Whee.

Long time no update ppl, but no doubt. no one misses me right? =) Im so tired now. Came back from work today feeling restless, and what, i have to work tomolo too, not to mention the other days. Juz cuz shellen is not working for a week. I dunnoe why, but Im not very pleased with that. Not pleased with the fact that I have to go to work on a monday and then after work go to classes. it's tiring and I was looking forward to a good night's sleep. All crushed.

Last friday was Liying's bdae bbq. Not as good as I expected it to be. Yan was flew kites by dozens of ppl, including the bdae boy also, chen yi xiao. I feel extremely sad for yan. She put in so much effort for the bbq and u guys dun inform her about not coming earlier. Now wad the heck, she has to pay u know. She estimated the money she has to use and collect from us, and you ppl juz decide not to go last min, and wad, make her pay? I dislike ppl like tt. That's why i hate organizing bbqs, efforts are not reconised and taken lightly. Yan, money probs, call me.

Monday - Work then go vocal lessons
Tuesday - No plans
Wednesday - Work
Thursday - Work
Friday - Work
Saturday - Cosplay event
Sunday - Work

Right that's my schd. How nice. All work. I dun wanna explain any further. Argh. Dun expect me to answer u guys on msn. Im juz online for the sake of downloading so I can enjoy some entertainment after a long day's work. Call me instead.

I guess im not so happy these days. Kept telling myself to stay happy. The only one who looked through was him. Im just glad I have him by my side. I dun wanna worry if we are lasting or not. it's too much for me to interpret, and I dun want to.

Can someone please come and understand me? I don't want to be the one who goes around trying to understand you, always. You may think you're my good friend, close friend, but I can ensure you, what you knew about me is juz the surface.

Im not complicated, it's just that not everyone sees Im simple.