Strumming Some Heartstrings


Monday, March 12, 2012
Here & Now. at 9:54 AM

Sometimes I think a blog isn't the best of place to record how one feels.

Recently, I saw through broken hearts' fake façade.

They, were holding on hard, but to be forced to consider the probability of letting go.
Something they have worked hard for but to leave without it...
The pain is way beyond our imagination.

Im glad to say, I'm not in the lorry of bad emotions as of now.
I do have a doubt thrown around my heart and brain once in a while.

Like - How am I going to endure the harsh fights?
How am I going to change my expectations for him?
How am I going to change myself for the better, to be less of a jealous bomb here and there?

So many questions, awaiting answers.
But I guess I'm just holding on for the sake of love.
Cheesy isnt it?




Its a Monday today.
I hope I don't have to be dyed blue for too long.
I dont wanna be blue's clues. (Ha-ha.)

Hopefully those experiencing the emotional roller coasters will be back on flat land soon.
Life's too short to be upset for long.



A little song to sooth the rocky road ahead:


xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, February 20, 2012
Troll. at 2:03 PM


Isn't it a joy to see someone who doesn't put in any effort drown in it's own bitter tears?

Doesn't mean you have some one 'big' supporting your back, you have the bones.

Nothing much. Just felt like saying this.

And to that anonymous at my chatbox:








PS: At least leave your url link as some random porn site so I can get some trojan virus adware whatsoever. Blah.com is too mainstream.



xoxo,
you know you love me



Wednesday, January 11, 2012
at 11:37 AM

Happy 2012!

Im late, but well, better late than never lol.

2012 is here, and 2011, well, wasnt a good year.
I went through major changes in my life, in terms of work, social circle and emotions.

But whatever it is, every new year I tell myself, forget it, the stuff that happened in last year happened last year. 2012 - lets make it better!

2012 has just started, so here are some backdated stuff:





First, Im on my permanent contacts.
I feel... weird. lol.
But it gave me some problems so I'm gonna return them to the opticians and ask for some help!



When I came back from long holidays after christmas, this was what greeted me - an entire ant colony, within my desk partition.

I was beyond shocked.

They even have eggs inside! (See those yellowish stuff? yeah)

We ended up having to dismantle the entire thing and spam Bygone. ZZZ.
And wash the whole thing, and cough, we do it all at one shallow sink. T^T







Last December, we welcomed a new family member - An african grey parrotlet!
Coincidentally, same age as Baby the bunny.

And oh, this parrot's name is baby too haha.
No creativity tsk.

The little one has grown alot since then, and now knows how to perch!
Comes running to me (cant fly yet) when I'm around.

But I cant help but chant this whenever it tries to perch on me: DONTSHITDONTSHITDONTSHIT.


Yea.





And we lost a family member :(
Xiao Hei, the Motoro Stingray left us on Sunday.
I cried throughout the entire time as I watch him stop breathing.

BF and I got him when he was just 6inches long.
He was nearly double the length when he died.

Sighs.



Did anyone said Bunny?


This is Baby - 5 weeks old.




And 6 weeks old...





And this is Baby - 12 weeks old, meaning my little one is exactly 3 months old =)

See how much she's grown?

She came running to me when I called for her that day, i swear I was so overjoyed I wanted to scream to the entire world OMG I HAVE SUCH A CUTE BUNNY.

Maternal instincts, I blame.

Okay, abrupt end.

Hi 2012! <3
xoxo,
you know you love me



Thursday, December 01, 2011
Bringing bunny home! at 11:10 PM

So I was complaining in my twitter regarding a bad breeder experience.

It all started with me contacting this breeder cause I was looking for a bunny companion. I have always wanted a bunny ever since fluffy died (a white local bred bunny) and bingo my dog left us :(

And after some time I finally convinced my parents to let me have one.

I went to view this lop ear, 8mths old boy. And fell in love cause it was showing me affection. And so I made arrangement with the breeder to bring the boy home on Wednesday, next week (which was yesterday) cause I needed time to search for a perfect house and accessories for the new friend.

And when Wednesday finally came , problems started to arise.

First the breeder told me: some thing cropped up, let's meet tomorrow instead. I told him I can't, cause bf wouldn't be on his off day and I can't just go alone late, like 9pm?

And so he said ok, I'll just ask someone to pass to you as per original plan. I said ok. This means something cropped up with him, not the rabbit.

7pm, I reached boon lay with leaking and Raymond. He message me saying he cannot make it again. I decided to ask bf to talk to him, cause you know, man to man? Lol.

And out of nowhere he said the rabbit is at the vet and sick. We called multiple times but we were ignored.

When he finally picked up, he told us the rabbit died. We were shocked and asked to see the carcass, even if it meant going to the vet location.

He told us it's his private vet and he just continued with more excuses.

Bf then hung up, frustrated.

I was super upset!
U spent so much money to make a perfect home for a rabbit you wanted so much, but end up getting told he's dead?

I whatsapp this lady who contacted me some time back regarding bunnies. And she agreed for us to view her bunnies.

Thanks to her, and her friendly husband, we now got this little one, 5weeks old lop. But ears still pointy lOl.

This little one is mischievous!

But adapted to it's new home nicely.
Now I'll try to house break it :)

Feeling thankful towards the couple for this little one. They made time for us to view the bunnies, when they are preparing to head towards the airport for a holiday towards Korea!

Right now, it's just more getting used to the little one and vice versa!

:)
xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Birthday 2011 at 10:29 AM

Ah well.

I didn't have motivation to blog lol.

But since I have some time now, I shall lol.
If not, the only person who reads my blog, who is working in a certain travel agency will be thinking why aint she updated with my life =P


Short entry with my birthday celebrations this year!

It was nothing much, lol.
It was more of a friends gathering, with loads of warmth and love.

On my birthday itself, I was working anyway.
BF was unable to take leave for that day, thus I decided I might as well go and get chasing my datelines.

My lovely colleagues and boss gave me a sweet surprise while I was doing my reception duties.
Jessie my boss bought me a bouquet so big I got aching arms hahah.



Which then, they gave me a mini party haha. And there you can see, my ladies and CEO in the picture =D



My dearest Tong came to accompany me after work and after a shopping spree, we went home to where I sang the birthday song with my family + pizza for dinner slurps.






Since tong and my birthday is 1 week apart, the ITE ladies always make the effort to gather on one day where we can sit and update each other with life.

I'm missing them already. :(



Angry birds cake! They taste surprisingly nice =D


And on Friday, 30th September 2011, we made a trip to Sentosa!
I found this promotion package thing online:

Underwaterworld + Butterfly Insect Kingdom + Sentosa Rider pickup = $35

Since UWW entrance fee already costs like $26? Why not take this instead? =D

And off we went!

There were honestly, more photos, but they are all stuck in Tong's DSLR, which till date I have not seen any lol









I had fun, really =D
Dinner was at Sushi Tei, which I was deeply satisfied with the food I had.
Shiawase desuuuuu!

That pretty much sums up my celebrations =D

It was nothing much actually, compared to last year where I booked a chalet to celebrate.

I probably spent all the chalet money on the food and all I had for my birthday haha.
Nevertheless, I am grateful for the love and blessings =)

I'm glad to have a loving family who listens to my woes and happiness.
I'm glad to have a bunch of friends whom I don't meet often, but always make an effort to care for me.
I'm glad to have a bestie Yan who remembered me for always, and sent me a birthday parcel and a card which made me tear, and gave me strength to move on.
I'm glad to have a wonderful boyfriend, Sky, who led me through my darkest canal (cause it was like dark and wet cause I cried all the time? lol). and the one who dreamt that I gave birth to a baby girl. LOL.



Seriously,
if you are reading this,
I really got over the matter already.
You girls are still my friends no matter what.
However awkward we may be now, I just want to let you know I still remember you.
I dreamt of you girls last night haha.



In all, I'm just really happy with all I have now.
Contented, and nothing better.



Bye for now, people =) I hope your life will be like mine: Contented and blessed =)
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, September 18, 2011
iPhone apps! at 12:36 AM

Ever I've gotten an iPhone 4, cam whoring went up a whole new level lol.

I basically use diff apps to enhance and play puri deco my photos.

Front cam rocks!

xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Eyelash extensions are fab! at 10:29 PM

It's September this month!

And that meant my birthday is around the corner and due to circumstances I decided against the usual chalet which I used to book for my birthday celebrations.

So with the money I've saved, I decided dolling myself up would be best.

And the thought of eyelash extensions came into my mind.

Yes I'm wearing glasses most of the time - except when I'm swimming or sleeping that is.

I read this article online saying extensions will make ur eyes pop beneath those hateful eye minimizing glasses lol. So yea vain as I am I went to try it.

I became acquaintances with the owner of Milly's through her EXU clothes buffet and twitter. (she's really nice & pretty <3) So when it comes to doing extensions, my brain immediately thought of her, and her chain of beauty palour ( hair extensions, nails and lashes woohoo)

So when sweetest Milly made an appointment for me, I was set to go lalalala!

The process was ok, if only I could stop myself from squinting lol. I couldn't help it, it was my instinct to do so!

45 mins later, I opened my eyes to see a set of fluttery lashes, and I loooooove it.


It felt a bit weird for the first 2 days. I found washing face a hassle lol but after I got used to it, going around makeupless is effortless.



Once my dad even asked me where I'm going when I was sitting in front of the kitchen table and eating my dinner - in my japalang pj before sleep lol.

It's been nearly 2 weeks now, and it's still pretty. I guess I'm addicted uh oh.




And does it really make my eyes pop beneath my glasses? It dooooooes. So no worries should you be like me, a glasses person!

Milly's has two branches, one at far east plaza, the other at bugis street. I did mine at BS!

My friends are pondering to do the extensions now lol. Cause mine are so pretty! When I shop around in BS, my shop sales girls friends will be like I wanna do!

Now I regret not buying the 2nd time for a cheaper price zzz!

Before I sign off, just wanna make a disclaimer:

Milly's doesn't sponsor me in anyway. I paid for the service and I'm impressed with the outcomes-thus the sincere review. And also, not because I knew Milly herself. Sharing is caring after all, right? :)


Wished I could try hair extensions but lol, it's probably impossible!

Xxx



xoxo,
you know you love me




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