, its down to ZI-ROH cause of the service.
But whatever.

My babes worked so hard!
<3

I left the babes and went back to tampines for dinner!
Yan, Kai and I had to sneak around in Tampines mall so as to hide from the birthday girl, Liying aka leaking.
Quickly bought capitaland mall vouchers and a cake.

And off to Billy Bombers for dinner!



Fried Dory.

Spring chicken.

And the birthday girl with her fiance!
When we got into billy bombers, I sneakily told the waitress say we're celebrating her birthday so please put the cake into the fridge!

And when leaking said she wanted a dessert, I pretended to order and instead asked for the cake~

Hahaha!



Oh man, I forgot to rotate. BUT ITS OKAY!
You can see she's happy hahahaha!

Raymund picked up the tab in the end =)
And they sent me home!

=D



After yesterday's MOCK(its really mock lo, open book) law test and law torture, ZhiYing uggested to have ice cream cause he felt warm when its raining outside and the lecture room is cold like siao.

And due to a sudden craving of chocolate ice cream, I said yes and dragged everyone else along.
HAHA.

And zhiying, being the nice guy he was, insisted on treating us ladies ice cream, and all is off chocolate when he doesn't like chocolate!

Aw man.



I love my babes! <3


Vaal vaal yo!


Kathykatiekate yo!


PS-s YO!


Jelly YO!

I'm crazy with the yo-s.

After which, Kathy & Kel went off, leaving me, Zhiying, Brian & Vaal.
So we walked around and I GOT CRAZY IN BODY ON!
Like gosh!
THE BRAS ARE SO PRETTY!

....
Shhh.

Vaal went off after, Brian following so Zhiying and I went to Daiso.
Hahaha.
Till Kai came then he went off.
Thanks man =D

Kai and I walked to Orchard to meet YANLIN!
My dear ex colleuge in Capitaland.
We haven't seen each other for ages~
She's been busy with her Uni life.
But who cares!
HAHA!



With Kai, outside Heerens.
I know she's v fair.
I'm like a blackie.


We had dinner at thai express.
And this is my darling Yanlin =D
Acty there were more photos, but oh well, my phone thrived on one sad batt and it went flat soon after I messaged lili.

More to come after Kai send me the photos!



Okay, long entry.
Long enough.
Hahaha!

<3s

Very busy with life.
Jeslene will be Right Back!


=)

Of randomness and boredom.
Need to make a trip to the hospital soon.
So before that I shall juz write an entry haha.


I slept at 4.40am this morning!
Am I super or what?
Cause lili say he couldn't sleep.
So we chatted over the phone.
We were talking about the old Siglap Sec and the new, cause he graduated earlier than I did, and only spent 1 year in the new Siglap.
Mrs chow and Sappi loves him to death hohoho.
He even told me where to peep in the male's toilet into the female's.

=.=

But yes, random stuff:


Bingo
Bingo~
Bingggggoooooooo
and Bingo was his name-o~



That cat was random.
She just ran into my picture like that when I was trying to take a picture of the malay wedding setting.
Haha!

No, its not my wedding.



Mac breakkie on that day I went out in the morning to get med for b.
I forgot to post it up.


Late evening at Cathy.
I went to watch Hark Performing team evaluation.
But well.

=.=
I'm just glad I decided to leave Hark.



Friday dinner with Leaking!
Cause yan was late late late.
So we ate first.
Love the place and service.



Its Leaking's birthday tomorrow!
=DD
And its eh...

Oh ya..



HAPPY 6th MONTH B!

Hahaha!

I realised I took a lot of pictures,
and all are of food.


Lee Jeslene, where are all the humans?
HUH?!


Like I mentioned, I woke up at 8am this morning due to an unexpected sms.
So now, I'm giddy with sleeping spells.

I was looking through certain emails yesterday and I saw this email my ex-stage manager in emage backstage forwarded to me.
Its of a competition for solo vocals, or groups, or composing by NTU.

Seriously, I considered about it but I decided against it.
I have no strength to face competition stress, like before.
Oh well.
You can tell me, just join, for the experience.
Sure, but once you've been through one, you'll dread the next. That's my case.

Tat sin also asked if I want to go for auditions in Ark.
Hmmm.
Perhaps I should, after all, I'm not someone who likes to hide my vocals away.
Without the competition stress, of course.


I'm heading back to Hark Music to listen to the Performing Team's evaluation by Amos.
I hope Amos wouldn't be shock to see Ms oldie Jeslene & carissa.



Somehow
I miss the days when I can just strum my guitar
Just sing
Just play the piano
Enjoying the solo power of my violin
and even just running my fingers through my guzheng.

Now, it seems like everything have to happen for a reason.

--

Blogging in blogspot, 3 years.
I wonder when did I really started blogging.
I guess it was way beyond that 3 years.
I found my first entry in the first blog host, and the year wrote 2002.

Functions grew.
From open diaries, you can make it private,
or just open it to friends, like Livejournal.

There's even this little box you can uncheck to make sure you're not listing in any search engines.

Isn't that the best way to make sure no one makes their way to your blog?
Private it, or risk it being read.

People have their freedom to imagine whatever they read.
I don't know, but I trust online emotions to be true to a certain extent.

Therefore,
read with an open mind, dears.
Think what you want, but make sure you know you're not the author, you do not know what he or she is truly thinking.

I don't know you, stranger.
But I blog hopped.
I found you.

Getting jolted awake by a sms at 8am when you slept at 5am - Cost $your sleep

Get out of the house and walk to family clinic for cough syrup - Cost $7

The reason why you have to do this, which is cause you passed your cough & fever virus to your baby - $Priceless.



Oh, guilty as charged.

Midnight highness cause Joe is getting me F21 stuff online from Canada site!

WOO HOO!

Why are the accessories so cheaaaaaaaaaaap?!


This is on sale, and its like, 1.99CAD, which is like, maybe $2.50?

And this is like for $6?


For the same price...


And H81 dress for 31.90CAD!
Which is like, $40?

I AM JEALOUS!

But Joe is going to get all of them for me!
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
FREE!



Okay.
Christmas.


You know why I'm still awake?

Cause of that damn Latter Mocha I had in the afternoon in TCC.

=.=

I....
Hate...
Business Law!



GROOOOOOOOOOOWWWWLS!


Long story.
Long long story.
Right now, I'm drained and I'm going to plop on my bed after another shower and mask.


I think I'm very snappy now due to my menses cramps too.
I mean, how would you feel when you have to endure twice in a month =.=




Christmas seems so far away from me due to a certain lecturer's continuous tests and what's not.
Mind you, I have an exam on boxing day itself.
Dates on Christmas?
YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME!

Friends don't come and tell me you have a date for christmas.
I'll scratch you cause I'm jealous.


Extremely overdue pictures:


Which is just food.
Butter toast.
Loath it.
Location?
Bugis street second floor.


Well, so so.
Grilled chicken.


I want subway. =(


And I love my babes loads.




No mood.
So ending here.
I am missing alot of people now.



Ps:

KKK, cheerios okay! <3s

I'm tired.
Sick.
And totally growing fungus.
Not cause I'm rotting.
Its more like I feel dead, and I can almost feel the vultures picking on me.


At least he likes that watch.
Even asked me if he can wear two watches on both wrists.





*Sits at one corner and water all her fungus*

I feel like tamaki.
Glooms.

I know, I haven't been updating...

But that's coz I'm really, really tired and busy these days (which counts from Sunday till now)

More like lethargic.

I think I sense myself falling sick too.
And I had some dust rash out of nowhere too.




Sighs.

Singing is really my only vice man.
I was so determined to sing I belted out the highest note ever - in perfect pitch.
ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAR!
So proud of myself *beams*


I hate meetings.
They kill my brain cells.
Been sometime since I had one and I kept wanting to fall asleep.

So now I'm tired.



With Bestie's Sis - Leaking hoho.
That top I'm wearing costs 3bucks and the shorts is like 5bucks.
HAHAHAHA.
Cheapo jes.
But its comfy lah.



And some vanity.




I haven't been vain for a long long time okay.
Let me be lah.


Big Aunt brought faceshop masks from Korea for me.
Its cheaper, according to Tong.
I tried one last night and it works great.
Yay.





erh.
Okay.
Erh..





HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUE!
<333
Sorrie I couldn't make it today.
But loads of love still okay!

Few things:

1. I love my bestie hubby 三七二十一燕.
   
   
2. I bought a watch for baby, and since he would never come online, it'll still be a surprise. Its black cause I messaged him today and asked him red or black.
   
   
3. Tampines pasar malam is selling the ribbon belt for 8bucks, instead of town's 12bucks. And hui, if you still want that block skirt, its 10bucks now.
   
   
4. I saw a cute guy on the train and we kept bioh-ing each other while talking to our friends. How interesting.
   
   
5. I miss that blondie so much I feel like stalking him - which I didn't.
   
   
6. I miss my babes in school.
   
   
7. I wrote an entry in Livejournal - which is friends only - about a certain someone who I am pissed with. One after another, how ridiculous his 'love' is.
   
   
8. I am pretty moody, but I'm going to Kbox to sing it out. Gosh, just pass me the mic would you?
   
   

The end.

And before my blog start to appear monotonous:


Oh look, its a christmas tree in Taka!
Look closer!


Fluffy teddies!


Apicy soup base Beef Shabu shabu nabe (cough, which means pot, not you know...) in Century square.
Big enough to share with bestie...


FIRE!


Happy belated to my dear Tat Sin, who gave me a super tired look today.
Your tomodachi here is half alive too.

What's with this sudden insecurity rushing through me?
This sudden emotion is making me feel like shit.

Help.

Sometimes when realization hits me, I feel faint.
Whether good or bad, I believe things are meant to happen in their own way.
Decisions or not, the way your life changes with it is undeniable.


I made my choice last night.
And you accepted it wholeheartedly.
Instead of that disappointed face you could imprint in my mind before you left, you gave me a hug and left me with words that touched my heart.

My friends always say, my life is such a drama.
How I met you was rather dramatic, and how we went on was pretty much an idol drama sequence.
Not to mention the him I love after we parted ways.
Equally as dramatic.

If chemistry attracted me to him,
for you I'm certain the chemistry we developed late after was as strong, if not stronger.
I'm glad the bond we had did not fall apart.

我想我会永远喜欢你。
即使是短暂的拥有
但永恒抹不掉快乐的烙印。

Love can be in anyway.
It doesn't have to be a relationship.
Being able to accept it as concern in exchange,
why not?

当爱情升华成为关心
你会明白
快乐为主
这时频率就会一致了

对吧?

--


PS: I love my baby.