有时候，一个人在家，总会有些不实际的幻想。
但我想，那也没有错吧。
在自己的房间，幻想自己变成蜘蛛人，好像也不错。
只要别吓到刚搬来的邻居就好。


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I just woke up.
I was feeling really unwell around 11am.
Felt like vomiting, but even if I tried digging my throat
I just coughed.
And nothing came out.
Sickening.
I wish I was just bloated.
But that feeling in my stomach made me feel like throwing up.

So I abandoned Huihui on msn, and went to sleep.
That made me realise, I woke up at 8.30am in the morning.
I haven't been sleeping well these two days.
Sick.

I'm all alone at home since morning.
My mum have just returned home.
Loads of unwanted emotions were flowing.
I don't know if allowing them to do so, was right, or not.

Sometimes,
I just miss people very, very much.
I miss their voices, their actions.
I wished I have a teleporter.
Like the one in the Sims,
Click, choose the friend you want,
And boo, he or she will be at your house.

But of course,
using the Sims teleporter would mean that person will come with a foul mood, and an empty stomach.

I have no idea what I'm squabbling about.
Speaking of which:
I do not think squabbles between Ze, and I are entertaining.
Nor cute.
Nor funny.

*cough*

Take good care of yourselves, babes and hunks.
Love,
Jeslene