心诚则灵。

好多时候，我很想就那么坐在床上，听着自己最爱听的情歌，安安静静的让眼泪决题。

就这样，没有恨，没有伤，只是为了想哭而哭。哭完后洗个热水澡，看看镜子中的自己，笑一个，然后睡个觉。

没有人的生活是一帆风顺的。 再怎么完美的人生，都会有挫折。

除非你没有亲人朋友，一生待在一个地方，不过问任何事物人。

所以尽管我十分十愿意开心的，心平气和的过，我始终感觉到心里那若有似无的窟窿。

但我想我是勇敢的。

我会这么坦白面对自己，我想我也是坚强的。

套句话：最大的敌人不是别人，而是自己。

不快乐就面对吧。
不开心就接受吧。
舍得舍得，有舍才有得啊。

That dress.

(Pictures credit to http://iwanagown.blogspot.sg/)

Just yesterday, while I was out with VIctoria & Rebecca for some Dim Sum cravings satisfaction, I came across this Thasi Designer Fashion fair ongoing at the atrium of our very own Vivocity.

Different aspiring thai designers with their dresses, ready to be purchased by ladies whose eyes will lay on.

Honestly, I wouldn't have looked, if not for the curiosity. For I'm one big cheapo and the dresses there costs probably more than I can afford. But I looked on anyway.

Its kinda strange, come to think of it now. WHY would I look at gowns when I don't even need them?

But okay, and so I browsed and I landed at this little corner, with the brand name Nolita Bangkok.

And I found something that caught my eyes.
Pink V neck, with mesh bottom, gems at the waist and a silk sweetheart bustier within the Vneck line.
Price? $40.

But it didn't hit me then, that I will need it somehow.

I joked to Vic that I can use it for my ROM.
And jokingly SMS BF that I found a ROM dress I would love.

I was already at the second floor when I received his 'GO GET IT' reply.
But I was like meh, Im kidding!

Now, I have no idea when I'm gonna get married, even though it is set to be within 3 years.
It could be anytime. But I seriously have no estimation as of yet. All I wanna do now is settle the lease of agreement  by this year.

Since he said that, Vic and I headed back down and....

The dress is sold.

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FATE.

But now I'm totally sold. To this brand.
I'm desperately searching for it, hoping I can find a way to know about the brand and her wonderful designers.

So if anyone knows about this Thailand brand, or her designers.... HELP!
I actually thought of going Thailand to search for them, but it hits me they might not have a retail shop. =(
Good luck to me!




... Meanwhile, everything is going fine for me.
I want to stay positive.


HUAT.