My hamster ate my another hamster by the head.
That's the news i got from my mom since I came back home after a long day of work.
Wahhs.
AHHH.......
IM SO DEPRESSED NOW.
HOW CAN U EAT YOUR OWN KIND.....................
WAAHHHHHHHHHHHHSSS~~~~~~~~!!
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Monday, January 23, 2006
I've change the background music to Qing Dian Da Sheng's ost. I like this intrumental piece... ^^
Nothing much to update about actually, cause I have been working for the past two days, not to mention later also.
I found out on Sat I was spyed on. By a guy. =.= He msged me at night to tell me about it also, saying he couldn't resist the urge to see me. Scary ok. I told yan to protect me, she say this kidna guy cannot protect, mus attack!
So true.
Jane say she would bian that guy, tell him off. IF i manage to spot him that is. Argh.
What's with guys and Jeslene these days? Can someone TELL me? WeiChun said maybe it was just an infatuation, or perhaps madly in love with me. What did i do? I did NOTHING but talk like who I am! +_+ be it be it. My tao hua always don't come at the right time, Lan tao hua this time. That Ze still so confident =.=
Yan rest well, ur fever ahz. So high still no feel.... And Ching/Kai is going to the gathering also! Finally, a full gathering, us four. ^^
Im so happy for Justina! Really, simply, totally, wonderfully HAPPY! Gurl, you can do it. No worries, Ze and I will support you til the end! Financial and Emotional assistance! Lol... I love you gurl!
Nothing much to update about actually, cause I have been working for the past two days, not to mention later also.
I found out on Sat I was spyed on. By a guy. =.= He msged me at night to tell me about it also, saying he couldn't resist the urge to see me. Scary ok. I told yan to protect me, she say this kidna guy cannot protect, mus attack!
So true.
Jane say she would bian that guy, tell him off. IF i manage to spot him that is. Argh.
What's with guys and Jeslene these days? Can someone TELL me? WeiChun said maybe it was just an infatuation, or perhaps madly in love with me. What did i do? I did NOTHING but talk like who I am! +_+ be it be it. My tao hua always don't come at the right time, Lan tao hua this time. That Ze still so confident =.=
Yan rest well, ur fever ahz. So high still no feel.... And Ching/Kai is going to the gathering also! Finally, a full gathering, us four. ^^
Im so happy for Justina! Really, simply, totally, wonderfully HAPPY! Gurl, you can do it. No worries, Ze and I will support you til the end! Financial and Emotional assistance! Lol... I love you gurl!
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Got nothing to blg about, just feel like blogging so~! I went to see Yan and Joel's blog just now. Yan was talking about her presentation, about her ideal spouse *which i almost read as mouse =.=* And Joel was talking about his ideal girl.
Then yesterday someone said im his dream girl =.= *eek.*
So I started thinking what is my ideal guy like? Hmmmm~
He must like music, he MUST. Because I wouldn't be able to talk to him about music if he doesn't. Such a torture.
He must be tall. like Yan said, 175cm and above can le ba? But Xie Zhi is 173cm, so I guess taller than me can le ba. Who ask Yan to be so tall. Lol...
He can smoke, but please, not in front of me. I wouldn't restrict him too much, but I do expect him to change for me, may it be just a little. =) Social drinker is all right. He can gamble if he wants, but don't bring me. Lolz. But i would rather he doesn't.
He should have nice eyes lol. No la, shun yan can le. If not shun yan, cannot everytime date then feel like hitting him ba?
Medium built? Hmmm should have some muscles la... or else how to protect wo zhe ge ruo nu zi *everyone sweatdrops*
He should be gentle to me, caring, cheerful... I dunnoe, somehow my expectations kinda too high. Lolz!
Let's see... How much had he achieved.... : Music, yes.... Tall, yes... Smoke yes, but he doesn't smokes in front of me *cuz he knws I will throw the lighter at him with a bomb* Social drinker yes... but so am i.... I don't think he gambles la. Nice eyes yes i have to admit.. very shun yan lol... Built not too bad... Gentle is erh.. I dunnoe... And erh caring is okie ba.. .Cheerful... he you yu wang zi lo...
Erh. I dunnoe... Half half ba~
Where is my prince charming~ LOL.
Yay... go work.....
Yay....... *cries*
Then yesterday someone said im his dream girl =.= *eek.*
So I started thinking what is my ideal guy like? Hmmmm~
He must like music, he MUST. Because I wouldn't be able to talk to him about music if he doesn't. Such a torture.
He must be tall. like Yan said, 175cm and above can le ba? But Xie Zhi is 173cm, so I guess taller than me can le ba. Who ask Yan to be so tall. Lol...
He can smoke, but please, not in front of me. I wouldn't restrict him too much, but I do expect him to change for me, may it be just a little. =) Social drinker is all right. He can gamble if he wants, but don't bring me. Lolz. But i would rather he doesn't.
He should have nice eyes lol. No la, shun yan can le. If not shun yan, cannot everytime date then feel like hitting him ba?
Medium built? Hmmm should have some muscles la... or else how to protect wo zhe ge ruo nu zi *everyone sweatdrops*
He should be gentle to me, caring, cheerful... I dunnoe, somehow my expectations kinda too high. Lolz!
Let's see... How much had he achieved.... : Music, yes.... Tall, yes... Smoke yes, but he doesn't smokes in front of me *cuz he knws I will throw the lighter at him with a bomb* Social drinker yes... but so am i.... I don't think he gambles la. Nice eyes yes i have to admit.. very shun yan lol... Built not too bad... Gentle is erh.. I dunnoe... And erh caring is okie ba.. .Cheerful... he you yu wang zi lo...
Erh. I dunnoe... Half half ba~
Where is my prince charming~ LOL.
Yay... go work.....
Yay....... *cries*
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
went out with leaking today.....
I was at Storm Monsoon since morning, 11am. All the way til 4pm. Rebonding hair... Got another haircut. Nice la, but i nid time to get used to it. Big bucks >_< style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5337/1078/200/SP_A0477.jpg" border="0"> The keyboard in our classroom, class rooommm~~~ D!
Wilson the instructor, as usual, helpoing us improve. He has the most terrific voice!
DENSON!. The guy who always wanna murder me. My classmate. Lolz. This is a photo secretlt taken. He doesn't knows okay.
Hmmm nothing much to blog about........... So i shall end here. My hair looks short. ~.~
Monday, January 16, 2006
Today is quite a good day, or rather night. Why so?
It's our class's last vocal lessons. Because we have to split. If you've read my previous posts, you'll know. We didn't end up sticking together *sighs* Denson and Patrick are not continuing for sure. It's going to be Andrew and I, oing for the Sat Lessons. But we'll have to wait for the class to go until our standard first, that will be March 18th.
We sang alot fo songs today. It's only Denson, Patrick, Andrew and me. Ricky didn't come, neither did the other two.
Shan Hu Hai - I sang it with Patrick~ We actually wanted Lian Ai Ping Lv, but the weird karaoke is half nia. So we settle with Shan Hu Hai. Loads of laughter, cuz Patrick kept getting the last part wrong.
Denson sang, that... Duan Dian. "baby dun go, dun go~" That song... Very nice! He improved Darn loads! And he sang JJ's Chi Pang too, not bad at all! O_O
Andrew sang Na Jiu Zhe Yang Ba by Dong Li Huo Che. It's really nice, serious.
Ni Zui Shen Gui... I ended up singing this song with WILSON the INSTRUCTOR. I was darn darn darn nervous and stressed. Patrick ensured me "Don't worry we're listening to wilson only, not you not you," Like is that a console? *glares* I went quite well i guessed. My heart was beating very fast, cuz IM sooooo nervous! Wilson is really really good!
Im lazy to post up pictures today. Im going to rebond my hair tomolo morning. >_< Big Buccks!
I talked alot with Andrew tonight. It felt really good to talk to someone who has the same interest. He adviced me about having a career that would show my talents, which i denied that I had none. Lol. He said it would be wasted if I left my music and languages in a corner and go for courses that would show no talents I had. True though. I realised I was rather respected about the fact that I decided to go for a vocal course and even fork out my own money jsut for it. Lolz.
Waiting for Hiyu jie to tell me if she wanna go for the courses not~
My class rocks, full of rockers lol.
*headache*
It's our class's last vocal lessons. Because we have to split. If you've read my previous posts, you'll know. We didn't end up sticking together *sighs* Denson and Patrick are not continuing for sure. It's going to be Andrew and I, oing for the Sat Lessons. But we'll have to wait for the class to go until our standard first, that will be March 18th.
We sang alot fo songs today. It's only Denson, Patrick, Andrew and me. Ricky didn't come, neither did the other two.
Shan Hu Hai - I sang it with Patrick~ We actually wanted Lian Ai Ping Lv, but the weird karaoke is half nia. So we settle with Shan Hu Hai. Loads of laughter, cuz Patrick kept getting the last part wrong.
Denson sang, that... Duan Dian. "baby dun go, dun go~" That song... Very nice! He improved Darn loads! And he sang JJ's Chi Pang too, not bad at all! O_O
Andrew sang Na Jiu Zhe Yang Ba by Dong Li Huo Che. It's really nice, serious.
Ni Zui Shen Gui... I ended up singing this song with WILSON the INSTRUCTOR. I was darn darn darn nervous and stressed. Patrick ensured me "Don't worry we're listening to wilson only, not you not you," Like is that a console? *glares* I went quite well i guessed. My heart was beating very fast, cuz IM sooooo nervous! Wilson is really really good!
Im lazy to post up pictures today. Im going to rebond my hair tomolo morning. >_< Big Buccks!
I talked alot with Andrew tonight. It felt really good to talk to someone who has the same interest. He adviced me about having a career that would show my talents, which i denied that I had none. Lol. He said it would be wasted if I left my music and languages in a corner and go for courses that would show no talents I had. True though. I realised I was rather respected about the fact that I decided to go for a vocal course and even fork out my own money jsut for it. Lolz.
Waiting for Hiyu jie to tell me if she wanna go for the courses not~
My class rocks, full of rockers lol.
*headache*
Today is quite a good day, or rather night. Why so?
It's our class's last vocal lessons. Because we have to split. If you've read my previous posts, you'll know. We didn't end up sticking together *sighs* Denson and Patrick are not continuing for sure. It's going to be Andrew and I, oing for the Sat Lessons. But we'll have to wait for the class to go until our standard first, that will be March 18th.
We sang alot fo songs today. It's only Denson, Patrick, Andrew and me. Ricky didn't come, neither did the other two.
Shan Hu Hai - I sang it with Patrick~ We actually wanted Lian Ai Ping Lv, but the weird karaoke is half nia. So we settle with Shan Hu Hai. Loads of laughter, cuz Patrick kept getting the last part wrong.
Denson sang, that... Duan Dian. "baby dun go, dun go~" That song... Very nice! He improved Darn loads! And he sang JJ's Chi Pang too, not bad at all! O_O
Andrew sang Na Jiu Zhe Yang Ba by Dong Li Huo Che. It's really nice, serious.
Ni Zui Shen Gui... I ended up singing this song with WILSON the INSTRUCTOR. I was darn darn darn nervous and stressed. Patrick ensured me "Don't worry we're listening to wilson only, not you not you," Like is that a console? *glares* I went quite well i guessed. My heart was beating very fast, cuz IM sooooo nervous! Wilson is really really good!
Im lazy to post up pictures today. Im going to rebond my hair tomolo morning. >_< Big Buccks!
I talked alot with Andrew tonight. It felt really good to talk to someone who has the same interest. He adviced me about having a career that would show my talents, which i denied that I had none. Lol. He said it would be wasted if I left my music and languages in a corner and go for courses that would show no talents I had. True though. I realised I was rather respected about the fact that I decided to go for a vocal course and even fork out my own money jsut for it. Lolz.
Waiting for Hiyu jie to tell me if she wanna go for the courses not~
My class rocks, full of rockers lol.
*headache*
It's our class's last vocal lessons. Because we have to split. If you've read my previous posts, you'll know. We didn't end up sticking together *sighs* Denson and Patrick are not continuing for sure. It's going to be Andrew and I, oing for the Sat Lessons. But we'll have to wait for the class to go until our standard first, that will be March 18th.
We sang alot fo songs today. It's only Denson, Patrick, Andrew and me. Ricky didn't come, neither did the other two.
Shan Hu Hai - I sang it with Patrick~ We actually wanted Lian Ai Ping Lv, but the weird karaoke is half nia. So we settle with Shan Hu Hai. Loads of laughter, cuz Patrick kept getting the last part wrong.
Denson sang, that... Duan Dian. "baby dun go, dun go~" That song... Very nice! He improved Darn loads! And he sang JJ's Chi Pang too, not bad at all! O_O
Andrew sang Na Jiu Zhe Yang Ba by Dong Li Huo Che. It's really nice, serious.
Ni Zui Shen Gui... I ended up singing this song with WILSON the INSTRUCTOR. I was darn darn darn nervous and stressed. Patrick ensured me "Don't worry we're listening to wilson only, not you not you," Like is that a console? *glares* I went quite well i guessed. My heart was beating very fast, cuz IM sooooo nervous! Wilson is really really good!
Im lazy to post up pictures today. Im going to rebond my hair tomolo morning. >_< Big Buccks!
I talked alot with Andrew tonight. It felt really good to talk to someone who has the same interest. He adviced me about having a career that would show my talents, which i denied that I had none. Lol. He said it would be wasted if I left my music and languages in a corner and go for courses that would show no talents I had. True though. I realised I was rather respected about the fact that I decided to go for a vocal course and even fork out my own money jsut for it. Lolz.
Waiting for Hiyu jie to tell me if she wanna go for the courses not~
My class rocks, full of rockers lol.
*headache*
Saturday, January 14, 2006
I know I haven't been writing any updates~ That's coz I couldn't find anything interesting enough to update... Like say, I haven't went out two days in a row... Been really restless and I have nothing to do at home Lol... I was playing Red Alert Command and Conquer, and Puzzle Fighter. Anyone remember those old old games? Like, 6 to 8 years ago? Lolz... I do! I quite like red alert, but erh, the graphic was darn lolz.
I watched Wo Cai yesterday, and they were talking about Young moms. There was this lady who is just 24 yrs old, with 2 children already. One is already 3 years old! But when she was interviewed, she cried.
"I was told to go to Tai Da *that's the biggest hospital in Taiwan, i think* because the hospital I went to didn't want to keep me. I have a weak heart and I knew it. But when I went to Tai Da, the Doctor told my mother: "I cannot keep her. She has a weak heart, don't you know she cannot give birth?! I do not want to wheel her in alive and wheel her out without breathing!" She was cying already. Tears fell from my eyes too. Imagine, a young mother of 19 at that time, was told such a devastating news, even though she thought she would have a good life, for her husband had decided to take care of her the rest of her life.
All parents are great, no matter what. Just the fact that they take on great pain to give birth to you, and bring you up makes them great. Who would want to hear their children scream at them and say: "I never did asked for you to give birth to me!"
Okay, back to my life. My mom was erm, extremely funnie yesterday. The reasons being:
1) She called for pizza and said: "I want a meal lover... Nono, it's meat lover!" I was kicked for laughing too hard.
2) She called this resturant for my brother, cuz he wanted to ask about the prices. The number was something-something-999. I was in my brother's room at that time, so was she. She was using his phone there. We heard something going: "Sorry! Oi, how come I called the emergency line?!" My brother and I was shocked. "what emergency line?!" My mom: "Mata chu lah! *Hokkien*" Meaning? She called the number, but didn't know why she ended up called 999 instead. And called the Police Emergency Line.
I was laughing non-stop. Lolz... Things my mom do can be really dorts sometimes...
All right, Im going off to work in an hour's time. So well, take care everyone, espcially these days weathers had been really rainy and unpredictable. I had flu myself. XD
I watched Wo Cai yesterday, and they were talking about Young moms. There was this lady who is just 24 yrs old, with 2 children already. One is already 3 years old! But when she was interviewed, she cried.
"I was told to go to Tai Da *that's the biggest hospital in Taiwan, i think* because the hospital I went to didn't want to keep me. I have a weak heart and I knew it. But when I went to Tai Da, the Doctor told my mother: "I cannot keep her. She has a weak heart, don't you know she cannot give birth?! I do not want to wheel her in alive and wheel her out without breathing!" She was cying already. Tears fell from my eyes too. Imagine, a young mother of 19 at that time, was told such a devastating news, even though she thought she would have a good life, for her husband had decided to take care of her the rest of her life.
All parents are great, no matter what. Just the fact that they take on great pain to give birth to you, and bring you up makes them great. Who would want to hear their children scream at them and say: "I never did asked for you to give birth to me!"
Okay, back to my life. My mom was erm, extremely funnie yesterday. The reasons being:
1) She called for pizza and said: "I want a meal lover... Nono, it's meat lover!" I was kicked for laughing too hard.
2) She called this resturant for my brother, cuz he wanted to ask about the prices. The number was something-something-999. I was in my brother's room at that time, so was she. She was using his phone there. We heard something going: "Sorry! Oi, how come I called the emergency line?!" My brother and I was shocked. "what emergency line?!" My mom: "Mata chu lah! *Hokkien*" Meaning? She called the number, but didn't know why she ended up called 999 instead. And called the Police Emergency Line.
I was laughing non-stop. Lolz... Things my mom do can be really dorts sometimes...
All right, Im going off to work in an hour's time. So well, take care everyone, espcially these days weathers had been really rainy and unpredictable. I had flu myself. XD
Thursday, January 05, 2006
yaaaaaaaaay!
Went to kbox again~ Hahahahaha. I know im going there non-stop la. I saw Gwendolyn there! Yan, Gwen leh! How come everyone's working at Kbox? First Wimpy and now Gwen~ Went there with Hiyu jie, she's late~ hahaha/ K la, dun bully her lata *cough cough* YX come kill me. We weren't that high la, until last song. Yes i love you~ WOO! Really ah, dunnoe what kbox doing.... Bu xiang zhang da and Super model mixed up! Erh...
We went to cafe cartel agter tt, heh, the whole day spent talking and eating and eating and eating. From grilled chicken to zi ca! Wahha. So....... erh. I dunnoe. Before we went for zi ca we took some pics, Hiyu jie looked like she's manipped into the pic lo, using photoshop. She look like commercial board.!
I shall scan the next time, cuz this one is taken directly from the deco screen of the machine wahhaas~
Zi ca we ordered too much~ CAnnot finish, so called for yi xiang, help help help eat! Lolz... After that walked around, heard a cat's cry, but cannot find the cat. At least i din... Around 8 we walked in a shop that sells silver jewels. I erh... After much hesitation, bought a ring for ze *runs away* It cost 25bucks lo. Don't bear to give him le. The sales girl ah, said so mani things make me and hiyu jie laugh.
Q: "For your friend? Guy? Your bf?"
A: "Errrrrr.... *hiyu jie: yes!*"
Q: "If the ring cannot fit his hand you can come back and change."
A: "Errr... I don't think it's possible, how? Send to taiwan send it back?! *Hiyu jie and i start laughing*"
Right. I don't want to giv it to him le la, so nice HAHAHAHA. For my hand juz nice. Wasted ahahaha. Im crazie ignore me. I've been saying weird things.
Work tomolo! ^^
Gambatte~
Went to kbox again~ Hahahahaha. I know im going there non-stop la. I saw Gwendolyn there! Yan, Gwen leh! How come everyone's working at Kbox? First Wimpy and now Gwen~ Went there with Hiyu jie, she's late~ hahaha/ K la, dun bully her lata *cough cough* YX come kill me. We weren't that high la, until last song. Yes i love you~ WOO! Really ah, dunnoe what kbox doing.... Bu xiang zhang da and Super model mixed up! Erh...
We went to cafe cartel agter tt, heh, the whole day spent talking and eating and eating and eating. From grilled chicken to zi ca! Wahha. So....... erh. I dunnoe. Before we went for zi ca we took some pics, Hiyu jie looked like she's manipped into the pic lo, using photoshop. She look like commercial board.!
I shall scan the next time, cuz this one is taken directly from the deco screen of the machine wahhaas~
Zi ca we ordered too much~ CAnnot finish, so called for yi xiang, help help help eat! Lolz... After that walked around, heard a cat's cry, but cannot find the cat. At least i din... Around 8 we walked in a shop that sells silver jewels. I erh... After much hesitation, bought a ring for ze *runs away* It cost 25bucks lo. Don't bear to give him le. The sales girl ah, said so mani things make me and hiyu jie laugh.
Q: "For your friend? Guy? Your bf?"
A: "Errrrrr.... *hiyu jie: yes!*"
Q: "If the ring cannot fit his hand you can come back and change."
A: "Errr... I don't think it's possible, how? Send to taiwan send it back?! *Hiyu jie and i start laughing*"
Right. I don't want to giv it to him le la, so nice HAHAHAHA. For my hand juz nice. Wasted ahahaha. Im crazie ignore me. I've been saying weird things.
Work tomolo! ^^
Gambatte~
Monday, January 02, 2006
Went to kbox with kailin today~ ^^ Started out a happy day... But when I got home I saw the results of the interview thingie, didn't suceed, but nvm, cuz life is still going on~ And I can still apply for poly, yea? ^^
One week after ze's in Japan. I know i din mention la haha. But why is everyone going to Japan these days... *shrugs* He's picky, 4 hours of sleep still not enough? Haha to think when Im still in Sec sch, i slp at 2am and wake up at 530am. =x
Nothing much to update about actually, but tomorrow, until Thurs, im going to be off, quite sians. >___________<
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
One week after ze's in Japan. I know i din mention la haha. But why is everyone going to Japan these days... *shrugs* He's picky, 4 hours of sleep still not enough? Haha to think when Im still in Sec sch, i slp at 2am and wake up at 530am. =x
Nothing much to update about actually, but tomorrow, until Thurs, im going to be off, quite sians. >___________<
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Happy new year guys! ^^
I was working yesterday, as usual~! Busy yeah... Haha... I know I sound kinda crazy now, but a new year means a new start for me. I just feel happy. I think it's all cuz I went for a few leisure thingies these days, lightened up my mood totally. ^^
Yesterday was busy! I mean it, it's like, a whopping 800bucks something.. Haha... At night Yan, Kai, Vic and Joel came to find me... We're actually going for a movie after my work... Yan came by and said: We're going Hans for dinner! ............ grr, I haven't ate anything since breakfast ya know..... Grrrr. But luckily she did remember to buy fish burger for me to eat in the cinema ^^
We went to watch Narnia. It's a great movie~ Worthed the $9.50 >_< I give it 5 stars~ Watch it! I don't want to give spoilers, in a way im still lazy. Heh.
We missed he countdown in the end, cuz the movie ended at 12am sharp. We went home after that hahaha.
Life had started out great this year.
Happy new year guys =)
I was working yesterday, as usual~! Busy yeah... Haha... I know I sound kinda crazy now, but a new year means a new start for me. I just feel happy. I think it's all cuz I went for a few leisure thingies these days, lightened up my mood totally. ^^
Yesterday was busy! I mean it, it's like, a whopping 800bucks something.. Haha... At night Yan, Kai, Vic and Joel came to find me... We're actually going for a movie after my work... Yan came by and said: We're going Hans for dinner! ............ grr, I haven't ate anything since breakfast ya know..... Grrrr. But luckily she did remember to buy fish burger for me to eat in the cinema ^^
We went to watch Narnia. It's a great movie~ Worthed the $9.50 >_< I give it 5 stars~ Watch it! I don't want to give spoilers, in a way im still lazy. Heh.
We missed he countdown in the end, cuz the movie ended at 12am sharp. We went home after that hahaha.
Life had started out great this year.
Happy new year guys =)
Friday, December 30, 2005
These days Im getting emotionally shakened. Somethings happened between me and a ex-friend. I fell out with her and Im relieved I did it. Seriously. I might sound mean, but it's time I burst a vein. I don't know, but Im really tolerating her till the limit. Those who I had talk to should know what happened.
Why do i say Im emotionally shakened? Because Jaslyn's "You still have me" made me cry. Such simple words. Yet it touched me deep inside. Ah Ze said the same thing, only a little later. Haha... He said this person isn't worthed my love at all. But I know I had once shared my love for her, those love are not meant for me to get them back. I'll leave it to the past, and let it go with year 2005, which will never come again.
Christmas is gone, a new year is coming. So soon. In the near future, I can see myself going much further than I am now. =) Im so planless haha.
Here are some pics on christmas...
Why do i say Im emotionally shakened? Because Jaslyn's "You still have me" made me cry. Such simple words. Yet it touched me deep inside. Ah Ze said the same thing, only a little later. Haha... He said this person isn't worthed my love at all. But I know I had once shared my love for her, those love are not meant for me to get them back. I'll leave it to the past, and let it go with year 2005, which will never come again.
Christmas is gone, a new year is coming. So soon. In the near future, I can see myself going much further than I am now. =) Im so planless haha.
Here are some pics on christmas...
My beloved workmates =) Jane, Lu Ing, Sabrina
My dear daughter and I~
Lao gong, with double-forced-eyelids. lol
American Cheesecake, Half kg only at 18bucks~ Only at Cottage Pies haha
As time goes by, life will go on also. I can manage. I will. ^_____^ Thanks to those who showed concern for me. I love Angel and Jaslyn loads =)
Saturday, December 24, 2005
It's now 7.23am. I was suposed to wake up 630am, cuz work is at 830am. But i only managed to wake up at 7am. Lolz... Today is going to be frantical. Work work work! Jia you! *Although im very very tired now.......*
Yesterday was working also, see, im so occupied with work. =.= Whatever. I was so busy, although I dunnoe why. I just knew we have a order of 210pies, which would be delivered to WS. WS steal our sales~ Lol. I don't know how much the sales on that day. I went off at 3pm. But it's already 7hrs since I started work. Haha. I think we might hit 1000bucks today again.
I went to met yanyan. She couldn't find her keys! So she was late. ~ We went for some shopping for christmas presents. Which reminds me, I really didn't know what to buy for them. And him =.= All must be belated. Lolz. No la. I not so bad. I try at least. Im broke. Yan is so... forgetful. She forgets everything! Like things have never happened to her before =.= She is darn dorts lo, she placed a vcd at my face so near like 2 cm away. ALmost hitmy face that dodo! >_< *what kinda word is dodo... how come i use a bird to decribe yan?! O_O*
Today is Christmas Eve. So people, happy count down! It's going to be christmas so soon!
Lol... And I realised yesterday today is our third month already. all the 24th =.= So erh, happy anni! Yan when's our anni? LOL!
Yesterday was working also, see, im so occupied with work. =.= Whatever. I was so busy, although I dunnoe why. I just knew we have a order of 210pies, which would be delivered to WS. WS steal our sales~ Lol. I don't know how much the sales on that day. I went off at 3pm. But it's already 7hrs since I started work. Haha. I think we might hit 1000bucks today again.
I went to met yanyan. She couldn't find her keys! So she was late. ~ We went for some shopping for christmas presents. Which reminds me, I really didn't know what to buy for them. And him =.= All must be belated. Lolz. No la. I not so bad. I try at least. Im broke. Yan is so... forgetful. She forgets everything! Like things have never happened to her before =.= She is darn dorts lo, she placed a vcd at my face so near like 2 cm away. ALmost hitmy face that dodo! >_< *what kinda word is dodo... how come i use a bird to decribe yan?! O_O*
Today is Christmas Eve. So people, happy count down! It's going to be christmas so soon!
Lol... And I realised yesterday today is our third month already. all the 24th =.= So erh, happy anni! Yan when's our anni? LOL!
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Ara~ Im back to update. Im not like Liyan, who updates only once a month! Yokata, ne?
Work is frantical today. I don't even know what am I busying about today. All I remember is that I was walking up and down to and fro non stop. Tiring, but sales is a whopping 1300bucks. Recording breaking! WHEE.
At night ah ze called. He isn't working today, so he gave me an early call. He's naggy. Zheng Ling, he's NAGGY. You papa is naggier than your mama! Anyway, I recieved Yuan Qi's single album that day. Jian Hong sent it to me finally. But I haven't listen to it. So Ahze was asking If I listened. I told him I have not, cuz there's work so I didn't manage to make out some time to listen. That darn guy told Jian Hong and after 1min Jian Hong called me! I was like, goooosh. Dorts him all the way! Promsied jian hong I will listen. So i did la. So cute. Lolz.
Yesterday I went to Kbox alone again. I just like going alone. Though it's more fun with friends, but singing alone allows me to listen to my own voice so that I can spot mistakes and improve on it. The lunch was terrible. Since it's microwaved rice, they should had bring it to my room sooner! Somemore I came early and ordered early =.= The rice is already hardened and it tastes so argh. But I guess i can forgive them, because one of the outlet supervisor pratically knelt down when it's time for bill. Not exactly kneel, he knelt on one leg. Lolz. I was stunned, so yeah I forgive him. Darn those people who's singing so loud next door. I can hear them so clearly and their singing isn't really that good you know.
I just saw a mosquito fly by. I better finish up now. Tomorrow's Xuan's bdae chalet. In advance, Happie Bdae My girl, I lvoe you muacks!
Work is frantical today. I don't even know what am I busying about today. All I remember is that I was walking up and down to and fro non stop. Tiring, but sales is a whopping 1300bucks. Recording breaking! WHEE.
At night ah ze called. He isn't working today, so he gave me an early call. He's naggy. Zheng Ling, he's NAGGY. You papa is naggier than your mama! Anyway, I recieved Yuan Qi's single album that day. Jian Hong sent it to me finally. But I haven't listen to it. So Ahze was asking If I listened. I told him I have not, cuz there's work so I didn't manage to make out some time to listen. That darn guy told Jian Hong and after 1min Jian Hong called me! I was like, goooosh. Dorts him all the way! Promsied jian hong I will listen. So i did la. So cute. Lolz.
Yesterday I went to Kbox alone again. I just like going alone. Though it's more fun with friends, but singing alone allows me to listen to my own voice so that I can spot mistakes and improve on it. The lunch was terrible. Since it's microwaved rice, they should had bring it to my room sooner! Somemore I came early and ordered early =.= The rice is already hardened and it tastes so argh. But I guess i can forgive them, because one of the outlet supervisor pratically knelt down when it's time for bill. Not exactly kneel, he knelt on one leg. Lolz. I was stunned, so yeah I forgive him. Darn those people who's singing so loud next door. I can hear them so clearly and their singing isn't really that good you know.
I just saw a mosquito fly by. I better finish up now. Tomorrow's Xuan's bdae chalet. In advance, Happie Bdae My girl, I lvoe you muacks!
Monday, December 19, 2005
Today......
Work again, sorry that I always say the same thing but yeah... Good news is that ZL's dad or mum is going to fetch us to that riverview *or was it riverside?* place on Christmas Day. Yay, no need to get lost *im an idiot in directions an i think everyone knows that. Yaaks*
Didn't go to Hark Music today, Evonne called to tell me Wilson's wife is in the hospital, was so shocked, so our supposingly *sighs* last lessons was postponed. When, I don't know. Wednesday I heard. I don't want to change to Saturday. ... It feels really depressing to leave such a great class. I love the class with Patrick and Denson discussing about murdering and where to hide the body, Andrew who follows my stupid actions like lifting my arms and putting them down again and again, and Ricky who entertains me with his high range.
Im going to miss everyone who keeps disturbing me as Im the only girl and youngest in the class.
........Sigh..........
*perks up* OKAY! Something to note is that I went to apply for ITE Beauty Therapy[spelling wrong lol] course. I was telling Yan about it and we go about the same sentence at the same times, milliseconds apart "Give you/me free facial" Hahaha... Same surname think alike. Whee, we muz be couples in out past life lolz. But yeah, I know it's quite shocking to know I applied for an ITE course. Last year I was so unhappy about having to go to an ITE. I even cried under all those pressure. But I guess, after all these days, I mature in a way or two. I feel older now.
My inner age is 26, so what a quiz says. 9 years. Im even older than Ah Ze. My brother got 15 yrs old! HOW CAN THAT BE!? He's two years older! Adelene got 21! >_< Im so _very_ old!
Work again, sorry that I always say the same thing but yeah... Good news is that ZL's dad or mum is going to fetch us to that riverview *or was it riverside?* place on Christmas Day. Yay, no need to get lost *im an idiot in directions an i think everyone knows that. Yaaks*
Didn't go to Hark Music today, Evonne called to tell me Wilson's wife is in the hospital, was so shocked, so our supposingly *sighs* last lessons was postponed. When, I don't know. Wednesday I heard. I don't want to change to Saturday. ... It feels really depressing to leave such a great class. I love the class with Patrick and Denson discussing about murdering and where to hide the body, Andrew who follows my stupid actions like lifting my arms and putting them down again and again, and Ricky who entertains me with his high range.
Im going to miss everyone who keeps disturbing me as Im the only girl and youngest in the class.
........Sigh..........
*perks up* OKAY! Something to note is that I went to apply for ITE Beauty Therapy[spelling wrong lol] course. I was telling Yan about it and we go about the same sentence at the same times, milliseconds apart "Give you/me free facial" Hahaha... Same surname think alike. Whee, we muz be couples in out past life lolz. But yeah, I know it's quite shocking to know I applied for an ITE course. Last year I was so unhappy about having to go to an ITE. I even cried under all those pressure. But I guess, after all these days, I mature in a way or two. I feel older now.
My inner age is 26, so what a quiz says. 9 years. Im even older than Ah Ze. My brother got 15 yrs old! HOW CAN THAT BE!? He's two years older! Adelene got 21! >_< Im so _very_ old!
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Erm, just looked through my dog, bingo's birth info and such, found out he was born on the same day as darling Xie Zhi O_O
So funnie.
Was feeling tired today. Have been working nonstop, since wed, and I still have to work tomorrow. My black face is showing and I get irritated so easily. Argh. Eunice still haven't return my Love at agaen sea, been like, 9 months already. =.=
Jane told me it was 9pm, so we cleaned the place and did closing, but u know what? We thought it was 930pm, in the end it was only 830pm! I did not look at the time at all. Uncle Kenneth was so shocked to recieve my message about the sales, and he called CenturySq, telling us it was 830 ONLY. Dooooooots. So we opened the door again~ And put some cakes in, and waitied. LOL. It was darn stupid la. Qiqi came afterwards to lend money from me, she wanna buy bikini wooo~
Went home to realise my mum didn't record the 56 and 7f part of that charity show for me. Not her fault, she forgotten it by mistake. It's okay i guess, not fated *shrugs*
My brother says he would be going to kenny rogers on christmas eve, anyone interested? lol.
Btw, Yan if u are reading this, Christmas ah, I got ask ching and kai. See what they say first, we can go out first then come to my house for dinner. As in, realli good dinner, i HOPE. Money probs erh~
So funnie.
Was feeling tired today. Have been working nonstop, since wed, and I still have to work tomorrow. My black face is showing and I get irritated so easily. Argh. Eunice still haven't return my Love at agaen sea, been like, 9 months already. =.=
Jane told me it was 9pm, so we cleaned the place and did closing, but u know what? We thought it was 930pm, in the end it was only 830pm! I did not look at the time at all. Uncle Kenneth was so shocked to recieve my message about the sales, and he called CenturySq, telling us it was 830 ONLY. Dooooooots. So we opened the door again~ And put some cakes in, and waitied. LOL. It was darn stupid la. Qiqi came afterwards to lend money from me, she wanna buy bikini wooo~
Went home to realise my mum didn't record the 56 and 7f part of that charity show for me. Not her fault, she forgotten it by mistake. It's okay i guess, not fated *shrugs*
My brother says he would be going to kenny rogers on christmas eve, anyone interested? lol.
Btw, Yan if u are reading this, Christmas ah, I got ask ching and kai. See what they say first, we can go out first then come to my house for dinner. As in, realli good dinner, i HOPE. Money probs erh~
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Okay I've changed a total new layout, but wad's wrong?
The words are coming out and Im still trying to figure out
how am I suppsoed to well, make it squashier, lol. Taking my own sweet time.
I went to work in the morning to realised Orchid the new staff
cut the sausage rolls like the banana rolls, as in have three cuts on it.
Was so shocked. Almost didn't know what to do.
To think she told me she knew how to do it. Jane was irritated ~
Sighs, have to worry about my vocal lessons. Last lesson is on 19th,
And what, Wilson is not teaching anymore.
Patrick, Denson and Ricky are not continuing.
Our class is splitting once again.
Sighs.
The words are coming out and Im still trying to figure out
how am I suppsoed to well, make it squashier, lol. Taking my own sweet time.
I went to work in the morning to realised Orchid the new staff
cut the sausage rolls like the banana rolls, as in have three cuts on it.
Was so shocked. Almost didn't know what to do.
To think she told me she knew how to do it. Jane was irritated ~
Sighs, have to worry about my vocal lessons. Last lesson is on 19th,
And what, Wilson is not teaching anymore.
Patrick, Denson and Ricky are not continuing.
Our class is splitting once again.
Sighs.
Friday, December 16, 2005
一个人孤孤单单的过
就算两个人却还是寂寞
三个人的狂欢似乎只有我被冷落
如果你在我身旁
会不会了解我那一点彷徨？
如果你决定了解我
会不会途中受到挑拨？
其实我也不想怪任何人
因为从始到终这都是我的错
我不该期望任何人去了解我
因为只有那愿意去拥抱我的人
才懂得如何去呵护我
只是
我找到那个人了吗？
没有吗？
10 facts about me:
1. I like sitting in a nice cafe and talk instead of searching for fun.
2. My eyes do show what I feel, even if they are small, my dears.
3. If I cry, really cried, Im not just crying for one thing. It's more of emotions override.
4. Im not as cheerful as I might seem to be.
5. I don't have a best friend, ask yourself, how well do you know me?
6. I may be attached, lovey dovey couples is still something impossible for me.
7. I get easily jealous of what I don't have and others do.
8. Im a girl who is darn bitchy. If you don't think I am, thank you, but do not provoke please.
9. I am VERY sick of deciding and going along with other people. Im sick of it. Very.
10. Im a sadistic piece of crap.
就算两个人却还是寂寞
三个人的狂欢似乎只有我被冷落
如果你在我身旁
会不会了解我那一点彷徨？
如果你决定了解我
会不会途中受到挑拨？
其实我也不想怪任何人
因为从始到终这都是我的错
我不该期望任何人去了解我
因为只有那愿意去拥抱我的人
才懂得如何去呵护我
只是
我找到那个人了吗？
没有吗？
10 facts about me:
1. I like sitting in a nice cafe and talk instead of searching for fun.
2. My eyes do show what I feel, even if they are small, my dears.
3. If I cry, really cried, Im not just crying for one thing. It's more of emotions override.
4. Im not as cheerful as I might seem to be.
5. I don't have a best friend, ask yourself, how well do you know me?
6. I may be attached, lovey dovey couples is still something impossible for me.
7. I get easily jealous of what I don't have and others do.
8. Im a girl who is darn bitchy. If you don't think I am, thank you, but do not provoke please.
9. I am VERY sick of deciding and going along with other people. Im sick of it. Very.
10. Im a sadistic piece of crap.
Monday, December 05, 2005
Whee.
Long time no update ppl, but no doubt. no one misses me right? =) Im so tired now. Came back from work today feeling restless, and what, i have to work tomolo too, not to mention the other days. Juz cuz shellen is not working for a week. I dunnoe why, but Im not very pleased with that. Not pleased with the fact that I have to go to work on a monday and then after work go to classes. it's tiring and I was looking forward to a good night's sleep. All crushed.
Last friday was Liying's bdae bbq. Not as good as I expected it to be. Yan was flew kites by dozens of ppl, including the bdae boy also, chen yi xiao. I feel extremely sad for yan. She put in so much effort for the bbq and u guys dun inform her about not coming earlier. Now wad the heck, she has to pay u know. She estimated the money she has to use and collect from us, and you ppl juz decide not to go last min, and wad, make her pay? I dislike ppl like tt. That's why i hate organizing bbqs, efforts are not reconised and taken lightly. Yan, money probs, call me.
Monday - Work then go vocal lessons
Tuesday - No plans
Wednesday - Work
Thursday - Work
Friday - Work
Saturday - Cosplay event
Sunday - Work
Right that's my schd. How nice. All work. I dun wanna explain any further. Argh. Dun expect me to answer u guys on msn. Im juz online for the sake of downloading so I can enjoy some entertainment after a long day's work. Call me instead.
I guess im not so happy these days. Kept telling myself to stay happy. The only one who looked through was him. Im just glad I have him by my side. I dun wanna worry if we are lasting or not. it's too much for me to interpret, and I dun want to.
Can someone please come and understand me? I don't want to be the one who goes around trying to understand you, always. You may think you're my good friend, close friend, but I can ensure you, what you knew about me is juz the surface.
Im not complicated, it's just that not everyone sees Im simple.
Long time no update ppl, but no doubt. no one misses me right? =) Im so tired now. Came back from work today feeling restless, and what, i have to work tomolo too, not to mention the other days. Juz cuz shellen is not working for a week. I dunnoe why, but Im not very pleased with that. Not pleased with the fact that I have to go to work on a monday and then after work go to classes. it's tiring and I was looking forward to a good night's sleep. All crushed.
Last friday was Liying's bdae bbq. Not as good as I expected it to be. Yan was flew kites by dozens of ppl, including the bdae boy also, chen yi xiao. I feel extremely sad for yan. She put in so much effort for the bbq and u guys dun inform her about not coming earlier. Now wad the heck, she has to pay u know. She estimated the money she has to use and collect from us, and you ppl juz decide not to go last min, and wad, make her pay? I dislike ppl like tt. That's why i hate organizing bbqs, efforts are not reconised and taken lightly. Yan, money probs, call me.
Monday - Work then go vocal lessons
Tuesday - No plans
Wednesday - Work
Thursday - Work
Friday - Work
Saturday - Cosplay event
Sunday - Work
Right that's my schd. How nice. All work. I dun wanna explain any further. Argh. Dun expect me to answer u guys on msn. Im juz online for the sake of downloading so I can enjoy some entertainment after a long day's work. Call me instead.
I guess im not so happy these days. Kept telling myself to stay happy. The only one who looked through was him. Im just glad I have him by my side. I dun wanna worry if we are lasting or not. it's too much for me to interpret, and I dun want to.
Can someone please come and understand me? I don't want to be the one who goes around trying to understand you, always. You may think you're my good friend, close friend, but I can ensure you, what you knew about me is juz the surface.
Im not complicated, it's just that not everyone sees Im simple.
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