Friday, December 30, 2005

These days Im getting emotionally shakened. Somethings happened between me and a ex-friend. I fell out with her and Im relieved I did it. Seriously. I might sound mean, but it's time I burst a vein. I don't know, but Im really tolerating her till the limit. Those who I had talk to should know what happened.

Why do i say Im emotionally shakened? Because Jaslyn's "You still have me" made me cry. Such simple words. Yet it touched me deep inside. Ah Ze said the same thing, only a little later. Haha... He said this person isn't worthed my love at all. But I know I had once shared my love for her, those love are not meant for me to get them back. I'll leave it to the past, and let it go with year 2005, which will never come again.

Christmas is gone, a new year is coming. So soon. In the near future, I can see myself going much further than I am now. =) Im so planless haha.

Here are some pics on christmas...


My beloved workmates =) Jane, Lu Ing, Sabrina

My dear daughter and I~

Lao gong, with double-forced-eyelids. lol

American Cheesecake, Half kg only at 18bucks~ Only at Cottage Pies haha

As time goes by, life will go on also. I can manage. I will. ^_____^ Thanks to those who showed concern for me. I love Angel and Jaslyn loads =)

Saturday, December 24, 2005

It's now 7.23am. I was suposed to wake up 630am, cuz work is at 830am. But i only managed to wake up at 7am. Lolz... Today is going to be frantical. Work work work! Jia you! *Although im very very tired now.......*

Yesterday was working also, see, im so occupied with work. =.= Whatever. I was so busy, although I dunnoe why. I just knew we have a order of 210pies, which would be delivered to WS. WS steal our sales~ Lol. I don't know how much the sales on that day. I went off at 3pm. But it's already 7hrs since I started work. Haha. I think we might hit 1000bucks today again.

I went to met yanyan. She couldn't find her keys! So she was late. ~ We went for some shopping for christmas presents. Which reminds me, I really didn't know what to buy for them. And him =.= All must be belated. Lolz. No la. I not so bad. I try at least. Im broke. Yan is so... forgetful. She forgets everything! Like things have never happened to her before =.= She is darn dorts lo, she placed a vcd at my face so near like 2 cm away. ALmost hitmy face that dodo! >_< *what kinda word is dodo... how come i use a bird to decribe yan?! O_O*

Today is Christmas Eve. So people, happy count down! It's going to be christmas so soon!

Lol... And I realised yesterday today is our third month already. all the 24th =.= So erh, happy anni! Yan when's our anni? LOL!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Ara~ Im back to update. Im not like Liyan, who updates only once a month! Yokata, ne?

Work is frantical today. I don't even know what am I busying about today. All I remember is that I was walking up and down to and fro non stop. Tiring, but sales is a whopping 1300bucks. Recording breaking! WHEE.

At night ah ze called. He isn't working today, so he gave me an early call. He's naggy. Zheng Ling, he's NAGGY. You papa is naggier than your mama! Anyway, I recieved Yuan Qi's single album that day. Jian Hong sent it to me finally. But I haven't listen to it. So Ahze was asking If I listened. I told him I have not, cuz there's work so I didn't manage to make out some time to listen. That darn guy told Jian Hong and after 1min Jian Hong called me! I was like, goooosh. Dorts him all the way! Promsied jian hong I will listen. So i did la. So cute. Lolz.

Yesterday I went to Kbox alone again. I just like going alone. Though it's more fun with friends, but singing alone allows me to listen to my own voice so that I can spot mistakes and improve on it. The lunch was terrible. Since it's microwaved rice, they should had bring it to my room sooner! Somemore I came early and ordered early =.= The rice is already hardened and it tastes so argh. But I guess i can forgive them, because one of the outlet supervisor pratically knelt down when it's time for bill. Not exactly kneel, he knelt on one leg. Lolz. I was stunned, so yeah I forgive him. Darn those people who's singing so loud next door. I can hear them so clearly and their singing isn't really that good you know.

I just saw a mosquito fly by. I better finish up now. Tomorrow's Xuan's bdae chalet. In advance, Happie Bdae My girl, I lvoe you muacks!

Monday, December 19, 2005

Today......

Work again, sorry that I always say the same thing but yeah... Good news is that ZL's dad or mum is going to fetch us to that riverview *or was it riverside?* place on Christmas Day. Yay, no need to get lost *im an idiot in directions an i think everyone knows that. Yaaks*

Didn't go to Hark Music today, Evonne called to tell me Wilson's wife is in the hospital, was so shocked, so our supposingly *sighs* last lessons was postponed. When, I don't know. Wednesday I heard. I don't want to change to Saturday. ... It feels really depressing to leave such a great class. I love the class with Patrick and Denson discussing about murdering and where to hide the body, Andrew who follows my stupid actions like lifting my arms and putting them down again and again, and Ricky who entertains me with his high range.

Im going to miss everyone who keeps disturbing me as Im the only girl and youngest in the class.

........Sigh..........

*perks up* OKAY! Something to note is that I went to apply for ITE Beauty Therapy[spelling wrong lol] course. I was telling Yan about it and we go about the same sentence at the same times, milliseconds apart "Give you/me free facial" Hahaha... Same surname think alike. Whee, we muz be couples in out past life lolz. But yeah, I know it's quite shocking to know I applied for an ITE course. Last year I was so unhappy about having to go to an ITE. I even cried under all those pressure. But I guess, after all these days, I mature in a way or two. I feel older now.

My inner age is 26, so what a quiz says. 9 years. Im even older than Ah Ze. My brother got 15 yrs old! HOW CAN THAT BE!? He's two years older! Adelene got 21! >_< Im so _very_ old!

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Erm, just looked through my dog, bingo's birth info and such, found out he was born on the same day as darling Xie Zhi O_O

So funnie.

Was feeling tired today. Have been working nonstop, since wed, and I still have to work tomorrow. My black face is showing and I get irritated so easily. Argh. Eunice still haven't return my Love at agaen sea, been like, 9 months already. =.=

Jane told me it was 9pm, so we cleaned the place and did closing, but u know what? We thought it was 930pm, in the end it was only 830pm! I did not look at the time at all. Uncle Kenneth was so shocked to recieve my message about the sales, and he called CenturySq, telling us it was 830 ONLY. Dooooooots. So we opened the door again~ And put some cakes in, and waitied. LOL. It was darn stupid la. Qiqi came afterwards to lend money from me, she wanna buy bikini wooo~

Went home to realise my mum didn't record the 56 and 7f part of that charity show for me. Not her fault, she forgotten it by mistake. It's okay i guess, not fated *shrugs*

My brother says he would be going to kenny rogers on christmas eve, anyone interested? lol.

Btw, Yan if u are reading this, Christmas ah, I got ask ching and kai. See what they say first, we can go out first then come to my house for dinner. As in, realli good dinner, i HOPE. Money probs erh~

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Okay I've changed a total new layout, but wad's wrong?
The words are coming out and Im still trying to figure out
how am I suppsoed to well, make it squashier, lol. Taking my own sweet time.

I went to work in the morning to realised Orchid the new staff
cut the sausage rolls like the banana rolls, as in have three cuts on it.
Was so shocked. Almost didn't know what to do.
To think she told me she knew how to do it. Jane was irritated ~

Sighs, have to worry about my vocal lessons. Last lesson is on 19th,
And what, Wilson is not teaching anymore.
Patrick, Denson and Ricky are not continuing.
Our class is splitting once again.

Sighs.

Friday, December 16, 2005

一个人孤孤单单的过
就算两个人却还是寂寞
三个人的狂欢似乎只有我被冷落

如果你在我身旁
会不会了解我那一点彷徨?
如果你决定了解我
会不会途中受到挑拨?

其实我也不想怪任何人
因为从始到终这都是我的错
我不该期望任何人去了解我
因为只有那愿意去拥抱我的人
才懂得如何去呵护我

只是
我找到那个人了吗?

没有吗?


10 facts about me:

1. I like sitting in a nice cafe and talk instead of searching for fun.
2. My eyes do show what I feel, even if they are small, my dears.
3. If I cry, really cried, Im not just crying for one thing. It's more of emotions override.
4. Im not as cheerful as I might seem to be.
5. I don't have a best friend, ask yourself, how well do you know me?
6. I may be attached, lovey dovey couples is still something impossible for me.
7. I get easily jealous of what I don't have and others do.
8. Im a girl who is darn bitchy. If you don't think I am, thank you, but do not provoke please.
9. I am VERY sick of deciding and going along with other people. Im sick of it. Very.
10. Im a sadistic piece of crap.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Whee.

Long time no update ppl, but no doubt. no one misses me right? =) Im so tired now. Came back from work today feeling restless, and what, i have to work tomolo too, not to mention the other days. Juz cuz shellen is not working for a week. I dunnoe why, but Im not very pleased with that. Not pleased with the fact that I have to go to work on a monday and then after work go to classes. it's tiring and I was looking forward to a good night's sleep. All crushed.

Last friday was Liying's bdae bbq. Not as good as I expected it to be. Yan was flew kites by dozens of ppl, including the bdae boy also, chen yi xiao. I feel extremely sad for yan. She put in so much effort for the bbq and u guys dun inform her about not coming earlier. Now wad the heck, she has to pay u know. She estimated the money she has to use and collect from us, and you ppl juz decide not to go last min, and wad, make her pay? I dislike ppl like tt. That's why i hate organizing bbqs, efforts are not reconised and taken lightly. Yan, money probs, call me.

Monday - Work then go vocal lessons
Tuesday - No plans
Wednesday - Work
Thursday - Work
Friday - Work
Saturday - Cosplay event
Sunday - Work

Right that's my schd. How nice. All work. I dun wanna explain any further. Argh. Dun expect me to answer u guys on msn. Im juz online for the sake of downloading so I can enjoy some entertainment after a long day's work. Call me instead.

I guess im not so happy these days. Kept telling myself to stay happy. The only one who looked through was him. Im just glad I have him by my side. I dun wanna worry if we are lasting or not. it's too much for me to interpret, and I dun want to.

Can someone please come and understand me? I don't want to be the one who goes around trying to understand you, always. You may think you're my good friend, close friend, but I can ensure you, what you knew about me is juz the surface.

Im not complicated, it's just that not everyone sees Im simple.

Monday, November 28, 2005

I changed my handphone...

^^

To a Samsung E350C, the one I've been eyeing for so long, and so disturbing my friends saying: It's sooooo cute~ that fone. So happie, so glad the price dropped so fast, okay is tt good or bad? I dunnoe~ My old line is cut off already, so you ppl betta not call that 97417908 number already k? I nid time to remember wad's my number too, yeah dun feel weird if I have to look at my fone for my own number when u ask me for it~ I have to send an overseas message to him so that he knows =.= Hope my mum dun scream when she saw the bill.

Friday going to bbq, planning to bring my cousin along, hope her parents allow, cuz my uncle's going overseas again and my younger cousin *the one im bring is the older one* is crying. Cuz they dun see their father often. Going to buy prezzie for leaking but i have no idea what to buy. *shrugs*

Acty I'm just crapping around, have got nothing to do *yawns*

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Hmm~ nothig much today~ Lady boss called me in the morning, like 8am just to ask me to come to work, cuz~ Shellen saw the wrong time on her entry proof and she thought her exam was in the morning, but it was actually at 2pm =.= but i refused cuz I have meeting in the afternoon.

Presentation isn't really smooth going, my voice is hoarsed and my projection is kinda bad. But well~ Adelene helped alot. Cilent is so naggy, he nags and nags then finally settle down to agree with our project. Man, speaks for 15mins and finding faults then ends up agreeing. Adrian drived me back to tampines, cuz I wanted to meet Liyan at Tampines mall. He's crappy man. Weirdly crappy. He said he got the crappy bug from Alan, i guessed so too. *imagines a laughing Alan with wahahaha*

Met yan and BK at TM, they wanted to watch Harry Potter, yan was saying she didn't want the front row seats. But because the shows are selling fast, so the best they could get was 8pm third row from the front and at corner. Lol, poor things. We went to eat dinner after that. Teppen-yaki. Yan swore to eat not chicken for a month. Lol. When we settled down, we realised the chef that's cooking for us looks really like Jay Chou. Lol... Yan say to ask him to sing, BK just went dorts at her. I ordered Sirloin steak, add chilli and i so so regret it. Lol, too hot neh. The chef is... really looks like jay chou, the more i look the more jay chou he was lol! When we left we saw him on the fone and i was like: Ey he's calling hou pei chen~ Quick! tell the newspapers~

^^;

Went to Gelare after that, patrick isn't that~ bad la. Lolz. Yeha so it was quite okay. I went home after that. ^^; Was watching wo cai, the one with 7F. Slacking~ And now writing blog~ Quite nothing to do. Lolz...

Okok, im going off, there's work tomolo, planning to go to missha first.
Yaaay another day gone.... Didn't do much things today, the msot interesting part comes at night, so shall not go on and on, straight to to the point!

Today is the first vocal class after three weeks of not attending. The class is full house, no one is absent, full choir lolz. My classmate said he compsoed a song and wanted me to sing it, i was so shocked. Then he added: It's meant for a female to sing, plus it's a little kiddish. I diaoz at him. But he's really a great composer, he sang one of his songs today, the melody and lyrics is simply wonderful, only that the tone is kinda too high, Ricky can do it though, considereing the fact he has a high voice. Man his voice is even higher than mine.

I almost died at the practice today, cuz I was forced to sing high high mariah carey worthed falsettos, and surprised, I did it. O_O It's really high into the head. Im kinda scary. Didn't know I can actually reach such high notes. Guess I have much more to learn and much more skills that I could master.

Wilson my instructor is going to teach next year, in a primary school. I bet he would be well liked, but that also means he wouldn't be able to teach us at night on mondays. We're in a loss on what to do. Change the lesson to Sat? But most of us couldn't make it, we didn't want to split up. So we suggested those with cars to pick wilson up after work. I dunnoe, I don't want my class to split up nor change an instructor, our class is fantastic, although im the only girl, i enjoy singing with them.

Sighs... I guess we'll work out something.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

So what's the highlight of the day?

I banged my head against the shelves, HARD, in cottage pies, while packing a whole cake for the customer. It hurts BIG TIME. There's a bump on my head now. Ouchies T^T... The pain didn't came straight, it started to hurt only after a few mins.

Time passed so slowly today. Perhaps it's just coz there's nothing to do. Zheng Ling and I finished all the chores before Charlane came. So that leaves me with nothing to do as well.

Im bored.

Xin li ce yan: quite true wor. Try try kan ba?

有一天來到傳說中的許願池塘,聽說在那兒,許下的任何願望都能實現,你在這樣的願望池,第一眼會看到的是什麼?

1.天鵝 2.荷花 3.浮萍 4.平滑如鏡



選擇1.天鵝的人 你不自覺的就會引起異性的注意,因為天生的好條件,也讓你對自己的外貌和魅力深具信心。習慣被眾人的眼光簇擁、寵愛,也知道隨時在適當時機放電,經過你身邊的人,很少有不回頭多看你幾眼的,真是上帝恩寵的傢伙。

選擇 2.荷花的人 你擅於等待,因為倨傲的個性,不容許自己主動向人示好,你就像沉靜優雅的粉荷,相信真正的有識者,才能瞭解你的優點。所以你看起來有點冷峻孤傲,套句流行語,就是欠扁啦。不過就偏偏有人會瘋狂愛上你這一點。

選擇 3.浮萍的人 你壓根兒就沒想過吸引力這玩意兒,因為你從來沒把這當一回事,不會特意修飾自己。你只專注於眼前的目標,不在乎別人的看法。你喜歡愛人甚於被愛,因此你總是化被動為主動,去追求更有吸引力的人事物,這對你而言是更實際的行動。

選擇 4.平滑如鏡的人 你的心情十分矛盾,因為不確定自己在別人眼中,會是什麼樣子。所以你一方面怯於表露自己的優點,顯得有點保守畏縮;可是另一方面,又覺得憤憤不平,認為沒有人能欣賞你的好,然後又將自卑情緒,轉為自戀自滿的防衛機制。

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Feeling bored.

I couldn't bring myself to get up today, esp when the thought of having to go to work appears in my mind. I'm feeling tired, really. I felt like sleeping. Money sucks, really.

Went to watch Harry Potter on Thurs, not too bad, but not too good either. Hiyu jie hates it coz she read the book before and she doesn't like the way they canceled loads of scenes and characters. I guessed so too, a 2hours 30mins movie couldn't show much anyway. But what i was kinda disappointed with was that Harry and Voldermod only fought for... 10 or 15 mins, that's all. *scratches head* Gave it 6 over 10, you can give it a try if you want. Im looking forward to Chicken little. Jane was addicted to that pre-movie commercial thingie, where you see chicken little dancing to that Mayiyahi mayiyaho song. I kept singing it to irritate people these days.

Yesterday went to meet Hiyu jie sing kbox. You can bet we went crazie. Espcially when it came to 56's songs. Tou Xin Yes I Love You was wahahahas. I always get very very high when I heard that song anyway. I enjoyed the day very very much. I love going out with friends you can talk easily to and just a short session of entertainment, then take a seat somewhere in a cafe and have a good talk. In out case, we ended up eating Sakae Sushi buffet. Was great. Hiyu jie almost died under the sushis, she ordered too much and ended up finishing them only 40mins lata.

Oh, Wimpy said he's going to NS at Dec 9th. So fast. Qi is going to be so lonely. Lol, she said she would already. Saw YiEn on the way to toilet after Kbox. He looks the same, slightly skinner. He called me and went:"look behind! Oi, your eyes paste stamps ah? *Ma jiu tiak stamp ah*"

Nothing much happened today. Customers come and go. Come all together, go all together. Jacqualine came to visit us. I haven't seen her since half a year and more ago. Looking good, her boyfriend must had fred her well, looking as cute as usual. ^^

Hmm, let's see what do I have planned for next week:

Monday - Vocal Lessons. Haven't went for three weeks already, cuz of exams.
Tuesday - Hiyu Jie haven't confirm with me yet.. Dunno.
Wednesday - Work
Thursday - Angel mei booked me go Esplanade Teddy factory lol.
Friday - Planless, perhaps sleep ba.
Sat and Sun - Woorrkkk...

I have a bad habit of picking up fights these days. I get really angry when people don't understand that Im irritated. You people just have to bear with me, if you couldn't bear with my temper, you don't understand me well enough. Serious.

Btw, the coding if you people carn get it right, it's Unicode. Blogger changed it to Unicode, so yeah.

Im bored. Give me something to do, except work that is.

*walks away*

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

十二星座的異國戀情

天秤座:絕不當牛郎織女天秤座的異國戀情絕對可以寫成唯美浪漫的經典羅曼史,既然號稱羅曼史,那麼劇情的鋪陳是絕對必要的,首先是美麗的相遇、再來是纏綿悱惻的戀情,最後是痛不欲生的分手。事實上無時無刻都不能缺少人陪伴的天秤座,就算是異國戀情也得天天常伴左右,那麼牛郎織女一年見一次的愛情絕對不適用在他們身上,保證不用幾天就打退堂鼓。

Saw that? ~~

●天秤座喜歡親吻的方式在那晴空萬里,海濤澎湃的環境中,他將妳摟在懷中,尋覓妳溫柔的雙唇,給你最深情的一吻。

★天秤座的剋星:最難應付金牛座[LIYAN!]的死氣沉沉、了無生趣,也很忍受處女座[CHINYEN!]的批判性語氣,一副專家口吻。應該學習獅子座[WENQI!]的皇者風範,想說便說,不要只懂顧及別人的感受,對自己堅持的應當堅持下去。



Okay~ this can go on and on....

Shan't talk much, geog paper tomolo, and im still sick *grr*

=)

Monday, November 14, 2005

星期四女人
對於事物易失去新鮮感,喜歡變化可接受新事物感情傾向新鮮有變化感,如變換不同的約會地點會令她們感到興奮不已
愛好自由喜歡冒險刺激,不會造作正是迷人之處戀愛時完全憑感覺行事,討厭對愛情的承諾束縛


天秤座: 好像很大方,其實是小氣鬼兼007。天秤座的人看起來什麼都好,可是實際上別人也不會在他身上撈到什麼好處。天秤座的人觀察力相當驚人,他會去觀察人家的生活起居,只要有一點不對勁,他就會心裏有數。


Just a little something I saw from certain forums...

Sighs. Am sick and... angry. Today was supposed to be a great day in the morning. He came to sg, and i was so happy to see him and the moment I get home, it's darn darn pissing off by my dear old brother. blast him.
Taken from Hiyu jie ^^



This Is My Life, Rated
Life:
8.2
Mind:
6.8
Body:
8
Spirit:
7.1
Friends/Family:
6.7
Love:
7.7
Finance:
7.2
Take the Rate My Life Quiz


Your Life Analysis:Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score is reasonably high. This means that you are on a good path. Continue doing what is working and set about to improve in areas which continue to lag. Do this starting today and you will begin to reap the benefits immediately. (Read more on improving your life)

Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is not bad, but could be improved upon. Your mental health is not weak, but you are not achieving full mental clarity and function. Learn how to unclutter your mind. Keep learning, keep improving, continue moving forward.
Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the mind.

Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have a rather good body score, which is an indication that you take care of yourself. There is room for improvement, however. Please keep doing what works. Eat right, exercise, reduce your stress, treat any illness. Doing these things will help ensure your body will be in good working order for a long time to come.
Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the body.

Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score is relatively high, which means you are rewarded by your beliefs. Spirituality is clearly important to do. Never let it slip, and continue to learn and grow.
Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the spirit.

Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score is not bad but can be improved. Maintain your current social net, while you try to expand it. Try new things and form new friendships. You will be rewarded greatly.

Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. Your love score is in good shape, meaning that things are going well. Do all you can to maintain it, and continue to grow and move ahead.
Read advice from other quiz-takers on finding and maintaining love.

Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. You have a rather good financial score, which is not all that common these days. Keep doing what works. Avoid common pitfalls and save for the future. You will be glad you did.
Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving your finances.



I agree 90% lolx

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Step One: Make a post (Public, Friendslocked, Filtered... Whatever you're comfortable with!) to your LJ *in our case, BS*. The post should contain your list of 10 GEEKY holiday wishes; the wishes can be anything at all, from simple ("I want a fanfic!") to medium ("I want toys!") to really big ("I want a WACOM tablet/digital camera/really explicit slash fic"). The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or the MaccaBee, or your secret special friend) could get in touch with you. Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two: Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part: If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have an extra of a certain toy, or a gift certificate you won't use, or access to a REALLY AWESOME fan-artist who just might be convinced to apply their skills to some seriously WRONG illustrated smut, do it...You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not; it's your call! There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just... Wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special...

1. My friends and family to be happy and healthy always *hugs*
2. A couple of boots, I'm going a lil crazie for those these days.

3. A black Acoustic guitar - it's costing on 60bucks at my music sch ^^;;
4. A new handphone, desperately in need for it, why? because my old one is dying!
5. Performances - Singing oppounities
6. A smile to be with me always

7. A gathering with the closest friends of mine
8. The someone who understands me inside out to stay happy

9. The someone to appear on christmas and dance on the christmas tree in Taka *LOL*
10. CDs and VCDs~ [56's gai ban, instrumentals, GDTW vcd etc~]

Lol....

Come, fufill my christmas wishes~




I spent like 40mins tuning my guitar, *cries*
Well... As you can see I changed the header banner again... Slight changes, that's all. All pinkish now, I so pink ~.~ And it's smaller, loks fine on 800 600 resoulution, those with 1000 that one, sorrie if it's too small~

Someone plz buy me a new guitar for christmas >///<

Friday, November 11, 2005

Although the name Jeslene creates the urge to be reliable and responsible, we emphasize that it limits self-expression and friendly congeniality with a moody disposition. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the heart, lungs, bronchial area, worry, and mental tension.
Your first name of Jeslene has given you a rather quiet, reserved, serious, studious nature. You have sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things of life, the beauties of nature, music, art, and literature. The people who mean the most to you are those who can offer you intellectual companionship. It is only when you are among those who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. The experience of having your remarks taken lightly or belittled, particularly during the early years of your life, has caused you to keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself. You do not express yourself spontaneously when conversing with others; hence other people may often regard you as being aloof, and even unfriendly.

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Well, it's rather correct, for the profile of my first name, Jeslene. Esp the art and music part, so de true. Lolx, all ppl who chose this name is like that? I want to meet another Jeslene with the same spelling. Jeslene, not Jeslyn or wadever.

Maths paper 2 today. I want to scream already, it's... well, ha-ha-ha. Hiyu jie whined to me the moment I called her after the paper. Seems like we both have something to kill ourselves for. I went to K-box with Jie and her dar after that. Each took a room, they were beside mine ^^ I screamed the heck out of myself, and to think I lost most of my voice on Tuesday after singing with elle. At 2pm I went into their room there to Ka jiao. Sing Tou Xin yes i love you, and hao jiu bu jian. lolz.

I want to change my layout. To my face maybe? but wouldn't you ppl puke after seeing the layout? Lolz, I can imagine Roman puking, come on la roro, I never forget you la, my good classmate! The day i forget you will be the day i forget my dear desk aprtner Ahmad! Look at the tagboard, what a mess O_O Yan, ni men dao di zai gan ma.

Countdowning 9 days.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

"It's always I the one who gets hurt."

Who haven't said this sentence before? I really want to meet that person. I've heard so many things these days, experienced so many people's sorrows, I did such deep thinkings today. No I'm just being normal. It just felt, well, rather weird if I don't start thinking already.

I'm always the one who whines about depression, and him, he's always that cool about loneliness. I know I'm in the wrong, but whenever he talks like that, I felt no concern. It's just me, i swear. He's good to me, really. But why am I so insercure? Why do I always felt that he doesn't understands that I just wanted to understand more about him?

Think in another way, and it helped. He just didn't want me to worry. I come from a happy family, whereas he doesn't. His life is too complicated and if I came to knew about it, he knew it would be another worry for me. He understands me, that's all matters.

I know both elle and eunice were having problems. More or less with relationships. Sometimes I wonder, how come people imagine about the wonders of romance, when it's actually not going to exsist in reality. Because it's never going to be like a fairytale. I want to give both elle and eunice a hug. Hold on through these days you feel sorrow, and soon you'll understand. What, i don't know, but we'll find a way.

People may leave you, but that is to make sure you meet more people. I don't know where this came from, I just thought so.

Smiles, life wouldn't be so depressing soon after. There's always sunlight after the rain.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

I've been bugged to update... And so I will today...

Starting from Friday... I went to picnic, yes, u saw it right, picnic with Yan, ching and kai... Acty they wanted to go swimming, but I objected because I am seriously not in the mood to go swimming, plus IM so black already, I don wanna be blacker you know. Okay, so, the day before I went to cold storage at bugis *with qi they all laughing at me* bring crab meat and potatos. Got up at 8.30am to make crabmeat sandwiches and potato salad. >_<>

We spurned around Pasir Ris park in attempt to find the perfect place to lay the mat *roadsides =.= and erh, under palm trees* We ended up under a shelter 20mins lata. Finally settled down for a good picnic..... until a storm seemed to be coming! ~.~ We packed up and took some photos, before going to the spiderweb there to play. The three monkeys climbed up and I stared at them. Lol, when they came down we went for the look like hamster wheel thing. Ching kept turning us, until I feel like puking. Well, yan was the last to get down, we all know dear ching wun let her off so easily...

We went to play the flying fox thingy soon. But it's so..... Well, i think it's better for kids la, cuz we swing swing also in the middle stop. Lolz, too heavy la! I was sitting at the swing watching those three ppl playing with that ma tong-like thing, then I got a shock, kailin was sitting there and all of a sudden she started turning so fast until she looks like she's going to fall off! But lata Yan stopped the thing, we all realised a scary fact, no one touched or turned the thing at all!

My God!

Went to yan house to clear up after tt, watching tv and teasing her cockroach-like three legged hammie. Grew so fat!

oooookay. Today went to fa xie. Lol went to kbox by myself. Their ice lemon tea is...... Tea with ice with lemon and without sugar. I reckoned that guy forgot to put sugar, and the potato for that curry chicken rice is as crunchy as an apple. =.= Winshern happened to came by on his off day, lol. I told him about the drink, and he tried. Indeed. Lol... He took it out to complain and then i was treated another cup. See the goods of having someone who works in Kbox? LOL!

Went to meet Kor and his friends upstairs at pool there. Then went to cottage pies. I forgot to bring home that guy's sig and my card yesterday. I teased Sab and ZhengLing about reading my things without asking. Lol... Okie, after tt my bro came back to look for me ater his lunch. We accompanied JinChang to search for a new fone he likes. And we went toooooo~ Hagen Daz~ Ice cream! And~~~~~~ Take pics! I kept kanna squashed to the front. The photos darn dorts. Scan in le show u all. lol

Beri beri stressed these days... Sighs.... Sorrie jus, for rejecting your offer to go that camp. money probs. T_T And thanks xuan for listening to me crap. Lol... Ai ni men orh~

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Today is a peaceful, yet bored day. I acty decided to do some maths and get the main points out of social studies. I've been reading old conan mangas the whole day. Rain was making itself known by getting heavier each second. The house was dark, the room was dark. And i didn't bothered to switch on the lights.

I started staring at the ceiling. What a nice weather to get into a daze. There's no one at home at all, so it was rather quiet. My dog was a little afraid of the dark weather, so he squeezed past the kitchen gates and sashayed into my room. Haha...

The more people around you, the lonelier you'll get when they leave.

身边越是多人陪伴,当他们离开时,你就越是寂寞。

Was feeling kinda lonely, but I guess it's all right, I'll be fine. =)

It's just sometimes, I would wonder, had I made the right decision for my life. I'm not uncertain, but still, doubts still came. Like my music career, my friends, him. Never mind I'll get those insercurity out this moment.

Im hungry now lolz.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Yay, im back to update after a much scary experience. I know it might sound weird, but i got scared by a huge unknown flying insect. Just now, like, 5 mins ago.

I stared at it, wad a huge, amazing insect which I had never seen before, but sadly, it had to DIE. I grabbed the pesticide from my room. *ever since the last incident of a bee like insect, i think i wrote it in my blog too. lol.* And kor asked me to spray at it, but eh, it landed on TOP of my room's door, and I couldn't reached, So i GRINNED~ at my kor. All right, he sprayed at it and it flew around, i got scared when it was beside me and erh, I acty tripped over my living room's table with a bang.

"You own house you also get tripped!?" Says kor with a dorts look.

Heh heh heh. Okie, so it flew and landed on the floor with a crash. So.... so... er xin. We took a closer look, but we dunnoe wad thing it is. Gave up, threw it into the dustbin.

Earlier this afternoon when Kor came home, he brought two friends also, one gurl who i believed named Ivy and A guy i think i remember. Lol... I was singing karaoke, Kor said i was noisy, i ignored of course. But his frens sat there on the floor and listened two songs throughout, so i said it was my person concert LOL!. Im kidding k?

Yesterday i went to vocal elssons, as usual. Was feeling a little tired, but I went anyways... To realise.....

There's onli me and denson, and this guy i forgot him name, okie im bad. Andrew came afterwards, but well, that meant the class of 7 has only four today. *shrugs* Wilson [my dear instructor] stated that yesterday was acty the last lesson of the second stage, which means a exam thingie on the very day. Perform a song and then get commented. I din know about that. Next lesson gotta choose a fast song, i guess no problems. ^^

I was darn high yesterday for some unknown reason. When Denson started singing a Wu Si Kai song, i kept going OO~ OU XIANG! He dorts at me. He seldom dorts at me okieeee. I choose Tao Jing Ying's Jie Jie Mei Mei Zhan Qi Lai.

Then i realised im scolding all the guys in the class, note, the class has onli one gurl, which is poor lil me. Lol. Denson wanted to murder me already. Hahaha...

Okie, i miss everyone, someone plz ask me out, im too free.

>_<

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Today i start work at 2pm! So shuang wahahahhaa.... But time passed really fast, I din really get what i was doing at work. *shrugs*

After work, i saw a couple of things that I thought might be weird. Firstly... I saw this girl, who's like, 1 1/2 my size, with white blonde hair. It was... erh...... shining in the night. I thought it was kinda scary though. Jane suggested for me to dye that colour. I immediately told her, I can go Pink, Blue or even WHITE, i die die dun wan blonde. Come on, imagine, BLONDE? ME?

*jes waves the image away*

Then on the way back four cars of the same kind zoomed passed me. VOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM.

Gone.

Sweats. ^^;

Okie...

Yesterday was that guy's bdae, I din give him anything, much to my adelene's disappointment. I just... well, called him. HEY, overseas called is darn darn darn expensive okay?!

I just realised i am digging my own grave. Expensive still ask him to call. Okay, hypotise myself [He's rich he's rich he's rich...] Ohmmmmmmmm.... WAIT, wrong again, I don't need to hypotise myself, he IS rich anywae.

Im not in the wrong, yeah? yeaaaaaaah?!

Crappy me.

Adelene's digging details on what i told him yesterday. Come on, I just said: "Happie bdae! YEAAAA~ You're OLDDDDD! Lao ren!"

Reply was:" Ben nu ren."

*shrugs* That simple. Yup. *i can feel adelene glaring at me* OH FINE. I ended off with a ai ni~~ like i always did to my friends, and I hung up.

Happie? *i think i saw xuan, jus, marc, ade and yan nodding happily*

Hmph......

Im going offfffffffff!

Bleaaaaaaaaahz!

Thursday, October 13, 2005

I wonder why I have so mani ppl visiting me today, feels like Im a monkey or rather, hamster from the zoo. O_o I have my dearest xuan, soon after, Yvonne, then, Amie, theeeen~ At night, I saw vanessa. Lolz....

Special thanks to dearest Xuan aka Joelle. =) I love the prezzie, it's cute ^^

Work today yet again, well well well, what else can I say? Lolz... I dunnoe. I was commented by him, by my friends, by my workmates that.....

Im not romantic enough.

Like heeeeey~ that's not true, I ammm! Just that i don't show it. But then again. *glares at him* with that kinda person, who in the world can show the romantic side? *shakes head*

I was having a chat with my stupid adrian yesterday night. He insisted I should stay the way I am, cuz im HUGGABLE. What kinda stupid reason is that? Man, I dun wanna stay huggable, im not anyone's pillow, shoulder yes, pillow? I doubt. Hmm, maybe i should open a factory that make pillows like me. *I juz realised im lame, sorrie*

Im bored, i dunnoe wad to do now, later or tomolo. I just know I have work on Sat and Sun. How... lifeless. *shrugs* I guess i need somethings to bother me. But then again, I do have those things, just that I din want to discuss much.

I went to kbox with ChinYen and Wenqi on Tuesday. Started with a lunch at swensons lolz, and then my dear qiqi was late again. Im soo used to it. lolz. Okie, it was 2pm to 9pm singing. Craziness. Qiqi almost took the place as a bedroom, so good to slp. But then, Winshern came in after work and totally killed the atmosphere. He's nuts, serious. But he cracked me up. Now he has to put me back into shape, okie, im lame again.

Went for dinner after that, Fish and Co. ^^ Wendy and WanYing came to meet us, feels like the old times. ^^ I was so tired afterwards, with a sore sore throat. >_<

All right, im going to leave it here. I dunnoe wad to type. Lolz...

Xuan, glad u've looked upon and over it. *huggies*

Nights ppl!

Friday, October 07, 2005

Friday friday.. wad a sians day... I wanted to go to kbox, no one agreed. Haizzz~

That adelene pulled me out with adrian, suppsoing to discuss that seven4teen project, but well ozzzzzzz... That woman named adelene changed it into a shopping spree as soon as i arrived =.= Adrian was dragged. Alan, u better be happie u're overseas =.= We met Gina on the way to heeren or rather, in the car la, traffic light stop, saw her.

She's pregnant O_O okie.... same age as me, but pregnant already.

I almost fell asleep in the car, I was darn tired....





Can i say my mood was spoilt today?

grrr.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

*cough cough cough* I actually wanted to update yesterday, but my internet died on me, YET AGAIn. So yeah, u get wad i mean.

Yesterday.... Hmm consultant miss lee and miss teo gave me some good advices, i listened, glad I have such friends, =) I'm very happy now. Very very very. =D

Went to vocal lessons at night, those ppl are in a craze, I was called a ghost =.=, not my fault la. Okay, so we went into class, and to realise im going to sing AGAIN, whhhhhhhhhhhhhy~ Man, wilson got me and ricky to sing falsettos, i mean, REALLY high that kinda... Managed, but so forced hahaha, i nid to pratice >_<

I ask them to choose one song, Either Ioio or Luo Da Hor, s.h.e de. But i say: It's act cute de hor.
They replied: Ey, u cute enough le, no nid act cute le la! hahahahah thank you thank you =P

Wilson decided to get Luo Da Hor, and er, my dear guys in the class became my harmony angels, hahahahha. They keot going: rainy days plz go away, harmonised somemore, so li hai *clap clap clap* Enjoyed that song, im so surprised it was in my voice range, and i wasn't a lil bit nervous, i guess that helps. They didn't find much faults with my song, glad to hear so, but they kept going: Jeslene, u need to MOOOOOVE more! O_O like wad? 70s dance? They're so impressed with my rap O_o. I kept laughing halfway through.

Okie, so erh, they forced me to sing another song, so they ended up with superstar, and they're like, erh, falsettos, I think those four cannot mix together, will go insane, to think denson is so calm, good good, but why are they always discussing about murder? <_<>

"Wah Jes, you rocker right?!"

"Do i look like one? NOOOO~!"


To think they like to bully gurls, sadly im the only gurl in the class *sighs and walk away*


Watched FF7 the movie, just now. It was wonderful!


I'm feeling extremely happy. =)

Thanks to Yan, Yen, Ze. Yes, ze =)

Bye!

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Well, jusjus bugged me to lupdate, so now im updating. I realised jus have no xuan to bug, so she came to bug me <.<

Afternoon was nothing, seriously nothing. Busy and quiet all at the same time, plus i wasn't feeling very well, stomach felt a lil funnie, but i din go to the toilet le, u ppl know wad i mean, i hope ^^

Oh, other than Ke-Jie gave me a call, telling me his schd too full, plus dorian's manager very strict, the chance of getting the thing yenyen wants is kinda difficult. I might as well talk to him in person then, but he seemed busy yeah. Aiya, dun care la, wait for him to call then tell him, makes my life so much easier.

At night, the ppl who dearest charlane DREADED to see came once more. Lolz... But she totally perked up when she saw her darling small eyes, i din manage to see his face. Only his backview. *shrugs* Quite small in size, short la i mean, charlane carn wear high heels then~ lolz...

Yan and leaking came to visit, waited for me to get off work, so cute eh, Charlane made them a ice chocolate soda, so basically, it's juz Soda, Hot choc and ice. We do not sell this in Cottage Pies, DO NOT, i repeat DO NOT come to cottage pies and ask for this weird soda, unless u see charlane there, all right?

Yan, leaking and i were discussing about words, as in when they come out of the mouth in huge huge solid form, it's kinda scary. I mean if a aeroplane happen to pass by with a VOOM, u dun wanna see a huge 'VOOM' word falling pass your window eh? Saw nine cats in total today, like i always do, so cute, Yan kept annoucing meow meow meows to the cats, and the kittens din even bothered about her, lolz...

Grr, i juz killed a bee-like insect, the thing is i DUNNOE where it died, i carn find it. I dun wanna step on it the next morning when i wake up, so er xin lo. Okay, so he really called and I laughed at him, cuz i was reading this interview on him, and his answers are so chim and so.... lame. *shrugs* he decided to ignore my laughter and go on with his guitar playing, no work today for him, how nice. Unlike me, 24/7 de. >_<

Okie la, i know this is a very very restless update, but im very restless indeed. Namie Amuro's new album's new, very hip hop, i like jap hip hop so much better ^^

Friday, September 16, 2005

Yupz. it's a new layout, or rather just a new color thingie... New header banner... Heeeh, if anyone realise, the Bai Se Hua Yang that Yang is wrong, i saved and closed the file before i could realise it, but who cares? That yang is still yang! ^^ look at the background~ PETALS!

I went out with Yan, Leaking, ZhengLing, Ching and Vinvin today, celebrate my bdae, supposingly yen they all suppsoed to come, but i dun wanna talk about it, cuz i was rather irritated la. And it's not my bdae today either k. Juz someting advance.

We started at Genki sushi, taking more than 20 mins to decide on wad to eat on... ^^ Yupz, and so we decided, i ordered Ebu Fry Don, nice nice~ After that we went to kbox, nothing much, just that they're like, kinda paying money go in hear me sing nia, dorts. Yan almost fell asleep, as usual. =.=

Yan brought me a hamster, female one, so cute. She's now slping in a small tank at the living room, i dun want her to catch a cold, cuz my room is in air-con now ^^ Haven't gave her a name, but I will think of it, i mean im not good at it and u gurls know i write fanfictions with my own name, Jeslene, cuz im too lazi to think up of anything.

Leaking brought me a pretty precious moments box, with CHOCS inside! SOOOO much! Kitkats and Crunch! I lvoe chocs ^^ How wheeeeeeeeeeee~

Ching gave me a perlini silver necklace, pretty! ^^ love it, four leaf clover! She bu de wear it heh heh heh!

Okie, dun crap le... Ade, alan and adrian coming back on Monday. Will be going to their house then. Which means another work project grrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Something funnie to mention is tt ma and yan spent 3 hours playing 2 matches of pool. Noobs we are. =)

Friday, September 09, 2005

Heh Heh Heh Heh Hehhhhhh.... Today is so darn fruitful, i decided to write a blog entry [Ah Ze make sure u carn read english wor, hahahahhahahaha~]

Today I was OFF! No work! And God bless, Hiyu jie no work also so we went.................

SENTOSA!

I shall upload the pics tomolo, i dun have the cable with me now!

We decided on going to underwater world.......... BUT the dolphine lagoon is not open until the end of september. *sniff* no dolphins. Auntie Mei [ladyboss] asked me to kiss the dolphins for her, but then I told her, No dolphins, so why not i kiss the Piranhas for you? She replied: No thanks You'll get hurt, I would have to answer to your parents. ^^
O-kay, so there ARE piranhas, scary... There was this feeding session for Piranhas too, but u know wad, they aren't hungry *grrrrr* And i know only now, Crocs kills the piranhas O_o, skin too thick to bite through i guess?

Sotongs! Okay, we call them nicely, Squids. They're like floating around with no target... So good... And the writings on the board says we can wave to the sotongs, and they might reply back with their arms with some kinda weird language, like aliens talking to humans, but the key word is MIGHT. Me and Hiyu jie waved and waved......

Waved..... *hello bro~*
Waved...... *Excuse me siiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrrr~~~~*

No respond ~.~

Right, there's this pretty awesome corner, with this particular creature named Sea Angel. They're actually shell-less snails living in bei ban qiu that evolved wings like flippers. It's beautiful~ Picture tomolo, all right?
Speaking of floating I guess Jellyfishes are one too. So.. .. ... Scary. LOL! You'll get to know why tomolo. The tunnel is coooooool~ Loads of delicious FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD inside.... U see, goupers... HUGE goupers..... yummy, but well... the board says "Uncomfirmed notices of humans being attacked."

Does tt means our 3 months of dinner was denied? O_o

There's this cute Dugong there, named Gracie! SOOOOOOOO cute! Heex~

We went to Pawalan beach after that. It was supposingly good, until a few immature guys disturbed our photoshoot, with words like: So ugly still wanna take photo.
Hiyu jie rocks man, she went: Nowadaes guys in Singapore are SOOOOOOOOO imaature like KIDS. Before you say ppl, take a look at yourself la!

We're tired out, and on the way home.... When we decided to drop by Century Sqaure to see MEN SHOOED OUT of the SHOPPING MALL.

It's the Ladies' Night! We went in much to our delight... And u know wad?

SALE! SALEEEEEEEEEE~ And MOOOOOOORE~

Glenn Ong and Flying Dutchman was there, and shooing the guys out, they really cracked me up. The next event installed in the mall was...

Topless Hunks Revue.

We stayed to watch, with a few kids sitting there innocently wondering wad the heck is topless. I tell u, i praise Century Square for such an idea man.

I mean, HUNKS with SIX PACS, TOPLESS, and then DANCING, looking at u IN THE EYE.

*fans myself* I stayed on to the end of the dance. My goooooosh... Lolz~! I dun think i can describe, i might just kill innocent Angel with my much too mature describtions. *cough cough* I left after that, 9.45pm they have a Pole Dancing competition, of course, the pole dancers are HUNKS.

Sorry Ze, it's not my fault for loving hunks, i mean, who wouldn't? HAHAHAHAHAH~

*cough cough cough*

Don't tell him I said tt, he can't read english. ^^V

Saturday, September 03, 2005

I know i haven't been updating, and I know Justina is going to kill me somehow... But well, i juz managed to recover my password and now im back for a while..... ^^

I dunnoe wad to update leh... Juz tt i juz got my pay today, and decided to go for a lil shopping... Acty asking amie, but she has this meeting... so i acty dragged my mom along lolz... And ended up my mom forgot to bring my ATM card, so it's like well, use my mom's money first... Tomolo work again... Seeing charlane finally~ Belated bdae prezzie for her, i had in mind la... But in CASE she comes to my blog and sees this, i shall not reveal anything~ Lolz...

I wanna cut my HAIRRRR~ But alot of my friends are in protest of that, I mean, what's wrong with cutting my hair? O_o

Someone's driving me crazie on the fone right now... shall not talk much, typing with one hand isn't a good idea... I know this entry is pure crap, but at least i updated something all right =)

Luv ya all!

Monday, July 11, 2005

I feel stupid.

Was talking to dennis online, then he asked how was i. I reflected and I realised, I was being a jerk these days.

Im tired.

Im wornout.

And im being a fake. I force smiles, i do things for other people just for the sake of making them happie, and when i get home, I burst. I snapped at everyone and I know Im a jerk. I am. I am!

Seriously not in a good mood after today's work. Long day, and the tiredness kill my fakeness. I had no idea if that's good or bad, all I know is that it's something too strong to ignore. When i tlak to yan on the fone today, i half-snapped at her. "Why are u always finding excuses not to go out with us?"

I want to scream f.u.c.k myself to the hell. Im doing that to my own close friends. So what's next?

Ah ze called a few moments ago and I was like: ni da lai gan ma. XIan zhe mei shi zuo hai shi xian zi ji tai shuai, zhao bu dao ren pei ni?" It was a totally disapproving tone. He was so shocked, he asked wad happened and I told him, I want to die, is that shocking enough? The three mins silence teared me up. I wanted to cry. I pratically broke my phone so that i can end this call asap, after a quick sorry. *sighs* dui bu qi ah ze.

Wad's happening to me.

I feel so strengthless.

Saturday, July 09, 2005

I tried updating two weeks ago, and the entry died on me. >_<

So now I try updating before I go to work, and I hope it works!

Yesterday was a mess. I was at work yes, but u know, it was totally a mess and I mean it. The moment i stepped into my workplace, Auntie mei was searching for the sausage roll price tag, and then u know where it was? it was on the chicken pies. The customer actually went: How come today got two kinds of Sausage Rolls? =.= Blur lady boss i had. And u know wad? She went to talk with this customer, and left me to finish her undone work. Price tags la, pies la. She left the pastry on the tray! It all softened sooooo much it was almost melting! I had a hard time saving it.

i was havin a splitting headache yesterday, and i was all dizzy. So all the work actually caused me to have a very bad temper. Jane came then she delievered a slap on my butt. And i was snapping already, "Don't hit me."

It was a warning.

"Don't hit u?! You so lazy!" And i say i DID NOT do anything wrong at all. Sometimes i dislike teasing. Espcially with a headache in mind.

"Don't do that again. I will lose my temper." I was darn serious in that sentence. I am ANGRY. Accusation is what i hate all right. Almost lost my temper, though i doubt jane got the message that i was frustrated.

Bake loads of sausage rolls for that darn 1.35dollars customer. And he was late again. I dun care, but the work is a truckload of 210pcs of sausage rolls, equals to 70sets. After that boss wanted 5 trys of frozen pies, which means we have to make make make make make. AND scrap them OUT fo the trays. Which means we have to scrap five more trays to get clean ones. And then he sent stock when he could actually send them today instead. Man, din he realise we're buzy? =.= We finished everything at 9.45pm. Late and tired.

My toe's swollen, i accidentally hit Susan's shoe's FLAT heel, and the smallest toe on my right foot went crazie. It's ouchie. Can i consider yesterday as a bad day? I hope no one kills me today. I din have a good sleep, and I almost drove crazie by that darn ah ze.

Damn you man ah ze! How come u can be so cute but so IRRITATING!!!

*runs away*

Friday, June 24, 2005

Oh great, i've been a bad bad bad bad girl for not udpating, right? *everyone nods*

But hey! I'm erh... Slacking!

Okay, bfore i really start to crap, let me brief u guys on my days this week...

Monday tues and wed! Is my OFF DAYS! U carn believe how happie I was... Heh heh... But then again that means less money in my account, which is not good either... Monday i went for this makeover session thingie.. .It was... erh... experience earning. I dunnoe wad to say, but yeah. Went with Yen, and we both were late, cuz we spent tons of time searching for the place. It was kinda hidden within, so i guess...

The makeup thingie was kinda stupid, I mean, have to look up and down and it seemed as if im stuck to the chair! The photoshoot was even worse. HEY, why can chin yen have that kinda fun looking poses, and I have to do those...... eg: pull skirt down and give that kinda expression .

GEH!

Okie, so after that, bad things happened. My shoe strap broke off, and I carn even wear it! I walked barefooted to bras brasah in hope of a shoe store, no avail. So we took a taxi.

Our spoken destination: Uncle, MARINA SQUARE.

Taxi Driver heard: NOVENA SQUARE.

And he was the one who comfirmed with us it's marina square.... Grr...

After that we went back to tampines *with a new pair of sandles of course* Met qun yu and went to cafe cartel to eat. wheee... Something good finally...

Tuesday! BOWLING! Lolz... Before that i went to Kbox with yen... and had lunch there, after that it was bowling with liying aka leaking aka yan's sister~

Fun yes, but i know im rusty from bowling. I mean I haven't been touching bowling for dunnoe how long. Managed to get 85points at least. And u know, when i got a strike, my expression was like: ~.~

Yan came to meet us after that, with a few attempts in bowling, we knew it, she couldn't do it. LOL! But she insists that after she bowls the ball into the 'drains', we would get high points after tt, either a spare or strike. CRAPO!

We went for dinner~ And man, that korean hotplate I ordered had too much beef! It's 6.50 yeah, but welloz... it's valued for money eys too but so much i carn finish it at all... At least the salad i did finished it =d Liyan's laksa was................ un-tempting, watery and...... well, dorts.

They sell ice cream puffs at Emi cakes! I din know it was THAT huge, cuz it's two for 1.20 i tot it was kinda small small bite size... But in the end it was tt huge! i ordered four, and u can imagine i had a dorts time finishing it. Fruitful day yea~ I din know why i took bus 3 home, it turned and turned and turned, i almost vomited. Should had waited for bus 21 =.=

Wednesday I named it: Lazi Afternoon. I was so lazing around! Talked on the fone with wanying... until nite time i went to vocal lessons. My lessons are changing to Mondays, cuz my class now have onli two ppl, which is Andrew and me... Zumin and Derrick had work so they suspended the classes, and Louis? Disappeared. I told andrew one day we'll gather everyone to cottage pies to eat. lol!

Im sick today! GRRRRRRR..... I dun like this feeling.. Okie, im hungry off for lunch... =X Bye ppl~

Sunday, June 19, 2005

The past week is frantical! Today s the last day of Tampines Mall's Cottage Pies... Sobsob... Would msis it so muchie!

Last Sunday, yeah, last sunday, liyan kanna food poisoniing... She vomited and vomited, for one full hour. So weak until I have to call her mom: Auntie jiu ming! And so it happened that Liying had the same same condition. Sadness, food poisoning from the bee hoon in the morning. =x The rest of the day, I was in full business ~.~

David kept pestering me! He kept doing all sorts of thinges to irritate me! He say i speaks perfect chinese, so i said it's totally borned to be, and he started laughing like siao. No idea why. And then when i was staring into space, he kept saying: three chicken pies please. I looked up and he'll be like, grinning with thatr i-fooled-you look. GRRR...

I went to kbox with amie tt day. So happie~ hahahaha~ her voice is still sooooooo great... BUT! She started going stomach ache soon after we came out! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH... Everyone JUST have to scare me is it? I brought her to CP, and rest... Meanwhile i ate a American cheesecake lol... We went up to Discovery studios. We practically slept there, but that... mork kept disturbing us, and gary kept coming in... *shrugs* Speaking of gary, amie, he cam down to ntuc yesterday, and I saw him so i said hi. Lol... he looked so shock!

Tomolo's Jane's bdae... Sabrina brought roses for her! We took a photo of the roses and us hahahahha.... And liyan's version of tong hua sux man. HAHHA~....

Okie... Im having a headache and I dunnoe why. =.= I better rest... See ya all honey~

Sunday, June 12, 2005

I changed my LAYOUTTTTTTTTTTT~

Okay, not really, but I changed the whole feel and everything. The previous one was like, depressing. Now it's a soft and sad feel! I like my header graphic. ^^;; Not obvious, but actually that graphic contains like, 7 stock images. And between them were a woman who held her head in her hands, crying.

It's 1am already, and my downlaod's like, almost done. Shall wait for my downlaod to finish so I can off my computer! ^^ Tomolo's work again. To think today's work is so bored. I was darn tired... Sighz...

Nothing much to say today.

But well, im soooo not going to wear that tube dress, at least not so soon anywae. I dun wanna be paiseh okay. I've got my face to protect!

Ok ppl, I think i better go and sleep. I mean, it is AFTER midnite, and i have WORK tomolo. Not to mention the fact that i wanna cook lunch so tt I dun hafta spend much money. =P

Nites!

Friday, June 10, 2005

Okie, so i haven't been updating, so Im a bad bad bad bad Jeslene.

Welloz..

Lolz... I did something very very stupid today.

I brought a tube dress, pink one.

And it cost 39bucks.

Ppl who know me, plz scream.

Ruiwen/Jeslene, the gurl who dun spend money more than 20bucks on a shirt brought something that cost 39bucks from Fox. That's a darn suprising amount of money! I haven't been spending so much money ever since... Prom! Wait, my prom dress cost me only 30bucks.


Okay.

I was hypotised. I must be, right? X(

So right, the tube dress. I tried it, and well, it fitted yea, but it kinda.... too bright a pink that it was a lil by it's own. I tried it with a jacket, and it looked weird. I can find a way yes, but no way am i going to wear a TUBE DRESS and bare my arms and shoulders when i have not a good figure. I can find a way. i WILL find a way. Wish me luck.

39 bucks sob sob.

Life is not sweet this month, not this week. Well. Loads of thingies happened, but it's all too long and troublesome to write it down. Work had been draining me out. I wonder why, Haven't I walked through this for like, half a year already?

The darn it case of the money prob.

Right, so what can I infer?

All i know is the Great singapore sale is here, and I promised not to buy any more clothes until next month, or perhaps the month after next. grrrrrr.

Friday, June 03, 2005

...

Did anyone read the news? Espcially 56 fans? The one about Xie Zhi's mum denying that Zhi is a fillial son?

I wouldn't know about this matter, but i happened to take the papers from my dad today, and I happened to saw it. It was one huge page of it.

It said thar Xie Zhi had never gave his mother any money, only few red packets during festivals and occasions. It started from that matter that Xie Zhi's mom had built some balcony thingie, that is against the building laws of taiwan. Then when some reporters went over to take a look, Xie Zhi's mom told them off, that this house of hers is brought by herself, not by xie zhi. Then also, she told them bitterly that Zhi didn't gave her any money for it.

Well, Simon aka the manager told the newspapers, Xie Zhi didnt want the fans to bother his mother, that's why he decided to keep this quiet. He also said that Zhi had deposit 5 digits sum of money to his mother's account.

One more reason might be because Zhi's mom didn't want Zhi to be sued because of that illegal building thing.

Trust me, I don't believe this. I mean, hey, it's not like we haven't seen Zhi's mother cry at Zhi's very first concert. It's not like we haven't seen Zhi celebrating her birthday, along with 56 members. What's going on? All right, let's just end this.

I don't believe the reporters.

I believe Xie Zhi.

Zhi, jiayou.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Silly Lankkkkka~

Wheeeee! Today is the end of my wonder two days offdays! >_< So saddenin, somehow it's all going great for me!

Yesterday I went out with my darling angeline! *huggies mei* She looks soooooooooooo kawaii! So sweet looking, and she's so TALL. *poor me, to think im four years older* Im kinda amazed at how mature her looks were, man, she looked more matured than I am! But nevertheless, so cute! *pinches angel* We went to bugis to take piccies, next time show u guys!

When we were at V8, my mom called, telling me she's going to buy a new Samsung E720C for me, and I was darn darn shocked. Because she told me to wait til december, when my plan expires. That m1 plan totally suxs man, charge me money for unknown things. Anywae, yeah, Im changing my fone this sunday xD

We went to kbox at sommerset then... Man, the moment we walked out of the station, this girl, looking darn fierce pounced on us!

"WAIT! YOU STAY RIGHT HERE! STAY RIGHT HERE!"

And u know wad? She's actually selling DONATION TICKETS.

Do u have to be so fierce?! Angel pratically stuck to the spot, and I quickly dragged her away, before she really have to fork out money for fierce looking donation tickets seller. =.= I guse i am mature in that way, swatting away this kinda things like they're flies. =.=

I found myself a new talent!

Sing guys' songs using ultra low yet girlish voice of mine!

And alot of lalalalalalalalas!

^^v But yeah, kbox was darn cold. I din know Cineleisure have kbox at the 8th floor too.

Today.... Went out with Yan, Ching at first. Supposingly to watch that Madgascar movie with Brandon K. But BK got something on, wun arrive until late. So we shook off that thought that we're going to watch that movie today. We took a walk around, and we kept bumping into Wenqi and gang. Lolz... Okay, soooooo.... We went to Cafe Cartel, to eat! I ordered Dory with Sambal, and Ching asked why is the dory NOT BLUE? ewwwwwwwwww. We still ended up watching that movie. Our movie khaki was a crowd! With me, yan, liying, peishi, j.lo, keeyong, cheryl, BK, Zhaolong, alvin... I think tt's all, I dun remmeber lolz. It's a great movie, though with a short storyline... The penguins are sooooooooo cute! Not to mention that cute lil squrriel like thingie, huge eyes, looks like ching! LOL! Eh, dunnoe why, I mentioned to peishi me and zhao long is nothing alike, u know why? We're born on the exact same day, montha nd year. *lol*

Okie~~~ My vocal lessons would be on hold until two weeks later, wilson's overseas~~ Lolz..

Bye dears, tc!

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Frantic!

Today...

Is frantically frantical.

Why?

Today's sales is more than 400bucks, and the work load drove me crazi. There's an order of 21 chicken pie and 21 curry chicken pie at 11.30am. Work starts at 10am, and I was half rushing.... Yan and I was sooooo restless for some reasons... I carn believe we scraped 6 trays today! That's like... 168pies! wa....... Suddenly so proud of myself... hahaha... So fast neh, I work 5 months le... coming towards the Half a year mark. >_< I counted, and I worked like 230 hours this month. It's kinda scary. I work like, 50 hours a week, and I empathsize that im a part-timer.

Yan so cute, lolz! My lao gong ma, of course cute. LOL! Okie, okie... She told my mum the food she bought for us is going to be between lunch and dinner, aka Zhong Can. So dorts, my mom was like: erh, right. The promoter uncle by the side was so irritating! He kept going: my boss not here, I anyhow sell! My boss here I cannot anyhow sell~!

Then's what's the point of saying it?!

At night was one fo the most busy times. Stock was suppsoed to come in the afternoon, but then uncle kenneth decided it would be good to come at night. He told me 6 or 7 in the evening, and he arrive right on the time of 8.30pm, when Im suppsoed to keep the cakes before 9pm. Me and yan went crazi. She was serving a troublesome customer and I pratically did all the packing by myself. There's like, 7 boxes of minirolls to keep and fillings and blah... Drained me out. I never knew we can keep in such a short time. Proud. Lol!...

At night cuz yan have to reach home early to do work *dui bu qi honey~~~* So i went to century to put sales by myself. Shellen told me a dorts news, she changed back to her old boyfrienbd again. Wad... ...... *she told me she changed to a guy who chased her fr a year, then now she change back?*

Okie..... So i actually sent pies to pappa roti. They were playing Tong Hua the song in the shop, so i presented them the pies, me half singing the song...

"Ni ku zhe dui wo shuo~"

Then a voice pipped in.

"TONG HUA LI DOU SHI PIAN REN Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~"

I looked up.

And i saw David aka the operation manager of pappa roti, rolled up a piece of paper as his mic and singing to me.

"Wo bu ke neeeeeeeng shi ni de wang ziiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~"

And i went dorts.

I was laughing like heck~~~ My whole face was red from too much laughing, and even as i went back to the cottage pies, I can still hear him go: xing xing dou liang leeeeeeeeee!

And it's out of tune. =.=

Lolz...

Okie, i guess that's all happened today...

Yan is from india, and IM from silly lanka. =.=

Friday, May 27, 2005

Cherish This Love

The past week had been terrible, if not for some cheering up from my dearest yan... Sighs. At my workplace, someone actually told me on the spot she wanted to quit - on the day, on the phone. Since it's me who recommended her here, I got a small lecture from my ladyboss. It's just the lack of responsibility from her that irks me. It's so irritating. She said: even if you're angry, I carn do anything.

If that's the case, I carn do anything either.

The second thing, was the bbq gathering that qi had been planning. yen and her got into a argument, and now the situation had turned out to me all six of us, as in JUST the six of us.

Have to pay.

40 huge bucks.

Not just 4 dollars, but 40. So well, tell me what had this thing had to dow ith me, who din know about the bbq until that fateful day when I saw them all with chance? I don't understand, why would the bbq cost so much? If everyone comes with 5bucks each, it'll be more than enough? Yen said that it was unfair because most the people who's coming would be people we aren't really close to, like say, wuye dennis *so yen says* and we're going to pay for those who we aren't close to. "It's like we're paying for qi's friends to come to the bbq!"

I dunnoe, i really dunnoe how this would end up to. Im so not going to pay so much money for a bbq that I wun be at for more than 5 hours. =.= And i doubt my mom would allow la. Sighz.... Wan Ying, wo men zhen me baaaaaan?

Wednesday, dear wan ying had to face her greatest fear - meeting this irc guy. And you know wad he told wan ying? He had 9 ex-steads, and even girls jio-ing him. And ended up so weird, he doesn't looked 21, rather he looked 12. Not much of a goodlooking guy he claimed to be. Seemingly crushed, the three of us *me, wan ying and qiqi* discussed wad to do. Qi suggested to *whao* run away from the backdoor lift. lol! So mean eh, so i told wan ying to live with it, because she was the one who suggested to meet up. And so we wondered where to go, and uh... I had to watch them play pool for 4 hours, while I sat there, doing nothing, but crap. I din like playing pool, cuz of that dumb incident i mentioned. *Grr adelene =.=*

i felt that we're necglating him, but erh, when his friends came over to join the fun *he's much better looking okay, though still under average* we managed to perk up a little. Felt so guilty. Lolz...

I skipped work today, wasn't really good, auntie mei kept me messaged with "remember dun drink too much cold water hor!" Heh... I hope yan wouldn't going india-tone on me tomolo. She did that the whole day on sunday last week and she couldn't switch back, I dunnoe how much she could maintain tomolo... *shrugs*

Man, last tuesday I was ALMOST married off by adelene again! I dunnoe what's she's trying to do, but she got this guy out and then got me out, and got adrian and alan out, for some weird reason, i was slowly pushed towards that [poor guy. =.= I pratically held onto adrian for dear life. You better watch out adelene. =.=

P.S: I love ben adamsssssssss~~~~~~~~ *not to mention xiezhi wor ^.~*

Friday, May 20, 2005

wheeee~

Hmmmm...... Let's see... what happened after I blogged two days ago? *starea at the clock* Oh, its 1.40am now, and Im still here trying to update my blog.. If I had this strength in writing stories I bet I'd finished all the stories of mine already. =.=

Simply because Im bored, shall just do this. =x Believe it or not, I almost typed blog instead of bored. What's happening to my fingers anywae. *stares at own fingers*

I went to K-box with Yen and Gordon, as mentioned, that tuesday... Say, I don know gordon can sing! He's rather pitch-perfect, until he went dorts at high notes... And he's kinda attached to old songs! Rather irritating.ly... That Ren Zai Jian Hu song kept appearing *not again* Everytime I pressed the skip button, Gordon will go: Aye... I wanted to sing it de! Why u skip it! =.=

Some stupid things yeah... Like Gordon pratically sitting beside the opened door so he could ask for the replenish of tabits. Not to mention the 'sleeping on the lotus' *which is the sofa in kbox* style of singing... Say... we met QunYu, Rebbeca and Moreen at kbox and they took turns eating my lunch. ^^;

I got real tired when I tot of work on wednesday... I almost wanted to skip vocal lessons, but yea, I went... I tot i was going to be late, the fact that I was late on the first lesson cuz i left at 7.30pm. But whaaaaaaat~? I was like, so early! Class is 8.30pm, but I arrived at 8pm, 10mins earlier when I took a taxi! So i was there at Hark, reading readers' digest and listening to Ai De Qi Ji album. But at 8.45pm, the class that started late has only.........

Me.

Yes, only me! I wonder where all of them went~~~ Wilson *the instructor* and I was like erhhh.... So lonely eh.. So we did warmups first, though much weirdly silent. Wilson said that I had to sing today, cuz it's actually Sumin's turn and Derrick and her had work, so they're not coming. He threw a huge Karaoke Cds list to me. =.= We ended up talking. I told him about my plans and he was like: I have a brother of your age, and he feels like a kid compared to u.

"Am i that old looking?~~"

"Haha... your dressing code is more mature perhaps..."

Okay, that reminded me of that "u wanna apply credit card - But im a sixteen year old and underage" incident. Right, so darling Andrew came. I don't think i'm ever so happy to see him. Heeh, rather guitily.

Laughing is contagious~
And it's advantagous~
Ya ha ha ha ha ha ha~~

This the dorts song for pitch and breath/projection practice. Then it would be followed by yo ho ho ho ho ho ho, Yi he he he he he he.. And alot others. =.=

Okay, soooo I ended up singing Wo Bu Nan Guo - three times.

Is this a torture sesssssssssssssion~~~~? Wilson made me killed my vocals! Man, I pratically got the best of my chest tones out man. I was half deaaaaaaaaaaad!

>_<

Okay, now... Today... *before the entry gets too long and u wun wanna read it* Sales was darn slow... I baked potatoes today, this time with tuna toppings, just like delifrance~ Comments was that it was much nicer than the last batch... Talking topics are.... Like, hun wei qing *outside marriage...* and the les-gay issue... So dorts, see wad boredom drove us to?

I managed to get $356.1o sales... Happie that I've crossed the 350 line, I gave my last customer a pie. LOL! I went to CS to pass the sales money at night. And I went back with three pappa roti, freeeee~? Because when i got the leftovers to the pappa roti ppl, that guy was like: Aye u give her nv give me~

"It's for u guys to share! Anywae, u also nv give me anything wor!"

And the next thing i know he brought over three pappa roti, which Susan and Sabrina decided not to eat. It's now in my familyy's stomach. I met a long legged kaka today, on the way home. So fast... Eww~

Okay, im off dears.. im not tired but im hungry, how's tt? 2.12am, signing offf~~~~