Im kinda lazy to update actually, but might as well lolz....
Putting on mask now, lol, juz like yan, juz tt mine is whitening mask, cuz tomolo going to wild wild wet again, I nid more whitening. lol....
Yesterday went to Yan's house, but before that, we went to Kbox. Actually it's juz me and kailin, the reason being: Yan is tired, and Ching totally forgot we're suppsoed to go out yesterday. She FORGOT ya know. I called and called her, cuz i was afraid that she was still sleeping, and she did that that day we went to jurong east swimming complex, so i got shadows of the past. Lolz... But after calling nine times, not counting those I hung up half way, she still din call back... So we called her house and she was still at HOME.
Fine, so we went to sing kbox, i dunnoe why but two ppl can really be high enough to get themselves crazie lolz. I mean it.
So okays, we went to meet ching at tampines mrt, and she explained that she FORGOT about the 'date' we're having, and she on-ed her fone into silent mode, isn't tt great? LOL. Then before we went to yan's house we started some shopping, no should be I started shopping and I fraged them along. Lol, Ching and kai ending up buyin things too, lolz... By the time we got to yan's house, she was asleep, cuz waited too long for us wahhas.
We played Sims 2! It's quite fun, but a lil more stupider and complicated compared to the sims and its expansions. While we were designing the charcs, we alwaus end up laughing.
TARUS is the most COLORED among the 12 horoscopes! *stares at yan*
HAHAHA~
Wgheeeeeeee~
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Monday, March 27, 2006
Argh I spent a freakingh 2hours to finish up this piece of revamp crap. +.+ I think i got too influenced by Yan and roman, who changed their blog skin. But im rather happy Im done with this, lolz.
Nothing much, just coming on to put a post to show off my blog skin ahahhaha. Ignoration. There's still a few html errors here and there, like the scroll bar... but im lazy to fix it, next time. I'vebeen staring at the whole thing long enough for me to die.
Skin info: The lady: Mika Nakishima *i think lol the nam I forgot how to spell*
Stock pic: The one i used for fallen leaf. Lolz... And Mika was manipped onto the stock pic.
SO! That meant!!! My photoshop is BACCCCCCCCCK!
YAAY.
LOlz...
Ignoration number 2. lol.
Nothing much, just coming on to put a post to show off my blog skin ahahhaha. Ignoration. There's still a few html errors here and there, like the scroll bar... but im lazy to fix it, next time. I'vebeen staring at the whole thing long enough for me to die.
Skin info: The lady: Mika Nakishima *i think lol the nam I forgot how to spell*
Stock pic: The one i used for fallen leaf. Lolz... And Mika was manipped onto the stock pic.
SO! That meant!!! My photoshop is BACCCCCCCCCK!
YAAY.
LOlz...
Ignoration number 2. lol.
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Went to wild wild wet today! With Yan, Ching and Kai... =)
Yan and I were lat... Lolz... Cuz we were walking to downtown east instead of taking a bus or something. Ching and Kai already there waiting le... But the side gates were CLOSED! Ah.... So we find the smaller entrance and quickly walked in... It was really sunny today, glad. Because if it was raining, I'll die, it was indeed raining in the morning lo...
Ching Ling is always so slow in "stripping" her clothes to her swimming coustume lolz. YAY... Went to start with the wave pool.. The wave like no wave like tt lol. Then went to play the slides~ The o lala lol... 5ppl that one... We were screaming, cuz the lifeguard poured water on us! So coooold! Then she hear us scream, she pour more >_<
Then went to the cycling monorail or something... Lol... Heights =.= Is something that I totally afraid of. +.+ I remember that time go fullerton hotel, then the glasspanel there look down from 40floors is... eek. Then ze kept pushing me towards there somemore.
But kailin and ching and yan played tt samsung thing somemore! They so li hai! I see heights I diao diao liao...
After wildwildwet, we quickly took a taxi back to tampines, cuz yan is working at 4pm. Ching and I went to burger King for lunch, then back to cottage pies again! but before that we went to take pictures, but I lazy to scan. lol. Yan was still there hardworking-ly working hahaha... Ching ah, she ah... Dug the ice out of my ice water to put in the latte!! And almost let kai lin eat my cheezy hearts! And Im the one who finished the latte in the end cuz they think it's too bitter! =.=
Some pics.... from my fone~
taken while waiting for bus... I thought this position looks like this pic:
Thank you to Ching ling who was so co-operative! ^^
While we were at the prints shop, Kailin and I took a pic together, but the first one ended up like this:
If you look at me, it's kinda certain I did not shake my phone cam! But what happened to this picture?!!
Took a second one and it looks so much better, but the pervious one is... scary. *Brr*
Taken at cottage pies, by miss kai lin, on the WANTED girl Ker Ching Ling, for digging up my ice. LOL.
Okay, Im done with updated. LOlz... Got to go eat breakfast now, I spent 1 whole day to update this blog entry -.-
Monday, March 20, 2006
Today I went out with sabrina, to sing k. Lolz. She very siao siao~ I took pics with her too, but I haven't scan in, so... next time ba!
After tt, at 4, went to work... With yan the blur sotong. Lolz. She ah... really blur, give ppl wrong change somemore!~ lolz! And forget this and tt, nvm, yan, you just start nia, I dun kill u, plus th fact mother-in-law got come, so i better be nice to you. Lolz. My mum bought rice for us too!
At night after we're done with most things... two ladies walked into the shop and STEP on my MOPPED floor. The floor is still very wet somemore! And they nv say they having here! Then still drop flakes of pastry here and there. Grr. Then got irritating mosquito! Keep flying around, until yan and I have to be like, counterstrike, one take sheldox and one take water spray, and on alert mode! BUT, still didn't kill it. Eeks, it bit my knee somemore, not much blood there still wanna suck.
To Yan: Your blog skin looks pretty nice in my resolution, and it fits just nice. And erh, that guy who chase me and drives u remember? he's reliefing in SIGLAP SEC. eeeek.
I changed alot these days, after certain friendship incidents, and certain stress... I changed. So much even I cannot believe. I snap at ppl. I... wel;l, yan ask me not to be angry about the two ladies who stepped into the shop on my wet floor, mentioned above, and i said: Don't care about me, Im not bu shuanging about you.
Seriously, why would such a small matter make me say such words? Somehow Im just too irritated by the fact that I have to go with other ppl's ways, and i think it's time to get my way, but only ah ze will go along with me la, lolz. I think wan ying is irritated with me, cuz i refused to go escape theme park tomolo. It's..... boring. And she called at nite say go wild wild wet, but i told her if yen is not going im not going, cuz i will feel left out. She doesn't understands, cuz when you leave someone out, the onli one who will feel awkward about it was the one who was left out.
I nid to work on my english, speaking too much of chinese these days. damn that ze.
After tt, at 4, went to work... With yan the blur sotong. Lolz. She ah... really blur, give ppl wrong change somemore!~ lolz! And forget this and tt, nvm, yan, you just start nia, I dun kill u, plus th fact mother-in-law got come, so i better be nice to you. Lolz. My mum bought rice for us too!
At night after we're done with most things... two ladies walked into the shop and STEP on my MOPPED floor. The floor is still very wet somemore! And they nv say they having here! Then still drop flakes of pastry here and there. Grr. Then got irritating mosquito! Keep flying around, until yan and I have to be like, counterstrike, one take sheldox and one take water spray, and on alert mode! BUT, still didn't kill it. Eeks, it bit my knee somemore, not much blood there still wanna suck.
To Yan: Your blog skin looks pretty nice in my resolution, and it fits just nice. And erh, that guy who chase me and drives u remember? he's reliefing in SIGLAP SEC. eeeek.
I changed alot these days, after certain friendship incidents, and certain stress... I changed. So much even I cannot believe. I snap at ppl. I... wel;l, yan ask me not to be angry about the two ladies who stepped into the shop on my wet floor, mentioned above, and i said: Don't care about me, Im not bu shuanging about you.
Seriously, why would such a small matter make me say such words? Somehow Im just too irritated by the fact that I have to go with other ppl's ways, and i think it's time to get my way, but only ah ze will go along with me la, lolz. I think wan ying is irritated with me, cuz i refused to go escape theme park tomolo. It's..... boring. And she called at nite say go wild wild wet, but i told her if yen is not going im not going, cuz i will feel left out. She doesn't understands, cuz when you leave someone out, the onli one who will feel awkward about it was the one who was left out.
I nid to work on my english, speaking too much of chinese these days. damn that ze.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
It's a long time since I updated... but let me say something:
My Jap wind is baaaaaaaaack.
Which leads to: AKIRA/YAMAPI Craze.
Whee....
And sooo.... Im always reminded by ppl, kattun's album is going to be out real soon, 22nd. I think Real Face is quite nice, tho Zheng ling doesn't thinks so... Maybe I should change it to my blog music, lol, or yamapi's colourful.
Before I go on and on about Pi-Chan, I shall summerize...
I went to meet ze.
I bought a tankiini and it's loads cute.
I'm PMS-ing
I go crazy
Im going for a swim soon
I quited my job, or maybe not. =.=
That's all,.
LOL. Im tired... soooo ya, =) JYANE~
My Jap wind is baaaaaaaaack.
Which leads to: AKIRA/YAMAPI Craze.
Whee....
And sooo.... Im always reminded by ppl, kattun's album is going to be out real soon, 22nd. I think Real Face is quite nice, tho Zheng ling doesn't thinks so... Maybe I should change it to my blog music, lol, or yamapi's colourful.
Before I go on and on about Pi-Chan, I shall summerize...
I went to meet ze.
I bought a tankiini and it's loads cute.
I'm PMS-ing
I go crazy
Im going for a swim soon
I quited my job, or maybe not. =.=
That's all,.
LOL. Im tired... soooo ya, =) JYANE~
Friday, March 10, 2006
Decided to update the blog since my brother is still using the bathroom.
Yesterday, loads of terrible things happened. I went out with my family in the afternoon, to bugis. It started out great la, but the weather was darn hot. Lol. I bought alots of things home, really did some intensive shopping. Lol... I bought a pair of slippers, it's really cute! Even my dad likes it Lol. Hmm... Two mangas, Cleo mag, a bag... Then we took an mrt back to Tampines...
BUT! Before the train reached Tanah Merah... A fight broke out! A woman was being kicked and punched by another woman, and her boyfriend joined the fight to hit that same woman! It's like, two against one!! The other people in the train scattered away from the scene *it was just a metre away from me* And one called for the driver. Man, it was terrible, the woman was screaming: You think you're so beautiful? My mom said the woman who started the fight kicked the other one first, and thus all the crap. And the man ought to be thrown down the train! He should had stopped his girlfriend! Why the hell did he join the fight for! Everyone in the train was shaking their heads at the man. And my mum couldn't stop shaking hers either.
Okay, the end of the incident, we reached Tampines pretty soon after, and went to a couple of places like watsons and ntuc, before heading to TS. I found out my membership card still can be used, although I lost the card already, but can use my IC number. lol. I was very tempted, cause my mom bought Huo Yuan Jia, so I just said, I want to buy VCD also! I bought E Mo Zai Sheng Bian~~~~ YAY~
The cashier was scolded by the senior. It was like, she was snapping at her! When we walked out, my dad said that she shouldn't do that, she could just had told her nicely, but she pratically yelled in front of the customers, tsk tsk.
At home... I watched XXXholic the movie. It was kinda spooky. But Yuuko is still as cool as ever, even facing a crazy collector that collects COLLECTORS.
After that watched E Mo Zai Sheng Bian... Until Disc 9 I think... My conclusion is that...
1)He jun xiang is so shuai!
2)wang chuan yi looks like lee ming shun
3)the both of them talks so much like ah ze =.=
No wonder yen said the three of them looks alike. I don't think they look alike, I think they TALK alike. Lolz.
Done, my brother is out of the bathroom, off I go into the shower, ja ne!
Yesterday, loads of terrible things happened. I went out with my family in the afternoon, to bugis. It started out great la, but the weather was darn hot. Lol. I bought alots of things home, really did some intensive shopping. Lol... I bought a pair of slippers, it's really cute! Even my dad likes it Lol. Hmm... Two mangas, Cleo mag, a bag... Then we took an mrt back to Tampines...
BUT! Before the train reached Tanah Merah... A fight broke out! A woman was being kicked and punched by another woman, and her boyfriend joined the fight to hit that same woman! It's like, two against one!! The other people in the train scattered away from the scene *it was just a metre away from me* And one called for the driver. Man, it was terrible, the woman was screaming: You think you're so beautiful? My mom said the woman who started the fight kicked the other one first, and thus all the crap. And the man ought to be thrown down the train! He should had stopped his girlfriend! Why the hell did he join the fight for! Everyone in the train was shaking their heads at the man. And my mum couldn't stop shaking hers either.
Okay, the end of the incident, we reached Tampines pretty soon after, and went to a couple of places like watsons and ntuc, before heading to TS. I found out my membership card still can be used, although I lost the card already, but can use my IC number. lol. I was very tempted, cause my mom bought Huo Yuan Jia, so I just said, I want to buy VCD also! I bought E Mo Zai Sheng Bian~~~~ YAY~
The cashier was scolded by the senior. It was like, she was snapping at her! When we walked out, my dad said that she shouldn't do that, she could just had told her nicely, but she pratically yelled in front of the customers, tsk tsk.
At home... I watched XXXholic the movie. It was kinda spooky. But Yuuko is still as cool as ever, even facing a crazy collector that collects COLLECTORS.
After that watched E Mo Zai Sheng Bian... Until Disc 9 I think... My conclusion is that...
1)He jun xiang is so shuai!
2)wang chuan yi looks like lee ming shun
3)the both of them talks so much like ah ze =.=
No wonder yen said the three of them looks alike. I don't think they look alike, I think they TALK alike. Lolz.
Done, my brother is out of the bathroom, off I go into the shower, ja ne!
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Yessssssssh. After so long I decided to update lol.
Welloz, Went out with Yan and Ching to swim on Tuesday... Hot sun! I arrived at the meeting place at 8am sharp. Called Yan and I got a reply:
"I still at home!"
O_O
Okkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, S I took the train to Pasir Ris, while calling Ching Ling, cause Yan said she MIGHT be still sleeping. And you know what, agter thre or four tries, Ching's mom picked up the phone, and she INDEED was still sleeping. AHH. Why did I ever wake up sp early for... T^T
So went out of the station, saw Yan outside the station, so we went to get something to eat and drink at Cottage Pies WS, ka jiao Sabrina and Ah Chuang auntie. ^^ I was so sian until I went to wash plates and help sell things. =.= Finally Ching arrived. So we set off to swim! Not in the trains dear, =.=/;
Yan almost TRAMPLED off the train! Cuz she thought we're suppsoed to get off at Jurong East station *We're going to Jurong East Swimming Complex* But she should know lo, we've been there so many times! And her Wushu competitions also there! We're suppsoed to get off at Chinese Garden!
Yan: OMG! Quick get off the train!
Me: *Pulls yan back* We're getting off at Chinese garden stupid.
Ching: From O____O to ~.~ to XD
Yan: Huh isit?! >///< Don't laugh le lah!
Me: XD
Ching die die dun wanna change into her swimsuit =.= We forced her and she's almost crazie. Lol... We started with the lazy pool, yan and ching went crazie. I just watched them lol. Actually wanna play the slides next, but wave pool start to have waves le, so we run there~ And I almost dorwned LOL. Cuz my swimming skills is =.= And ching is short enough to get swallowed by the waves. Lolz... After the 'tsunami' we saw alot of 'victims' on the 'beach' *actually they are just sun tanning* Yan and ching went to play the slides while I watched. Then wanted to go jacuzzi, but got a few stupid guys there, pointing and laughing. Siao.
After swimming we ate lunch at KFC... then so tired we pratically dragged our feets on the way to the mrt station. Took the train back to Tampines, went for a lil shopping, then I went to ching's hosue to lend Full House... Not too bad the show, but im still not attracted to Rain. Lol.
Okie... Im hungry, havem't eaten breakfast yet. >_<
=)
Welloz, Went out with Yan and Ching to swim on Tuesday... Hot sun! I arrived at the meeting place at 8am sharp. Called Yan and I got a reply:
"I still at home!"
O_O
Okkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, S I took the train to Pasir Ris, while calling Ching Ling, cause Yan said she MIGHT be still sleeping. And you know what, agter thre or four tries, Ching's mom picked up the phone, and she INDEED was still sleeping. AHH. Why did I ever wake up sp early for... T^T
So went out of the station, saw Yan outside the station, so we went to get something to eat and drink at Cottage Pies WS, ka jiao Sabrina and Ah Chuang auntie. ^^ I was so sian until I went to wash plates and help sell things. =.= Finally Ching arrived. So we set off to swim! Not in the trains dear, =.=/;
Yan almost TRAMPLED off the train! Cuz she thought we're suppsoed to get off at Jurong East station *We're going to Jurong East Swimming Complex* But she should know lo, we've been there so many times! And her Wushu competitions also there! We're suppsoed to get off at Chinese Garden!
Yan: OMG! Quick get off the train!
Me: *Pulls yan back* We're getting off at Chinese garden stupid.
Ching: From O____O to ~.~ to XD
Yan: Huh isit?! >///< Don't laugh le lah!
Me: XD
Ching die die dun wanna change into her swimsuit =.= We forced her and she's almost crazie. Lol... We started with the lazy pool, yan and ching went crazie. I just watched them lol. Actually wanna play the slides next, but wave pool start to have waves le, so we run there~ And I almost dorwned LOL. Cuz my swimming skills is =.= And ching is short enough to get swallowed by the waves. Lolz... After the 'tsunami' we saw alot of 'victims' on the 'beach' *actually they are just sun tanning* Yan and ching went to play the slides while I watched. Then wanted to go jacuzzi, but got a few stupid guys there, pointing and laughing. Siao.
After swimming we ate lunch at KFC... then so tired we pratically dragged our feets on the way to the mrt station. Took the train back to Tampines, went for a lil shopping, then I went to ching's hosue to lend Full House... Not too bad the show, but im still not attracted to Rain. Lol.
Okie... Im hungry, havem't eaten breakfast yet. >_<
=)
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Happie Vdae ppl =)
Although im not really THAT happy la. Lolz... Okay la, kinda lonely, but ZHENG LING and LIYAN accompanied me, so Im rather happy. Yan and I exchanged flowers lol! Zheng Ling and I went to Sakae for buffet, SO SORRY i was darn LATE. >___________< GRRR. BAD ME.
Our sushi kept disappearing, ordered this and that, nothing ever appears on out table, mysteriously. Witha fulllllll *im stressing on that* STOMACH! We took a walk around heeren and then I went off to meet lao gong...
and she was late, as usual, and i think it's my bao ying. lol... it's been a long time since we two actually just went out and shop. Didn't really shop la, but we wanted to watch a movie or something, but there's movies to watch!! *cries* So sat down and eat ice cream, only yan that is. I can't fit anything in my stomach at all.
We bought each other roses in the end, red red roses. Nicce shopkeeper, makes the job of a florist so much more romantic. We walked to Esplanade, with a broken leg. LOL. There is a man playing piano there, so we sat there and listened, yan almost fell asleep. And soo~ We went to the riverside there, beautiful~ Ah ze called in the end, ending a sentence like, so dorts.
Thanks ZL and Yan, for AKIRAAAAAAAAAAAA and the Rossse!
*muacks*
Angel too, lol jie is not lonely with u la dear.
Auntie mei thinks i should sell my Vdae muffins in the shop lolz.
Although im not really THAT happy la. Lolz... Okay la, kinda lonely, but ZHENG LING and LIYAN accompanied me, so Im rather happy. Yan and I exchanged flowers lol! Zheng Ling and I went to Sakae for buffet, SO SORRY i was darn LATE. >___________< GRRR. BAD ME.
Our sushi kept disappearing, ordered this and that, nothing ever appears on out table, mysteriously. Witha fulllllll *im stressing on that* STOMACH! We took a walk around heeren and then I went off to meet lao gong...
and she was late, as usual, and i think it's my bao ying. lol... it's been a long time since we two actually just went out and shop. Didn't really shop la, but we wanted to watch a movie or something, but there's movies to watch!! *cries* So sat down and eat ice cream, only yan that is. I can't fit anything in my stomach at all.
We bought each other roses in the end, red red roses. Nicce shopkeeper, makes the job of a florist so much more romantic. We walked to Esplanade, with a broken leg. LOL. There is a man playing piano there, so we sat there and listened, yan almost fell asleep. And soo~ We went to the riverside there, beautiful~ Ah ze called in the end, ending a sentence like, so dorts.
Thanks ZL and Yan, for AKIRAAAAAAAAAAAA and the Rossse!
*muacks*
Angel too, lol jie is not lonely with u la dear.
Auntie mei thinks i should sell my Vdae muffins in the shop lolz.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
It's such a long time since I cried like that. Just two days ago. I was cracking with emotions, with humiliation, with sorrow, with betrayal.
I cried silently. But I was shaking. And I told them, they can choose to believe what I say, or not. It doesn't matter anymore.
They can doubt me all they want.
And I can cry all I want.
Because I will be full of smiles the next morning. And yes, indeed I am. I didn't know how to face them, but I acted as if nothing happened. And seems like they did not question the source of the betrayal.
Yes, Betrayal. You may think that is too hard a word to be used.
But nothing else can ever describe this feeling. I still can't believe I said those things, that one thing that chained me for so long, that brought me tears when I think of it.
I couldn't find anyone to talk to. No one. I can't even bring myself to pick up the phone. Then he called. He told me that being able to cry when I need to, is a kind of strongness within me too.
That made me cry again. I thank God for he answered my prayers.
I'm smiling again.
I cried silently. But I was shaking. And I told them, they can choose to believe what I say, or not. It doesn't matter anymore.
They can doubt me all they want.
And I can cry all I want.
Because I will be full of smiles the next morning. And yes, indeed I am. I didn't know how to face them, but I acted as if nothing happened. And seems like they did not question the source of the betrayal.
Yes, Betrayal. You may think that is too hard a word to be used.
But nothing else can ever describe this feeling. I still can't believe I said those things, that one thing that chained me for so long, that brought me tears when I think of it.
I couldn't find anyone to talk to. No one. I can't even bring myself to pick up the phone. Then he called. He told me that being able to cry when I need to, is a kind of strongness within me too.
That made me cry again. I thank God for he answered my prayers.
I'm smiling again.
Friday, February 03, 2006
Jeslene says: Happy Chinese New Year! ^^ these fews days where Cottage Pies was closed for CYN, I was out almost everyday, well, not almost, it's everyday.
This wonderful table of food is prepared by my dearest cute mummy and my smallaunt, of course, my relatives too lol.
That's Cheryl and me.
Cousin B, Clarissa... LOL, that's Cheryl's younger sis. ^^
That's my small uncle, aiming at me. LOL.
Poor bear's head could be rotated in 360degrees, cuz my other cusions almost destroyed it.
Zoo Trip
I killed it! If u believed me, you must have NOT read the title. LOl.
Went with liying this time. the last time I went was with Ching. ^^
This cute lil thing is just so cute. ^^
This dear lil penguin was memerized by my handphone chain. LOL. Followed me everywhere in it's tank. Cute. Cute!!!!!
Nice walkway isn't it. ^^
The fountain and the jeslene lol.
CHING's BDAE
The bdae gurl, asked to be looking like jay chou. LOL I think she looks like Toro. LOL! I made her do that position, but isn't she soooo cute~ We went to cafe cartel to eat. I was in a foul mood that day... Ze kept calling to ask if im okay, ended up asking JianHong to call me. Lolz lo. Ching and yan ah..................... Dunnoe wad to say. Talk crap. Tt's all i can think of to describe them. ^^ We took pics, but I haven't canned.
Finally the four of us are together again lol. Yan, Ching, Kai and me ^^ Friends eh~ Hard to come by. I bet I know that after numerous betrayals.
And with a ghostly liyan~ Im ooooofffffff~
Monday, January 30, 2006
I know I haven't been updating... Cuz there isn't much interesting things for me to write about yeah. Hmmmm.. The most recent one is the class gathering at WS, Magic Wok... Quite alot fo us didn't come... Lolz.. But Im glad still, there's people where la. Thanks to roman~ But roman you bad, you blacklisted sw i heard. YE still nvm, but SW like a little mean wor. The dinner was great, Ching and Joel keep saying each other act cute. Lol.. Keng Leng came also! I haven't seen her in ages~
Yan was having a slight fever towards the end of the gathering. I kept telling her to go home earlier but she doesn't seemed to care. Welloz. She msged and CALLED me while I was sleeping this morning, at around 1am. My ringtone is quite loud you know, I was SCARED out of my bed and glaring at the fone. I think I just flipped the phone close and ended de call. YAN, why you call me so late?!
Happy New Year babes and hunks ^_____________ ^
Yan was having a slight fever towards the end of the gathering. I kept telling her to go home earlier but she doesn't seemed to care. Welloz. She msged and CALLED me while I was sleeping this morning, at around 1am. My ringtone is quite loud you know, I was SCARED out of my bed and glaring at the fone. I think I just flipped the phone close and ended de call. YAN, why you call me so late?!
Happy New Year babes and hunks ^_____________ ^
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Monday, January 23, 2006
I've change the background music to Qing Dian Da Sheng's ost. I like this intrumental piece... ^^
Nothing much to update about actually, cause I have been working for the past two days, not to mention later also.
I found out on Sat I was spyed on. By a guy. =.= He msged me at night to tell me about it also, saying he couldn't resist the urge to see me. Scary ok. I told yan to protect me, she say this kidna guy cannot protect, mus attack!
So true.
Jane say she would bian that guy, tell him off. IF i manage to spot him that is. Argh.
What's with guys and Jeslene these days? Can someone TELL me? WeiChun said maybe it was just an infatuation, or perhaps madly in love with me. What did i do? I did NOTHING but talk like who I am! +_+ be it be it. My tao hua always don't come at the right time, Lan tao hua this time. That Ze still so confident =.=
Yan rest well, ur fever ahz. So high still no feel.... And Ching/Kai is going to the gathering also! Finally, a full gathering, us four. ^^
Im so happy for Justina! Really, simply, totally, wonderfully HAPPY! Gurl, you can do it. No worries, Ze and I will support you til the end! Financial and Emotional assistance! Lol... I love you gurl!
Nothing much to update about actually, cause I have been working for the past two days, not to mention later also.
I found out on Sat I was spyed on. By a guy. =.= He msged me at night to tell me about it also, saying he couldn't resist the urge to see me. Scary ok. I told yan to protect me, she say this kidna guy cannot protect, mus attack!
So true.
Jane say she would bian that guy, tell him off. IF i manage to spot him that is. Argh.
What's with guys and Jeslene these days? Can someone TELL me? WeiChun said maybe it was just an infatuation, or perhaps madly in love with me. What did i do? I did NOTHING but talk like who I am! +_+ be it be it. My tao hua always don't come at the right time, Lan tao hua this time. That Ze still so confident =.=
Yan rest well, ur fever ahz. So high still no feel.... And Ching/Kai is going to the gathering also! Finally, a full gathering, us four. ^^
Im so happy for Justina! Really, simply, totally, wonderfully HAPPY! Gurl, you can do it. No worries, Ze and I will support you til the end! Financial and Emotional assistance! Lol... I love you gurl!
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Got nothing to blg about, just feel like blogging so~! I went to see Yan and Joel's blog just now. Yan was talking about her presentation, about her ideal spouse *which i almost read as mouse =.=* And Joel was talking about his ideal girl.
Then yesterday someone said im his dream girl =.= *eek.*
So I started thinking what is my ideal guy like? Hmmmm~
He must like music, he MUST. Because I wouldn't be able to talk to him about music if he doesn't. Such a torture.
He must be tall. like Yan said, 175cm and above can le ba? But Xie Zhi is 173cm, so I guess taller than me can le ba. Who ask Yan to be so tall. Lol...
He can smoke, but please, not in front of me. I wouldn't restrict him too much, but I do expect him to change for me, may it be just a little. =) Social drinker is all right. He can gamble if he wants, but don't bring me. Lolz. But i would rather he doesn't.
He should have nice eyes lol. No la, shun yan can le. If not shun yan, cannot everytime date then feel like hitting him ba?
Medium built? Hmmm should have some muscles la... or else how to protect wo zhe ge ruo nu zi *everyone sweatdrops*
He should be gentle to me, caring, cheerful... I dunnoe, somehow my expectations kinda too high. Lolz!
Let's see... How much had he achieved.... : Music, yes.... Tall, yes... Smoke yes, but he doesn't smokes in front of me *cuz he knws I will throw the lighter at him with a bomb* Social drinker yes... but so am i.... I don't think he gambles la. Nice eyes yes i have to admit.. very shun yan lol... Built not too bad... Gentle is erh.. I dunnoe... And erh caring is okie ba.. .Cheerful... he you yu wang zi lo...
Erh. I dunnoe... Half half ba~
Where is my prince charming~ LOL.
Yay... go work.....
Yay....... *cries*
Then yesterday someone said im his dream girl =.= *eek.*
So I started thinking what is my ideal guy like? Hmmmm~
He must like music, he MUST. Because I wouldn't be able to talk to him about music if he doesn't. Such a torture.
He must be tall. like Yan said, 175cm and above can le ba? But Xie Zhi is 173cm, so I guess taller than me can le ba. Who ask Yan to be so tall. Lol...
He can smoke, but please, not in front of me. I wouldn't restrict him too much, but I do expect him to change for me, may it be just a little. =) Social drinker is all right. He can gamble if he wants, but don't bring me. Lolz. But i would rather he doesn't.
He should have nice eyes lol. No la, shun yan can le. If not shun yan, cannot everytime date then feel like hitting him ba?
Medium built? Hmmm should have some muscles la... or else how to protect wo zhe ge ruo nu zi *everyone sweatdrops*
He should be gentle to me, caring, cheerful... I dunnoe, somehow my expectations kinda too high. Lolz!
Let's see... How much had he achieved.... : Music, yes.... Tall, yes... Smoke yes, but he doesn't smokes in front of me *cuz he knws I will throw the lighter at him with a bomb* Social drinker yes... but so am i.... I don't think he gambles la. Nice eyes yes i have to admit.. very shun yan lol... Built not too bad... Gentle is erh.. I dunnoe... And erh caring is okie ba.. .Cheerful... he you yu wang zi lo...
Erh. I dunnoe... Half half ba~
Where is my prince charming~ LOL.
Yay... go work.....
Yay....... *cries*
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
went out with leaking today.....
I was at Storm Monsoon since morning, 11am. All the way til 4pm. Rebonding hair... Got another haircut. Nice la, but i nid time to get used to it. Big bucks >_< style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5337/1078/200/SP_A0477.jpg" border="0"> The keyboard in our classroom, class rooommm~~~ D!
Wilson the instructor, as usual, helpoing us improve. He has the most terrific voice!
DENSON!. The guy who always wanna murder me. My classmate. Lolz. This is a photo secretlt taken. He doesn't knows okay.
Hmmm nothing much to blog about........... So i shall end here. My hair looks short. ~.~
Monday, January 16, 2006
Today is quite a good day, or rather night. Why so?
It's our class's last vocal lessons. Because we have to split. If you've read my previous posts, you'll know. We didn't end up sticking together *sighs* Denson and Patrick are not continuing for sure. It's going to be Andrew and I, oing for the Sat Lessons. But we'll have to wait for the class to go until our standard first, that will be March 18th.
We sang alot fo songs today. It's only Denson, Patrick, Andrew and me. Ricky didn't come, neither did the other two.
Shan Hu Hai - I sang it with Patrick~ We actually wanted Lian Ai Ping Lv, but the weird karaoke is half nia. So we settle with Shan Hu Hai. Loads of laughter, cuz Patrick kept getting the last part wrong.
Denson sang, that... Duan Dian. "baby dun go, dun go~" That song... Very nice! He improved Darn loads! And he sang JJ's Chi Pang too, not bad at all! O_O
Andrew sang Na Jiu Zhe Yang Ba by Dong Li Huo Che. It's really nice, serious.
Ni Zui Shen Gui... I ended up singing this song with WILSON the INSTRUCTOR. I was darn darn darn nervous and stressed. Patrick ensured me "Don't worry we're listening to wilson only, not you not you," Like is that a console? *glares* I went quite well i guessed. My heart was beating very fast, cuz IM sooooo nervous! Wilson is really really good!
Im lazy to post up pictures today. Im going to rebond my hair tomolo morning. >_< Big Buccks!
I talked alot with Andrew tonight. It felt really good to talk to someone who has the same interest. He adviced me about having a career that would show my talents, which i denied that I had none. Lol. He said it would be wasted if I left my music and languages in a corner and go for courses that would show no talents I had. True though. I realised I was rather respected about the fact that I decided to go for a vocal course and even fork out my own money jsut for it. Lolz.
Waiting for Hiyu jie to tell me if she wanna go for the courses not~
My class rocks, full of rockers lol.
*headache*
It's our class's last vocal lessons. Because we have to split. If you've read my previous posts, you'll know. We didn't end up sticking together *sighs* Denson and Patrick are not continuing for sure. It's going to be Andrew and I, oing for the Sat Lessons. But we'll have to wait for the class to go until our standard first, that will be March 18th.
We sang alot fo songs today. It's only Denson, Patrick, Andrew and me. Ricky didn't come, neither did the other two.
Shan Hu Hai - I sang it with Patrick~ We actually wanted Lian Ai Ping Lv, but the weird karaoke is half nia. So we settle with Shan Hu Hai. Loads of laughter, cuz Patrick kept getting the last part wrong.
Denson sang, that... Duan Dian. "baby dun go, dun go~" That song... Very nice! He improved Darn loads! And he sang JJ's Chi Pang too, not bad at all! O_O
Andrew sang Na Jiu Zhe Yang Ba by Dong Li Huo Che. It's really nice, serious.
Ni Zui Shen Gui... I ended up singing this song with WILSON the INSTRUCTOR. I was darn darn darn nervous and stressed. Patrick ensured me "Don't worry we're listening to wilson only, not you not you," Like is that a console? *glares* I went quite well i guessed. My heart was beating very fast, cuz IM sooooo nervous! Wilson is really really good!
Im lazy to post up pictures today. Im going to rebond my hair tomolo morning. >_< Big Buccks!
I talked alot with Andrew tonight. It felt really good to talk to someone who has the same interest. He adviced me about having a career that would show my talents, which i denied that I had none. Lol. He said it would be wasted if I left my music and languages in a corner and go for courses that would show no talents I had. True though. I realised I was rather respected about the fact that I decided to go for a vocal course and even fork out my own money jsut for it. Lolz.
Waiting for Hiyu jie to tell me if she wanna go for the courses not~
My class rocks, full of rockers lol.
*headache*
Today is quite a good day, or rather night. Why so?
It's our class's last vocal lessons. Because we have to split. If you've read my previous posts, you'll know. We didn't end up sticking together *sighs* Denson and Patrick are not continuing for sure. It's going to be Andrew and I, oing for the Sat Lessons. But we'll have to wait for the class to go until our standard first, that will be March 18th.
We sang alot fo songs today. It's only Denson, Patrick, Andrew and me. Ricky didn't come, neither did the other two.
Shan Hu Hai - I sang it with Patrick~ We actually wanted Lian Ai Ping Lv, but the weird karaoke is half nia. So we settle with Shan Hu Hai. Loads of laughter, cuz Patrick kept getting the last part wrong.
Denson sang, that... Duan Dian. "baby dun go, dun go~" That song... Very nice! He improved Darn loads! And he sang JJ's Chi Pang too, not bad at all! O_O
Andrew sang Na Jiu Zhe Yang Ba by Dong Li Huo Che. It's really nice, serious.
Ni Zui Shen Gui... I ended up singing this song with WILSON the INSTRUCTOR. I was darn darn darn nervous and stressed. Patrick ensured me "Don't worry we're listening to wilson only, not you not you," Like is that a console? *glares* I went quite well i guessed. My heart was beating very fast, cuz IM sooooo nervous! Wilson is really really good!
Im lazy to post up pictures today. Im going to rebond my hair tomolo morning. >_< Big Buccks!
I talked alot with Andrew tonight. It felt really good to talk to someone who has the same interest. He adviced me about having a career that would show my talents, which i denied that I had none. Lol. He said it would be wasted if I left my music and languages in a corner and go for courses that would show no talents I had. True though. I realised I was rather respected about the fact that I decided to go for a vocal course and even fork out my own money jsut for it. Lolz.
Waiting for Hiyu jie to tell me if she wanna go for the courses not~
My class rocks, full of rockers lol.
*headache*
It's our class's last vocal lessons. Because we have to split. If you've read my previous posts, you'll know. We didn't end up sticking together *sighs* Denson and Patrick are not continuing for sure. It's going to be Andrew and I, oing for the Sat Lessons. But we'll have to wait for the class to go until our standard first, that will be March 18th.
We sang alot fo songs today. It's only Denson, Patrick, Andrew and me. Ricky didn't come, neither did the other two.
Shan Hu Hai - I sang it with Patrick~ We actually wanted Lian Ai Ping Lv, but the weird karaoke is half nia. So we settle with Shan Hu Hai. Loads of laughter, cuz Patrick kept getting the last part wrong.
Denson sang, that... Duan Dian. "baby dun go, dun go~" That song... Very nice! He improved Darn loads! And he sang JJ's Chi Pang too, not bad at all! O_O
Andrew sang Na Jiu Zhe Yang Ba by Dong Li Huo Che. It's really nice, serious.
Ni Zui Shen Gui... I ended up singing this song with WILSON the INSTRUCTOR. I was darn darn darn nervous and stressed. Patrick ensured me "Don't worry we're listening to wilson only, not you not you," Like is that a console? *glares* I went quite well i guessed. My heart was beating very fast, cuz IM sooooo nervous! Wilson is really really good!
Im lazy to post up pictures today. Im going to rebond my hair tomolo morning. >_< Big Buccks!
I talked alot with Andrew tonight. It felt really good to talk to someone who has the same interest. He adviced me about having a career that would show my talents, which i denied that I had none. Lol. He said it would be wasted if I left my music and languages in a corner and go for courses that would show no talents I had. True though. I realised I was rather respected about the fact that I decided to go for a vocal course and even fork out my own money jsut for it. Lolz.
Waiting for Hiyu jie to tell me if she wanna go for the courses not~
My class rocks, full of rockers lol.
*headache*
Saturday, January 14, 2006
I know I haven't been writing any updates~ That's coz I couldn't find anything interesting enough to update... Like say, I haven't went out two days in a row... Been really restless and I have nothing to do at home Lol... I was playing Red Alert Command and Conquer, and Puzzle Fighter. Anyone remember those old old games? Like, 6 to 8 years ago? Lolz... I do! I quite like red alert, but erh, the graphic was darn lolz.
I watched Wo Cai yesterday, and they were talking about Young moms. There was this lady who is just 24 yrs old, with 2 children already. One is already 3 years old! But when she was interviewed, she cried.
"I was told to go to Tai Da *that's the biggest hospital in Taiwan, i think* because the hospital I went to didn't want to keep me. I have a weak heart and I knew it. But when I went to Tai Da, the Doctor told my mother: "I cannot keep her. She has a weak heart, don't you know she cannot give birth?! I do not want to wheel her in alive and wheel her out without breathing!" She was cying already. Tears fell from my eyes too. Imagine, a young mother of 19 at that time, was told such a devastating news, even though she thought she would have a good life, for her husband had decided to take care of her the rest of her life.
All parents are great, no matter what. Just the fact that they take on great pain to give birth to you, and bring you up makes them great. Who would want to hear their children scream at them and say: "I never did asked for you to give birth to me!"
Okay, back to my life. My mom was erm, extremely funnie yesterday. The reasons being:
1) She called for pizza and said: "I want a meal lover... Nono, it's meat lover!" I was kicked for laughing too hard.
2) She called this resturant for my brother, cuz he wanted to ask about the prices. The number was something-something-999. I was in my brother's room at that time, so was she. She was using his phone there. We heard something going: "Sorry! Oi, how come I called the emergency line?!" My brother and I was shocked. "what emergency line?!" My mom: "Mata chu lah! *Hokkien*" Meaning? She called the number, but didn't know why she ended up called 999 instead. And called the Police Emergency Line.
I was laughing non-stop. Lolz... Things my mom do can be really dorts sometimes...
All right, Im going off to work in an hour's time. So well, take care everyone, espcially these days weathers had been really rainy and unpredictable. I had flu myself. XD
I watched Wo Cai yesterday, and they were talking about Young moms. There was this lady who is just 24 yrs old, with 2 children already. One is already 3 years old! But when she was interviewed, she cried.
"I was told to go to Tai Da *that's the biggest hospital in Taiwan, i think* because the hospital I went to didn't want to keep me. I have a weak heart and I knew it. But when I went to Tai Da, the Doctor told my mother: "I cannot keep her. She has a weak heart, don't you know she cannot give birth?! I do not want to wheel her in alive and wheel her out without breathing!" She was cying already. Tears fell from my eyes too. Imagine, a young mother of 19 at that time, was told such a devastating news, even though she thought she would have a good life, for her husband had decided to take care of her the rest of her life.
All parents are great, no matter what. Just the fact that they take on great pain to give birth to you, and bring you up makes them great. Who would want to hear their children scream at them and say: "I never did asked for you to give birth to me!"
Okay, back to my life. My mom was erm, extremely funnie yesterday. The reasons being:
1) She called for pizza and said: "I want a meal lover... Nono, it's meat lover!" I was kicked for laughing too hard.
2) She called this resturant for my brother, cuz he wanted to ask about the prices. The number was something-something-999. I was in my brother's room at that time, so was she. She was using his phone there. We heard something going: "Sorry! Oi, how come I called the emergency line?!" My brother and I was shocked. "what emergency line?!" My mom: "Mata chu lah! *Hokkien*" Meaning? She called the number, but didn't know why she ended up called 999 instead. And called the Police Emergency Line.
I was laughing non-stop. Lolz... Things my mom do can be really dorts sometimes...
All right, Im going off to work in an hour's time. So well, take care everyone, espcially these days weathers had been really rainy and unpredictable. I had flu myself. XD
Thursday, January 05, 2006
yaaaaaaaaay!
Went to kbox again~ Hahahahaha. I know im going there non-stop la. I saw Gwendolyn there! Yan, Gwen leh! How come everyone's working at Kbox? First Wimpy and now Gwen~ Went there with Hiyu jie, she's late~ hahaha/ K la, dun bully her lata *cough cough* YX come kill me. We weren't that high la, until last song. Yes i love you~ WOO! Really ah, dunnoe what kbox doing.... Bu xiang zhang da and Super model mixed up! Erh...
We went to cafe cartel agter tt, heh, the whole day spent talking and eating and eating and eating. From grilled chicken to zi ca! Wahha. So....... erh. I dunnoe. Before we went for zi ca we took some pics, Hiyu jie looked like she's manipped into the pic lo, using photoshop. She look like commercial board.!
I shall scan the next time, cuz this one is taken directly from the deco screen of the machine wahhaas~
Zi ca we ordered too much~ CAnnot finish, so called for yi xiang, help help help eat! Lolz... After that walked around, heard a cat's cry, but cannot find the cat. At least i din... Around 8 we walked in a shop that sells silver jewels. I erh... After much hesitation, bought a ring for ze *runs away* It cost 25bucks lo. Don't bear to give him le. The sales girl ah, said so mani things make me and hiyu jie laugh.
Q: "For your friend? Guy? Your bf?"
A: "Errrrrr.... *hiyu jie: yes!*"
Q: "If the ring cannot fit his hand you can come back and change."
A: "Errr... I don't think it's possible, how? Send to taiwan send it back?! *Hiyu jie and i start laughing*"
Right. I don't want to giv it to him le la, so nice HAHAHAHA. For my hand juz nice. Wasted ahahaha. Im crazie ignore me. I've been saying weird things.
Work tomolo! ^^
Gambatte~
Went to kbox again~ Hahahahaha. I know im going there non-stop la. I saw Gwendolyn there! Yan, Gwen leh! How come everyone's working at Kbox? First Wimpy and now Gwen~ Went there with Hiyu jie, she's late~ hahaha/ K la, dun bully her lata *cough cough* YX come kill me. We weren't that high la, until last song. Yes i love you~ WOO! Really ah, dunnoe what kbox doing.... Bu xiang zhang da and Super model mixed up! Erh...
We went to cafe cartel agter tt, heh, the whole day spent talking and eating and eating and eating. From grilled chicken to zi ca! Wahha. So....... erh. I dunnoe. Before we went for zi ca we took some pics, Hiyu jie looked like she's manipped into the pic lo, using photoshop. She look like commercial board.!
I shall scan the next time, cuz this one is taken directly from the deco screen of the machine wahhaas~
Zi ca we ordered too much~ CAnnot finish, so called for yi xiang, help help help eat! Lolz... After that walked around, heard a cat's cry, but cannot find the cat. At least i din... Around 8 we walked in a shop that sells silver jewels. I erh... After much hesitation, bought a ring for ze *runs away* It cost 25bucks lo. Don't bear to give him le. The sales girl ah, said so mani things make me and hiyu jie laugh.
Q: "For your friend? Guy? Your bf?"
A: "Errrrrr.... *hiyu jie: yes!*"
Q: "If the ring cannot fit his hand you can come back and change."
A: "Errr... I don't think it's possible, how? Send to taiwan send it back?! *Hiyu jie and i start laughing*"
Right. I don't want to giv it to him le la, so nice HAHAHAHA. For my hand juz nice. Wasted ahahaha. Im crazie ignore me. I've been saying weird things.
Work tomolo! ^^
Gambatte~
Monday, January 02, 2006
Went to kbox with kailin today~ ^^ Started out a happy day... But when I got home I saw the results of the interview thingie, didn't suceed, but nvm, cuz life is still going on~ And I can still apply for poly, yea? ^^
One week after ze's in Japan. I know i din mention la haha. But why is everyone going to Japan these days... *shrugs* He's picky, 4 hours of sleep still not enough? Haha to think when Im still in Sec sch, i slp at 2am and wake up at 530am. =x
Nothing much to update about actually, but tomorrow, until Thurs, im going to be off, quite sians. >___________<
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
One week after ze's in Japan. I know i din mention la haha. But why is everyone going to Japan these days... *shrugs* He's picky, 4 hours of sleep still not enough? Haha to think when Im still in Sec sch, i slp at 2am and wake up at 530am. =x
Nothing much to update about actually, but tomorrow, until Thurs, im going to be off, quite sians. >___________<
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Happy new year guys! ^^
I was working yesterday, as usual~! Busy yeah... Haha... I know I sound kinda crazy now, but a new year means a new start for me. I just feel happy. I think it's all cuz I went for a few leisure thingies these days, lightened up my mood totally. ^^
Yesterday was busy! I mean it, it's like, a whopping 800bucks something.. Haha... At night Yan, Kai, Vic and Joel came to find me... We're actually going for a movie after my work... Yan came by and said: We're going Hans for dinner! ............ grr, I haven't ate anything since breakfast ya know..... Grrrr. But luckily she did remember to buy fish burger for me to eat in the cinema ^^
We went to watch Narnia. It's a great movie~ Worthed the $9.50 >_< I give it 5 stars~ Watch it! I don't want to give spoilers, in a way im still lazy. Heh.
We missed he countdown in the end, cuz the movie ended at 12am sharp. We went home after that hahaha.
Life had started out great this year.
Happy new year guys =)
I was working yesterday, as usual~! Busy yeah... Haha... I know I sound kinda crazy now, but a new year means a new start for me. I just feel happy. I think it's all cuz I went for a few leisure thingies these days, lightened up my mood totally. ^^
Yesterday was busy! I mean it, it's like, a whopping 800bucks something.. Haha... At night Yan, Kai, Vic and Joel came to find me... We're actually going for a movie after my work... Yan came by and said: We're going Hans for dinner! ............ grr, I haven't ate anything since breakfast ya know..... Grrrr. But luckily she did remember to buy fish burger for me to eat in the cinema ^^
We went to watch Narnia. It's a great movie~ Worthed the $9.50 >_< I give it 5 stars~ Watch it! I don't want to give spoilers, in a way im still lazy. Heh.
We missed he countdown in the end, cuz the movie ended at 12am sharp. We went home after that hahaha.
Life had started out great this year.
Happy new year guys =)
Friday, December 30, 2005
These days Im getting emotionally shakened. Somethings happened between me and a ex-friend. I fell out with her and Im relieved I did it. Seriously. I might sound mean, but it's time I burst a vein. I don't know, but Im really tolerating her till the limit. Those who I had talk to should know what happened.
Why do i say Im emotionally shakened? Because Jaslyn's "You still have me" made me cry. Such simple words. Yet it touched me deep inside. Ah Ze said the same thing, only a little later. Haha... He said this person isn't worthed my love at all. But I know I had once shared my love for her, those love are not meant for me to get them back. I'll leave it to the past, and let it go with year 2005, which will never come again.
Christmas is gone, a new year is coming. So soon. In the near future, I can see myself going much further than I am now. =) Im so planless haha.
Here are some pics on christmas...
Why do i say Im emotionally shakened? Because Jaslyn's "You still have me" made me cry. Such simple words. Yet it touched me deep inside. Ah Ze said the same thing, only a little later. Haha... He said this person isn't worthed my love at all. But I know I had once shared my love for her, those love are not meant for me to get them back. I'll leave it to the past, and let it go with year 2005, which will never come again.
Christmas is gone, a new year is coming. So soon. In the near future, I can see myself going much further than I am now. =) Im so planless haha.
Here are some pics on christmas...
My beloved workmates =) Jane, Lu Ing, Sabrina
My dear daughter and I~
Lao gong, with double-forced-eyelids. lol
American Cheesecake, Half kg only at 18bucks~ Only at Cottage Pies haha
As time goes by, life will go on also. I can manage. I will. ^_____^ Thanks to those who showed concern for me. I love Angel and Jaslyn loads =)
Saturday, December 24, 2005
It's now 7.23am. I was suposed to wake up 630am, cuz work is at 830am. But i only managed to wake up at 7am. Lolz... Today is going to be frantical. Work work work! Jia you! *Although im very very tired now.......*
Yesterday was working also, see, im so occupied with work. =.= Whatever. I was so busy, although I dunnoe why. I just knew we have a order of 210pies, which would be delivered to WS. WS steal our sales~ Lol. I don't know how much the sales on that day. I went off at 3pm. But it's already 7hrs since I started work. Haha. I think we might hit 1000bucks today again.
I went to met yanyan. She couldn't find her keys! So she was late. ~ We went for some shopping for christmas presents. Which reminds me, I really didn't know what to buy for them. And him =.= All must be belated. Lolz. No la. I not so bad. I try at least. Im broke. Yan is so... forgetful. She forgets everything! Like things have never happened to her before =.= She is darn dorts lo, she placed a vcd at my face so near like 2 cm away. ALmost hitmy face that dodo! >_< *what kinda word is dodo... how come i use a bird to decribe yan?! O_O*
Today is Christmas Eve. So people, happy count down! It's going to be christmas so soon!
Lol... And I realised yesterday today is our third month already. all the 24th =.= So erh, happy anni! Yan when's our anni? LOL!
Yesterday was working also, see, im so occupied with work. =.= Whatever. I was so busy, although I dunnoe why. I just knew we have a order of 210pies, which would be delivered to WS. WS steal our sales~ Lol. I don't know how much the sales on that day. I went off at 3pm. But it's already 7hrs since I started work. Haha. I think we might hit 1000bucks today again.
I went to met yanyan. She couldn't find her keys! So she was late. ~ We went for some shopping for christmas presents. Which reminds me, I really didn't know what to buy for them. And him =.= All must be belated. Lolz. No la. I not so bad. I try at least. Im broke. Yan is so... forgetful. She forgets everything! Like things have never happened to her before =.= She is darn dorts lo, she placed a vcd at my face so near like 2 cm away. ALmost hitmy face that dodo! >_< *what kinda word is dodo... how come i use a bird to decribe yan?! O_O*
Today is Christmas Eve. So people, happy count down! It's going to be christmas so soon!
Lol... And I realised yesterday today is our third month already. all the 24th =.= So erh, happy anni! Yan when's our anni? LOL!
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Ara~ Im back to update. Im not like Liyan, who updates only once a month! Yokata, ne?
Work is frantical today. I don't even know what am I busying about today. All I remember is that I was walking up and down to and fro non stop. Tiring, but sales is a whopping 1300bucks. Recording breaking! WHEE.
At night ah ze called. He isn't working today, so he gave me an early call. He's naggy. Zheng Ling, he's NAGGY. You papa is naggier than your mama! Anyway, I recieved Yuan Qi's single album that day. Jian Hong sent it to me finally. But I haven't listen to it. So Ahze was asking If I listened. I told him I have not, cuz there's work so I didn't manage to make out some time to listen. That darn guy told Jian Hong and after 1min Jian Hong called me! I was like, goooosh. Dorts him all the way! Promsied jian hong I will listen. So i did la. So cute. Lolz.
Yesterday I went to Kbox alone again. I just like going alone. Though it's more fun with friends, but singing alone allows me to listen to my own voice so that I can spot mistakes and improve on it. The lunch was terrible. Since it's microwaved rice, they should had bring it to my room sooner! Somemore I came early and ordered early =.= The rice is already hardened and it tastes so argh. But I guess i can forgive them, because one of the outlet supervisor pratically knelt down when it's time for bill. Not exactly kneel, he knelt on one leg. Lolz. I was stunned, so yeah I forgive him. Darn those people who's singing so loud next door. I can hear them so clearly and their singing isn't really that good you know.
I just saw a mosquito fly by. I better finish up now. Tomorrow's Xuan's bdae chalet. In advance, Happie Bdae My girl, I lvoe you muacks!
Work is frantical today. I don't even know what am I busying about today. All I remember is that I was walking up and down to and fro non stop. Tiring, but sales is a whopping 1300bucks. Recording breaking! WHEE.
At night ah ze called. He isn't working today, so he gave me an early call. He's naggy. Zheng Ling, he's NAGGY. You papa is naggier than your mama! Anyway, I recieved Yuan Qi's single album that day. Jian Hong sent it to me finally. But I haven't listen to it. So Ahze was asking If I listened. I told him I have not, cuz there's work so I didn't manage to make out some time to listen. That darn guy told Jian Hong and after 1min Jian Hong called me! I was like, goooosh. Dorts him all the way! Promsied jian hong I will listen. So i did la. So cute. Lolz.
Yesterday I went to Kbox alone again. I just like going alone. Though it's more fun with friends, but singing alone allows me to listen to my own voice so that I can spot mistakes and improve on it. The lunch was terrible. Since it's microwaved rice, they should had bring it to my room sooner! Somemore I came early and ordered early =.= The rice is already hardened and it tastes so argh. But I guess i can forgive them, because one of the outlet supervisor pratically knelt down when it's time for bill. Not exactly kneel, he knelt on one leg. Lolz. I was stunned, so yeah I forgive him. Darn those people who's singing so loud next door. I can hear them so clearly and their singing isn't really that good you know.
I just saw a mosquito fly by. I better finish up now. Tomorrow's Xuan's bdae chalet. In advance, Happie Bdae My girl, I lvoe you muacks!
Monday, December 19, 2005
Today......
Work again, sorry that I always say the same thing but yeah... Good news is that ZL's dad or mum is going to fetch us to that riverview *or was it riverside?* place on Christmas Day. Yay, no need to get lost *im an idiot in directions an i think everyone knows that. Yaaks*
Didn't go to Hark Music today, Evonne called to tell me Wilson's wife is in the hospital, was so shocked, so our supposingly *sighs* last lessons was postponed. When, I don't know. Wednesday I heard. I don't want to change to Saturday. ... It feels really depressing to leave such a great class. I love the class with Patrick and Denson discussing about murdering and where to hide the body, Andrew who follows my stupid actions like lifting my arms and putting them down again and again, and Ricky who entertains me with his high range.
Im going to miss everyone who keeps disturbing me as Im the only girl and youngest in the class.
........Sigh..........
*perks up* OKAY! Something to note is that I went to apply for ITE Beauty Therapy[spelling wrong lol] course. I was telling Yan about it and we go about the same sentence at the same times, milliseconds apart "Give you/me free facial" Hahaha... Same surname think alike. Whee, we muz be couples in out past life lolz. But yeah, I know it's quite shocking to know I applied for an ITE course. Last year I was so unhappy about having to go to an ITE. I even cried under all those pressure. But I guess, after all these days, I mature in a way or two. I feel older now.
My inner age is 26, so what a quiz says. 9 years. Im even older than Ah Ze. My brother got 15 yrs old! HOW CAN THAT BE!? He's two years older! Adelene got 21! >_< Im so _very_ old!
Work again, sorry that I always say the same thing but yeah... Good news is that ZL's dad or mum is going to fetch us to that riverview *or was it riverside?* place on Christmas Day. Yay, no need to get lost *im an idiot in directions an i think everyone knows that. Yaaks*
Didn't go to Hark Music today, Evonne called to tell me Wilson's wife is in the hospital, was so shocked, so our supposingly *sighs* last lessons was postponed. When, I don't know. Wednesday I heard. I don't want to change to Saturday. ... It feels really depressing to leave such a great class. I love the class with Patrick and Denson discussing about murdering and where to hide the body, Andrew who follows my stupid actions like lifting my arms and putting them down again and again, and Ricky who entertains me with his high range.
Im going to miss everyone who keeps disturbing me as Im the only girl and youngest in the class.
........Sigh..........
*perks up* OKAY! Something to note is that I went to apply for ITE Beauty Therapy[spelling wrong lol] course. I was telling Yan about it and we go about the same sentence at the same times, milliseconds apart "Give you/me free facial" Hahaha... Same surname think alike. Whee, we muz be couples in out past life lolz. But yeah, I know it's quite shocking to know I applied for an ITE course. Last year I was so unhappy about having to go to an ITE. I even cried under all those pressure. But I guess, after all these days, I mature in a way or two. I feel older now.
My inner age is 26, so what a quiz says. 9 years. Im even older than Ah Ze. My brother got 15 yrs old! HOW CAN THAT BE!? He's two years older! Adelene got 21! >_< Im so _very_ old!
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Erm, just looked through my dog, bingo's birth info and such, found out he was born on the same day as darling Xie Zhi O_O
So funnie.
Was feeling tired today. Have been working nonstop, since wed, and I still have to work tomorrow. My black face is showing and I get irritated so easily. Argh. Eunice still haven't return my Love at agaen sea, been like, 9 months already. =.=
Jane told me it was 9pm, so we cleaned the place and did closing, but u know what? We thought it was 930pm, in the end it was only 830pm! I did not look at the time at all. Uncle Kenneth was so shocked to recieve my message about the sales, and he called CenturySq, telling us it was 830 ONLY. Dooooooots. So we opened the door again~ And put some cakes in, and waitied. LOL. It was darn stupid la. Qiqi came afterwards to lend money from me, she wanna buy bikini wooo~
Went home to realise my mum didn't record the 56 and 7f part of that charity show for me. Not her fault, she forgotten it by mistake. It's okay i guess, not fated *shrugs*
My brother says he would be going to kenny rogers on christmas eve, anyone interested? lol.
Btw, Yan if u are reading this, Christmas ah, I got ask ching and kai. See what they say first, we can go out first then come to my house for dinner. As in, realli good dinner, i HOPE. Money probs erh~
So funnie.
Was feeling tired today. Have been working nonstop, since wed, and I still have to work tomorrow. My black face is showing and I get irritated so easily. Argh. Eunice still haven't return my Love at agaen sea, been like, 9 months already. =.=
Jane told me it was 9pm, so we cleaned the place and did closing, but u know what? We thought it was 930pm, in the end it was only 830pm! I did not look at the time at all. Uncle Kenneth was so shocked to recieve my message about the sales, and he called CenturySq, telling us it was 830 ONLY. Dooooooots. So we opened the door again~ And put some cakes in, and waitied. LOL. It was darn stupid la. Qiqi came afterwards to lend money from me, she wanna buy bikini wooo~
Went home to realise my mum didn't record the 56 and 7f part of that charity show for me. Not her fault, she forgotten it by mistake. It's okay i guess, not fated *shrugs*
My brother says he would be going to kenny rogers on christmas eve, anyone interested? lol.
Btw, Yan if u are reading this, Christmas ah, I got ask ching and kai. See what they say first, we can go out first then come to my house for dinner. As in, realli good dinner, i HOPE. Money probs erh~
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Okay I've changed a total new layout, but wad's wrong?
The words are coming out and Im still trying to figure out
how am I suppsoed to well, make it squashier, lol. Taking my own sweet time.
I went to work in the morning to realised Orchid the new staff
cut the sausage rolls like the banana rolls, as in have three cuts on it.
Was so shocked. Almost didn't know what to do.
To think she told me she knew how to do it. Jane was irritated ~
Sighs, have to worry about my vocal lessons. Last lesson is on 19th,
And what, Wilson is not teaching anymore.
Patrick, Denson and Ricky are not continuing.
Our class is splitting once again.
Sighs.
The words are coming out and Im still trying to figure out
how am I suppsoed to well, make it squashier, lol. Taking my own sweet time.
I went to work in the morning to realised Orchid the new staff
cut the sausage rolls like the banana rolls, as in have three cuts on it.
Was so shocked. Almost didn't know what to do.
To think she told me she knew how to do it. Jane was irritated ~
Sighs, have to worry about my vocal lessons. Last lesson is on 19th,
And what, Wilson is not teaching anymore.
Patrick, Denson and Ricky are not continuing.
Our class is splitting once again.
Sighs.
Friday, December 16, 2005
一个人孤孤单单的过
就算两个人却还是寂寞
三个人的狂欢似乎只有我被冷落
如果你在我身旁
会不会了解我那一点彷徨？
如果你决定了解我
会不会途中受到挑拨？
其实我也不想怪任何人
因为从始到终这都是我的错
我不该期望任何人去了解我
因为只有那愿意去拥抱我的人
才懂得如何去呵护我
只是
我找到那个人了吗？
没有吗？
10 facts about me:
1. I like sitting in a nice cafe and talk instead of searching for fun.
2. My eyes do show what I feel, even if they are small, my dears.
3. If I cry, really cried, Im not just crying for one thing. It's more of emotions override.
4. Im not as cheerful as I might seem to be.
5. I don't have a best friend, ask yourself, how well do you know me?
6. I may be attached, lovey dovey couples is still something impossible for me.
7. I get easily jealous of what I don't have and others do.
8. Im a girl who is darn bitchy. If you don't think I am, thank you, but do not provoke please.
9. I am VERY sick of deciding and going along with other people. Im sick of it. Very.
10. Im a sadistic piece of crap.
就算两个人却还是寂寞
三个人的狂欢似乎只有我被冷落
如果你在我身旁
会不会了解我那一点彷徨？
如果你决定了解我
会不会途中受到挑拨？
其实我也不想怪任何人
因为从始到终这都是我的错
我不该期望任何人去了解我
因为只有那愿意去拥抱我的人
才懂得如何去呵护我
只是
我找到那个人了吗？
没有吗？
10 facts about me:
1. I like sitting in a nice cafe and talk instead of searching for fun.
2. My eyes do show what I feel, even if they are small, my dears.
3. If I cry, really cried, Im not just crying for one thing. It's more of emotions override.
4. Im not as cheerful as I might seem to be.
5. I don't have a best friend, ask yourself, how well do you know me?
6. I may be attached, lovey dovey couples is still something impossible for me.
7. I get easily jealous of what I don't have and others do.
8. Im a girl who is darn bitchy. If you don't think I am, thank you, but do not provoke please.
9. I am VERY sick of deciding and going along with other people. Im sick of it. Very.
10. Im a sadistic piece of crap.
Monday, December 05, 2005
Whee.
Long time no update ppl, but no doubt. no one misses me right? =) Im so tired now. Came back from work today feeling restless, and what, i have to work tomolo too, not to mention the other days. Juz cuz shellen is not working for a week. I dunnoe why, but Im not very pleased with that. Not pleased with the fact that I have to go to work on a monday and then after work go to classes. it's tiring and I was looking forward to a good night's sleep. All crushed.
Last friday was Liying's bdae bbq. Not as good as I expected it to be. Yan was flew kites by dozens of ppl, including the bdae boy also, chen yi xiao. I feel extremely sad for yan. She put in so much effort for the bbq and u guys dun inform her about not coming earlier. Now wad the heck, she has to pay u know. She estimated the money she has to use and collect from us, and you ppl juz decide not to go last min, and wad, make her pay? I dislike ppl like tt. That's why i hate organizing bbqs, efforts are not reconised and taken lightly. Yan, money probs, call me.
Monday - Work then go vocal lessons
Tuesday - No plans
Wednesday - Work
Thursday - Work
Friday - Work
Saturday - Cosplay event
Sunday - Work
Right that's my schd. How nice. All work. I dun wanna explain any further. Argh. Dun expect me to answer u guys on msn. Im juz online for the sake of downloading so I can enjoy some entertainment after a long day's work. Call me instead.
I guess im not so happy these days. Kept telling myself to stay happy. The only one who looked through was him. Im just glad I have him by my side. I dun wanna worry if we are lasting or not. it's too much for me to interpret, and I dun want to.
Can someone please come and understand me? I don't want to be the one who goes around trying to understand you, always. You may think you're my good friend, close friend, but I can ensure you, what you knew about me is juz the surface.
Im not complicated, it's just that not everyone sees Im simple.
Long time no update ppl, but no doubt. no one misses me right? =) Im so tired now. Came back from work today feeling restless, and what, i have to work tomolo too, not to mention the other days. Juz cuz shellen is not working for a week. I dunnoe why, but Im not very pleased with that. Not pleased with the fact that I have to go to work on a monday and then after work go to classes. it's tiring and I was looking forward to a good night's sleep. All crushed.
Last friday was Liying's bdae bbq. Not as good as I expected it to be. Yan was flew kites by dozens of ppl, including the bdae boy also, chen yi xiao. I feel extremely sad for yan. She put in so much effort for the bbq and u guys dun inform her about not coming earlier. Now wad the heck, she has to pay u know. She estimated the money she has to use and collect from us, and you ppl juz decide not to go last min, and wad, make her pay? I dislike ppl like tt. That's why i hate organizing bbqs, efforts are not reconised and taken lightly. Yan, money probs, call me.
Monday - Work then go vocal lessons
Tuesday - No plans
Wednesday - Work
Thursday - Work
Friday - Work
Saturday - Cosplay event
Sunday - Work
Right that's my schd. How nice. All work. I dun wanna explain any further. Argh. Dun expect me to answer u guys on msn. Im juz online for the sake of downloading so I can enjoy some entertainment after a long day's work. Call me instead.
I guess im not so happy these days. Kept telling myself to stay happy. The only one who looked through was him. Im just glad I have him by my side. I dun wanna worry if we are lasting or not. it's too much for me to interpret, and I dun want to.
Can someone please come and understand me? I don't want to be the one who goes around trying to understand you, always. You may think you're my good friend, close friend, but I can ensure you, what you knew about me is juz the surface.
Im not complicated, it's just that not everyone sees Im simple.
Monday, November 28, 2005
I changed my handphone...
^^
To a Samsung E350C, the one I've been eyeing for so long, and so disturbing my friends saying: It's sooooo cute~ that fone. So happie, so glad the price dropped so fast, okay is tt good or bad? I dunnoe~ My old line is cut off already, so you ppl betta not call that 97417908 number already k? I nid time to remember wad's my number too, yeah dun feel weird if I have to look at my fone for my own number when u ask me for it~ I have to send an overseas message to him so that he knows =.= Hope my mum dun scream when she saw the bill.
Friday going to bbq, planning to bring my cousin along, hope her parents allow, cuz my uncle's going overseas again and my younger cousin *the one im bring is the older one* is crying. Cuz they dun see their father often. Going to buy prezzie for leaking but i have no idea what to buy. *shrugs*
Acty I'm just crapping around, have got nothing to do *yawns*
^^
To a Samsung E350C, the one I've been eyeing for so long, and so disturbing my friends saying: It's sooooo cute~ that fone. So happie, so glad the price dropped so fast, okay is tt good or bad? I dunnoe~ My old line is cut off already, so you ppl betta not call that 97417908 number already k? I nid time to remember wad's my number too, yeah dun feel weird if I have to look at my fone for my own number when u ask me for it~ I have to send an overseas message to him so that he knows =.= Hope my mum dun scream when she saw the bill.
Friday going to bbq, planning to bring my cousin along, hope her parents allow, cuz my uncle's going overseas again and my younger cousin *the one im bring is the older one* is crying. Cuz they dun see their father often. Going to buy prezzie for leaking but i have no idea what to buy. *shrugs*
Acty I'm just crapping around, have got nothing to do *yawns*
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Hmm~ nothig much today~ Lady boss called me in the morning, like 8am just to ask me to come to work, cuz~ Shellen saw the wrong time on her entry proof and she thought her exam was in the morning, but it was actually at 2pm =.= but i refused cuz I have meeting in the afternoon.
Presentation isn't really smooth going, my voice is hoarsed and my projection is kinda bad. But well~ Adelene helped alot. Cilent is so naggy, he nags and nags then finally settle down to agree with our project. Man, speaks for 15mins and finding faults then ends up agreeing. Adrian drived me back to tampines, cuz I wanted to meet Liyan at Tampines mall. He's crappy man. Weirdly crappy. He said he got the crappy bug from Alan, i guessed so too. *imagines a laughing Alan with wahahaha*
Met yan and BK at TM, they wanted to watch Harry Potter, yan was saying she didn't want the front row seats. But because the shows are selling fast, so the best they could get was 8pm third row from the front and at corner. Lol, poor things. We went to eat dinner after that. Teppen-yaki. Yan swore to eat not chicken for a month. Lol. When we settled down, we realised the chef that's cooking for us looks really like Jay Chou. Lol... Yan say to ask him to sing, BK just went dorts at her. I ordered Sirloin steak, add chilli and i so so regret it. Lol, too hot neh. The chef is... really looks like jay chou, the more i look the more jay chou he was lol! When we left we saw him on the fone and i was like: Ey he's calling hou pei chen~ Quick! tell the newspapers~
^^;
Went to Gelare after that, patrick isn't that~ bad la. Lolz. Yeha so it was quite okay. I went home after that. ^^; Was watching wo cai, the one with 7F. Slacking~ And now writing blog~ Quite nothing to do. Lolz...
Okok, im going off, there's work tomolo, planning to go to missha first.
Presentation isn't really smooth going, my voice is hoarsed and my projection is kinda bad. But well~ Adelene helped alot. Cilent is so naggy, he nags and nags then finally settle down to agree with our project. Man, speaks for 15mins and finding faults then ends up agreeing. Adrian drived me back to tampines, cuz I wanted to meet Liyan at Tampines mall. He's crappy man. Weirdly crappy. He said he got the crappy bug from Alan, i guessed so too. *imagines a laughing Alan with wahahaha*
Met yan and BK at TM, they wanted to watch Harry Potter, yan was saying she didn't want the front row seats. But because the shows are selling fast, so the best they could get was 8pm third row from the front and at corner. Lol, poor things. We went to eat dinner after that. Teppen-yaki. Yan swore to eat not chicken for a month. Lol. When we settled down, we realised the chef that's cooking for us looks really like Jay Chou. Lol... Yan say to ask him to sing, BK just went dorts at her. I ordered Sirloin steak, add chilli and i so so regret it. Lol, too hot neh. The chef is... really looks like jay chou, the more i look the more jay chou he was lol! When we left we saw him on the fone and i was like: Ey he's calling hou pei chen~ Quick! tell the newspapers~
^^;
Went to Gelare after that, patrick isn't that~ bad la. Lolz. Yeha so it was quite okay. I went home after that. ^^; Was watching wo cai, the one with 7F. Slacking~ And now writing blog~ Quite nothing to do. Lolz...
Okok, im going off, there's work tomolo, planning to go to missha first.
Yaaay another day gone.... Didn't do much things today, the msot interesting part comes at night, so shall not go on and on, straight to to the point!
Today is the first vocal class after three weeks of not attending. The class is full house, no one is absent, full choir lolz. My classmate said he compsoed a song and wanted me to sing it, i was so shocked. Then he added: It's meant for a female to sing, plus it's a little kiddish. I diaoz at him. But he's really a great composer, he sang one of his songs today, the melody and lyrics is simply wonderful, only that the tone is kinda too high, Ricky can do it though, considereing the fact he has a high voice. Man his voice is even higher than mine.
I almost died at the practice today, cuz I was forced to sing high high mariah carey worthed falsettos, and surprised, I did it. O_O It's really high into the head. Im kinda scary. Didn't know I can actually reach such high notes. Guess I have much more to learn and much more skills that I could master.
Wilson my instructor is going to teach next year, in a primary school. I bet he would be well liked, but that also means he wouldn't be able to teach us at night on mondays. We're in a loss on what to do. Change the lesson to Sat? But most of us couldn't make it, we didn't want to split up. So we suggested those with cars to pick wilson up after work. I dunnoe, I don't want my class to split up nor change an instructor, our class is fantastic, although im the only girl, i enjoy singing with them.
Sighs... I guess we'll work out something.
Today is the first vocal class after three weeks of not attending. The class is full house, no one is absent, full choir lolz. My classmate said he compsoed a song and wanted me to sing it, i was so shocked. Then he added: It's meant for a female to sing, plus it's a little kiddish. I diaoz at him. But he's really a great composer, he sang one of his songs today, the melody and lyrics is simply wonderful, only that the tone is kinda too high, Ricky can do it though, considereing the fact he has a high voice. Man his voice is even higher than mine.
I almost died at the practice today, cuz I was forced to sing high high mariah carey worthed falsettos, and surprised, I did it. O_O It's really high into the head. Im kinda scary. Didn't know I can actually reach such high notes. Guess I have much more to learn and much more skills that I could master.
Wilson my instructor is going to teach next year, in a primary school. I bet he would be well liked, but that also means he wouldn't be able to teach us at night on mondays. We're in a loss on what to do. Change the lesson to Sat? But most of us couldn't make it, we didn't want to split up. So we suggested those with cars to pick wilson up after work. I dunnoe, I don't want my class to split up nor change an instructor, our class is fantastic, although im the only girl, i enjoy singing with them.
Sighs... I guess we'll work out something.
Sunday, November 20, 2005
So what's the highlight of the day?
I banged my head against the shelves, HARD, in cottage pies, while packing a whole cake for the customer. It hurts BIG TIME. There's a bump on my head now. Ouchies T^T... The pain didn't came straight, it started to hurt only after a few mins.
Time passed so slowly today. Perhaps it's just coz there's nothing to do. Zheng Ling and I finished all the chores before Charlane came. So that leaves me with nothing to do as well.
Im bored.
Xin li ce yan: quite true wor. Try try kan ba?
有一天來到傳說中的許願池塘，聽說在那兒，許下的任何願望都能實現，你在這樣的願望池，第一眼會看到的是什麼？
1.天鵝 2.荷花 3.浮萍 4.平滑如鏡
選擇1.天鵝的人 你不自覺的就會引起異性的注意，因為天生的好條件，也讓你對自己的外貌和魅力深具信心。習慣被眾人的眼光簇擁、寵愛，也知道隨時在適當時機放電，經過你身邊的人，很少有不回頭多看你幾眼的，真是上帝恩寵的傢伙。
選擇 2.荷花的人 你擅於等待，因為倨傲的個性，不容許自己主動向人示好，你就像沉靜優雅的粉荷，相信真正的有識者，才能瞭解你的優點。所以你看起來有點冷峻孤傲，套句流行語，就是欠扁啦。不過就偏偏有人會瘋狂愛上你這一點。
選擇 3.浮萍的人 你壓根兒就沒想過吸引力這玩意兒，因為你從來沒把這當一回事，不會特意修飾自己。你只專注於眼前的目標，不在乎別人的看法。你喜歡愛人甚於被愛，因此你總是化被動為主動，去追求更有吸引力的人事物，這對你而言是更實際的行動。
選擇 4.平滑如鏡的人 你的心情十分矛盾，因為不確定自己在別人眼中，會是什麼樣子。所以你一方面怯於表露自己的優點，顯得有點保守畏縮；可是另一方面，又覺得憤憤不平，認為沒有人能欣賞你的好，然後又將自卑情緒，轉為自戀自滿的防衛機制。
I banged my head against the shelves, HARD, in cottage pies, while packing a whole cake for the customer. It hurts BIG TIME. There's a bump on my head now. Ouchies T^T... The pain didn't came straight, it started to hurt only after a few mins.
Time passed so slowly today. Perhaps it's just coz there's nothing to do. Zheng Ling and I finished all the chores before Charlane came. So that leaves me with nothing to do as well.
Im bored.
Xin li ce yan: quite true wor. Try try kan ba?
有一天來到傳說中的許願池塘，聽說在那兒，許下的任何願望都能實現，你在這樣的願望池，第一眼會看到的是什麼？
1.天鵝 2.荷花 3.浮萍 4.平滑如鏡
選擇1.天鵝的人 你不自覺的就會引起異性的注意，因為天生的好條件，也讓你對自己的外貌和魅力深具信心。習慣被眾人的眼光簇擁、寵愛，也知道隨時在適當時機放電，經過你身邊的人，很少有不回頭多看你幾眼的，真是上帝恩寵的傢伙。
選擇 2.荷花的人 你擅於等待，因為倨傲的個性，不容許自己主動向人示好，你就像沉靜優雅的粉荷，相信真正的有識者，才能瞭解你的優點。所以你看起來有點冷峻孤傲，套句流行語，就是欠扁啦。不過就偏偏有人會瘋狂愛上你這一點。
選擇 3.浮萍的人 你壓根兒就沒想過吸引力這玩意兒，因為你從來沒把這當一回事，不會特意修飾自己。你只專注於眼前的目標，不在乎別人的看法。你喜歡愛人甚於被愛，因此你總是化被動為主動，去追求更有吸引力的人事物，這對你而言是更實際的行動。
選擇 4.平滑如鏡的人 你的心情十分矛盾，因為不確定自己在別人眼中，會是什麼樣子。所以你一方面怯於表露自己的優點，顯得有點保守畏縮；可是另一方面，又覺得憤憤不平，認為沒有人能欣賞你的好，然後又將自卑情緒，轉為自戀自滿的防衛機制。
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Feeling bored.
I couldn't bring myself to get up today, esp when the thought of having to go to work appears in my mind. I'm feeling tired, really. I felt like sleeping. Money sucks, really.
Went to watch Harry Potter on Thurs, not too bad, but not too good either. Hiyu jie hates it coz she read the book before and she doesn't like the way they canceled loads of scenes and characters. I guessed so too, a 2hours 30mins movie couldn't show much anyway. But what i was kinda disappointed with was that Harry and Voldermod only fought for... 10 or 15 mins, that's all. *scratches head* Gave it 6 over 10, you can give it a try if you want. Im looking forward to Chicken little. Jane was addicted to that pre-movie commercial thingie, where you see chicken little dancing to that Mayiyahi mayiyaho song. I kept singing it to irritate people these days.
Yesterday went to meet Hiyu jie sing kbox. You can bet we went crazie. Espcially when it came to 56's songs. Tou Xin Yes I Love You was wahahahas. I always get very very high when I heard that song anyway. I enjoyed the day very very much. I love going out with friends you can talk easily to and just a short session of entertainment, then take a seat somewhere in a cafe and have a good talk. In out case, we ended up eating Sakae Sushi buffet. Was great. Hiyu jie almost died under the sushis, she ordered too much and ended up finishing them only 40mins lata.
Oh, Wimpy said he's going to NS at Dec 9th. So fast. Qi is going to be so lonely. Lol, she said she would already. Saw YiEn on the way to toilet after Kbox. He looks the same, slightly skinner. He called me and went:"look behind! Oi, your eyes paste stamps ah? *Ma jiu tiak stamp ah*"
Nothing much happened today. Customers come and go. Come all together, go all together. Jacqualine came to visit us. I haven't seen her since half a year and more ago. Looking good, her boyfriend must had fred her well, looking as cute as usual. ^^
Hmm, let's see what do I have planned for next week:
Monday - Vocal Lessons. Haven't went for three weeks already, cuz of exams.
Tuesday - Hiyu Jie haven't confirm with me yet.. Dunno.
Wednesday - Work
Thursday - Angel mei booked me go Esplanade Teddy factory lol.
Friday - Planless, perhaps sleep ba.
Sat and Sun - Woorrkkk...
I have a bad habit of picking up fights these days. I get really angry when people don't understand that Im irritated. You people just have to bear with me, if you couldn't bear with my temper, you don't understand me well enough. Serious.
Btw, the coding if you people carn get it right, it's Unicode. Blogger changed it to Unicode, so yeah.
Im bored. Give me something to do, except work that is.
*walks away*
I couldn't bring myself to get up today, esp when the thought of having to go to work appears in my mind. I'm feeling tired, really. I felt like sleeping. Money sucks, really.
Went to watch Harry Potter on Thurs, not too bad, but not too good either. Hiyu jie hates it coz she read the book before and she doesn't like the way they canceled loads of scenes and characters. I guessed so too, a 2hours 30mins movie couldn't show much anyway. But what i was kinda disappointed with was that Harry and Voldermod only fought for... 10 or 15 mins, that's all. *scratches head* Gave it 6 over 10, you can give it a try if you want. Im looking forward to Chicken little. Jane was addicted to that pre-movie commercial thingie, where you see chicken little dancing to that Mayiyahi mayiyaho song. I kept singing it to irritate people these days.
Yesterday went to meet Hiyu jie sing kbox. You can bet we went crazie. Espcially when it came to 56's songs. Tou Xin Yes I Love You was wahahahas. I always get very very high when I heard that song anyway. I enjoyed the day very very much. I love going out with friends you can talk easily to and just a short session of entertainment, then take a seat somewhere in a cafe and have a good talk. In out case, we ended up eating Sakae Sushi buffet. Was great. Hiyu jie almost died under the sushis, she ordered too much and ended up finishing them only 40mins lata.
Oh, Wimpy said he's going to NS at Dec 9th. So fast. Qi is going to be so lonely. Lol, she said she would already. Saw YiEn on the way to toilet after Kbox. He looks the same, slightly skinner. He called me and went:"look behind! Oi, your eyes paste stamps ah? *Ma jiu tiak stamp ah*"
Nothing much happened today. Customers come and go. Come all together, go all together. Jacqualine came to visit us. I haven't seen her since half a year and more ago. Looking good, her boyfriend must had fred her well, looking as cute as usual. ^^
Hmm, let's see what do I have planned for next week:
Monday - Vocal Lessons. Haven't went for three weeks already, cuz of exams.
Tuesday - Hiyu Jie haven't confirm with me yet.. Dunno.
Wednesday - Work
Thursday - Angel mei booked me go Esplanade Teddy factory lol.
Friday - Planless, perhaps sleep ba.
Sat and Sun - Woorrkkk...
I have a bad habit of picking up fights these days. I get really angry when people don't understand that Im irritated. You people just have to bear with me, if you couldn't bear with my temper, you don't understand me well enough. Serious.
Btw, the coding if you people carn get it right, it's Unicode. Blogger changed it to Unicode, so yeah.
Im bored. Give me something to do, except work that is.
*walks away*
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
十二星座的異國戀情
天秤座：絕不當牛郎織女天秤座的異國戀情絕對可以寫成唯美浪漫的經典羅曼史，既然號稱羅曼史，那麼劇情的鋪陳是絕對必要的，首先是美麗的相遇、再來是纏綿悱惻的戀情，最後是痛不欲生的分手。事實上無時無刻都不能缺少人陪伴的天秤座，就算是異國戀情也得天天常伴左右，那麼牛郎織女一年見一次的愛情絕對不適用在他們身上，保證不用幾天就打退堂鼓。
Saw that? ~~
●天秤座喜歡親吻的方式在那晴空萬里，海濤澎湃的環境中，他將妳摟在懷中，尋覓妳溫柔的雙唇，給你最深情的一吻。
★天秤座的剋星：最難應付金牛座[LIYAN!]的死氣沉沉、了無生趣，也很忍受處女座[CHINYEN!]的批判性語氣，一副專家口吻。應該學習獅子座[WENQI!]的皇者風範，想說便說，不要只懂顧及別人的感受，對自己堅持的應當堅持下去。
Okay~ this can go on and on....
Shan't talk much, geog paper tomolo, and im still sick *grr*
=)
天秤座：絕不當牛郎織女天秤座的異國戀情絕對可以寫成唯美浪漫的經典羅曼史，既然號稱羅曼史，那麼劇情的鋪陳是絕對必要的，首先是美麗的相遇、再來是纏綿悱惻的戀情，最後是痛不欲生的分手。事實上無時無刻都不能缺少人陪伴的天秤座，就算是異國戀情也得天天常伴左右，那麼牛郎織女一年見一次的愛情絕對不適用在他們身上，保證不用幾天就打退堂鼓。
Saw that? ~~
●天秤座喜歡親吻的方式在那晴空萬里，海濤澎湃的環境中，他將妳摟在懷中，尋覓妳溫柔的雙唇，給你最深情的一吻。
★天秤座的剋星：最難應付金牛座[LIYAN!]的死氣沉沉、了無生趣，也很忍受處女座[CHINYEN!]的批判性語氣，一副專家口吻。應該學習獅子座[WENQI!]的皇者風範，想說便說，不要只懂顧及別人的感受，對自己堅持的應當堅持下去。
Okay~ this can go on and on....
Shan't talk much, geog paper tomolo, and im still sick *grr*
=)
Monday, November 14, 2005
星期四女人
對於事物易失去新鮮感，喜歡變化可接受新事物感情傾向新鮮有變化感，如變換不同的約會地點會令她們感到興奮不已
愛好自由喜歡冒險刺激，不會造作正是迷人之處戀愛時完全憑感覺行事，討厭對愛情的承諾束縛
天秤座： 好像很大方，其實是小氣鬼兼007。天秤座的人看起來什麼都好，可是實際上別人也不會在他身上撈到什麼好處。天秤座的人觀察力相當驚人，他會去觀察人家的生活起居，只要有一點不對勁，他就會心裏有數。
Just a little something I saw from certain forums...
Sighs. Am sick and... angry. Today was supposed to be a great day in the morning. He came to sg, and i was so happy to see him and the moment I get home, it's darn darn pissing off by my dear old brother. blast him.
對於事物易失去新鮮感，喜歡變化可接受新事物感情傾向新鮮有變化感，如變換不同的約會地點會令她們感到興奮不已
愛好自由喜歡冒險刺激，不會造作正是迷人之處戀愛時完全憑感覺行事，討厭對愛情的承諾束縛
天秤座： 好像很大方，其實是小氣鬼兼007。天秤座的人看起來什麼都好，可是實際上別人也不會在他身上撈到什麼好處。天秤座的人觀察力相當驚人，他會去觀察人家的生活起居，只要有一點不對勁，他就會心裏有數。
Just a little something I saw from certain forums...
Sighs. Am sick and... angry. Today was supposed to be a great day in the morning. He came to sg, and i was so happy to see him and the moment I get home, it's darn darn pissing off by my dear old brother. blast him.
Taken from Hiyu jie ^^
Your Life Analysis:Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score is reasonably high. This means that you are on a good path. Continue doing what is working and set about to improve in areas which continue to lag. Do this starting today and you will begin to reap the benefits immediately. (Read more on improving your life)
Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is not bad, but could be improved upon. Your mental health is not weak, but you are not achieving full mental clarity and function. Learn how to unclutter your mind. Keep learning, keep improving, continue moving forward. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the mind.
Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have a rather good body score, which is an indication that you take care of yourself. There is room for improvement, however. Please keep doing what works. Eat right, exercise, reduce your stress, treat any illness. Doing these things will help ensure your body will be in good working order for a long time to come. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the body.
Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score is relatively high, which means you are rewarded by your beliefs. Spirituality is clearly important to do. Never let it slip, and continue to learn and grow. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the spirit.
Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score is not bad but can be improved. Maintain your current social net, while you try to expand it. Try new things and form new friendships. You will be rewarded greatly.
Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. Your love score is in good shape, meaning that things are going well. Do all you can to maintain it, and continue to grow and move ahead. Read advice from other quiz-takers on finding and maintaining love.
Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. You have a rather good financial score, which is not all that common these days. Keep doing what works. Avoid common pitfalls and save for the future. You will be glad you did. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving your finances.
I agree 90% lolx
| This Is My Life, Rated | |
| Life: |  8.2 |
| Mind: |  6.8 |
| Body: | 8 |
| Spirit: | 7.1 |
| Friends/Family: | 6.7 |
| Love: | 7.7 |
| Finance: | 7.2 |
| Take the Rate My Life Quiz | |
Your Life Analysis:Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score is reasonably high. This means that you are on a good path. Continue doing what is working and set about to improve in areas which continue to lag. Do this starting today and you will begin to reap the benefits immediately. (Read more on improving your life)
Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is not bad, but could be improved upon. Your mental health is not weak, but you are not achieving full mental clarity and function. Learn how to unclutter your mind. Keep learning, keep improving, continue moving forward. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the mind.
Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have a rather good body score, which is an indication that you take care of yourself. There is room for improvement, however. Please keep doing what works. Eat right, exercise, reduce your stress, treat any illness. Doing these things will help ensure your body will be in good working order for a long time to come. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the body.
Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score is relatively high, which means you are rewarded by your beliefs. Spirituality is clearly important to do. Never let it slip, and continue to learn and grow. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the spirit.
Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score is not bad but can be improved. Maintain your current social net, while you try to expand it. Try new things and form new friendships. You will be rewarded greatly.
Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. Your love score is in good shape, meaning that things are going well. Do all you can to maintain it, and continue to grow and move ahead. Read advice from other quiz-takers on finding and maintaining love.
Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. You have a rather good financial score, which is not all that common these days. Keep doing what works. Avoid common pitfalls and save for the future. You will be glad you did. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving your finances.
I agree 90% lolx
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Step One: Make a post (Public, Friendslocked, Filtered... Whatever you're comfortable with!) to your LJ *in our case, BS*. The post should contain your list of 10 GEEKY holiday wishes; the wishes can be anything at all, from simple ("I want a fanfic!") to medium ("I want toys!") to really big ("I want a WACOM tablet/digital camera/really explicit slash fic"). The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or the MaccaBee, or your secret special friend) could get in touch with you. Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ so that the holiday joy will spread.
Step Two: Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part: If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have an extra of a certain toy, or a gift certificate you won't use, or access to a REALLY AWESOME fan-artist who just might be convinced to apply their skills to some seriously WRONG illustrated smut, do it...You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not; it's your call! There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just... Wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special...
1. My friends and family to be happy and healthy always *hugs*
2. A couple of boots, I'm going a lil crazie for those these days.
3. A black Acoustic guitar - it's costing on 60bucks at my music sch ^^;;
4. A new handphone, desperately in need for it, why? because my old one is dying!
5. Performances - Singing oppounities
6. A smile to be with me always
7. A gathering with the closest friends of mine
8. The someone who understands me inside out to stay happy
9. The someone to appear on christmas and dance on the christmas tree in Taka *LOL*
10. CDs and VCDs~ [56's gai ban, instrumentals, GDTW vcd etc~]
Lol....
Come, fufill my christmas wishes~
I spent like 40mins tuning my guitar, *cries*
Step Two: Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part: If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have an extra of a certain toy, or a gift certificate you won't use, or access to a REALLY AWESOME fan-artist who just might be convinced to apply their skills to some seriously WRONG illustrated smut, do it...You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not; it's your call! There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just... Wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special...
1. My friends and family to be happy and healthy always *hugs*
2. A couple of boots, I'm going a lil crazie for those these days.
3. A black Acoustic guitar - it's costing on 60bucks at my music sch ^^;;
4. A new handphone, desperately in need for it, why? because my old one is dying!
5. Performances - Singing oppounities
6. A smile to be with me always
7. A gathering with the closest friends of mine
8. The someone who understands me inside out to stay happy
9. The someone to appear on christmas and dance on the christmas tree in Taka *LOL*
10. CDs and VCDs~ [56's gai ban, instrumentals, GDTW vcd etc~]
Lol....
Come, fufill my christmas wishes~
I spent like 40mins tuning my guitar, *cries*
Friday, November 11, 2005
Although the name Jeslene creates the urge to be reliable and responsible, we emphasize that it limits self-expression and friendly congeniality with a moody disposition. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the heart, lungs, bronchial area, worry, and mental tension.
Your first name of Jeslene has given you a rather quiet, reserved, serious, studious nature. You have sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things of life, the beauties of nature, music, art, and literature. The people who mean the most to you are those who can offer you intellectual companionship. It is only when you are among those who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. The experience of having your remarks taken lightly or belittled, particularly during the early years of your life, has caused you to keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself. You do not express yourself spontaneously when conversing with others; hence other people may often regard you as being aloof, and even unfriendly.
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Well, it's rather correct, for the profile of my first name, Jeslene. Esp the art and music part, so de true. Lolx, all ppl who chose this name is like that? I want to meet another Jeslene with the same spelling. Jeslene, not Jeslyn or wadever.
Maths paper 2 today. I want to scream already, it's... well, ha-ha-ha. Hiyu jie whined to me the moment I called her after the paper. Seems like we both have something to kill ourselves for. I went to K-box with Jie and her dar after that. Each took a room, they were beside mine ^^ I screamed the heck out of myself, and to think I lost most of my voice on Tuesday after singing with elle. At 2pm I went into their room there to Ka jiao. Sing Tou Xin yes i love you, and hao jiu bu jian. lolz.
I want to change my layout. To my face maybe? but wouldn't you ppl puke after seeing the layout? Lolz, I can imagine Roman puking, come on la roro, I never forget you la, my good classmate! The day i forget you will be the day i forget my dear desk aprtner Ahmad! Look at the tagboard, what a mess O_O Yan, ni men dao di zai gan ma.
Countdowning 9 days.
Your first name of Jeslene has given you a rather quiet, reserved, serious, studious nature. You have sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things of life, the beauties of nature, music, art, and literature. The people who mean the most to you are those who can offer you intellectual companionship. It is only when you are among those who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. The experience of having your remarks taken lightly or belittled, particularly during the early years of your life, has caused you to keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself. You do not express yourself spontaneously when conversing with others; hence other people may often regard you as being aloof, and even unfriendly.
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Well, it's rather correct, for the profile of my first name, Jeslene. Esp the art and music part, so de true. Lolx, all ppl who chose this name is like that? I want to meet another Jeslene with the same spelling. Jeslene, not Jeslyn or wadever.
Maths paper 2 today. I want to scream already, it's... well, ha-ha-ha. Hiyu jie whined to me the moment I called her after the paper. Seems like we both have something to kill ourselves for. I went to K-box with Jie and her dar after that. Each took a room, they were beside mine ^^ I screamed the heck out of myself, and to think I lost most of my voice on Tuesday after singing with elle. At 2pm I went into their room there to Ka jiao. Sing Tou Xin yes i love you, and hao jiu bu jian. lolz.
I want to change my layout. To my face maybe? but wouldn't you ppl puke after seeing the layout? Lolz, I can imagine Roman puking, come on la roro, I never forget you la, my good classmate! The day i forget you will be the day i forget my dear desk aprtner Ahmad! Look at the tagboard, what a mess O_O Yan, ni men dao di zai gan ma.
Countdowning 9 days.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
"It's always I the one who gets hurt."
Who haven't said this sentence before? I really want to meet that person. I've heard so many things these days, experienced so many people's sorrows, I did such deep thinkings today. No I'm just being normal. It just felt, well, rather weird if I don't start thinking already.
I'm always the one who whines about depression, and him, he's always that cool about loneliness. I know I'm in the wrong, but whenever he talks like that, I felt no concern. It's just me, i swear. He's good to me, really. But why am I so insercure? Why do I always felt that he doesn't understands that I just wanted to understand more about him?
Think in another way, and it helped. He just didn't want me to worry. I come from a happy family, whereas he doesn't. His life is too complicated and if I came to knew about it, he knew it would be another worry for me. He understands me, that's all matters.
I know both elle and eunice were having problems. More or less with relationships. Sometimes I wonder, how come people imagine about the wonders of romance, when it's actually not going to exsist in reality. Because it's never going to be like a fairytale. I want to give both elle and eunice a hug. Hold on through these days you feel sorrow, and soon you'll understand. What, i don't know, but we'll find a way.
People may leave you, but that is to make sure you meet more people. I don't know where this came from, I just thought so.
Smiles, life wouldn't be so depressing soon after. There's always sunlight after the rain.
Who haven't said this sentence before? I really want to meet that person. I've heard so many things these days, experienced so many people's sorrows, I did such deep thinkings today. No I'm just being normal. It just felt, well, rather weird if I don't start thinking already.
I'm always the one who whines about depression, and him, he's always that cool about loneliness. I know I'm in the wrong, but whenever he talks like that, I felt no concern. It's just me, i swear. He's good to me, really. But why am I so insercure? Why do I always felt that he doesn't understands that I just wanted to understand more about him?
Think in another way, and it helped. He just didn't want me to worry. I come from a happy family, whereas he doesn't. His life is too complicated and if I came to knew about it, he knew it would be another worry for me. He understands me, that's all matters.
I know both elle and eunice were having problems. More or less with relationships. Sometimes I wonder, how come people imagine about the wonders of romance, when it's actually not going to exsist in reality. Because it's never going to be like a fairytale. I want to give both elle and eunice a hug. Hold on through these days you feel sorrow, and soon you'll understand. What, i don't know, but we'll find a way.
People may leave you, but that is to make sure you meet more people. I don't know where this came from, I just thought so.
Smiles, life wouldn't be so depressing soon after. There's always sunlight after the rain.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
I've been bugged to update... And so I will today...
Starting from Friday... I went to picnic, yes, u saw it right, picnic with Yan, ching and kai... Acty they wanted to go swimming, but I objected because I am seriously not in the mood to go swimming, plus IM so black already, I don wanna be blacker you know. Okay, so, the day before I went to cold storage at bugis *with qi they all laughing at me* bring crab meat and potatos. Got up at 8.30am to make crabmeat sandwiches and potato salad. >_<>
We spurned around Pasir Ris park in attempt to find the perfect place to lay the mat *roadsides =.= and erh, under palm trees* We ended up under a shelter 20mins lata. Finally settled down for a good picnic..... until a storm seemed to be coming! ~.~ We packed up and took some photos, before going to the spiderweb there to play. The three monkeys climbed up and I stared at them. Lol, when they came down we went for the look like hamster wheel thing. Ching kept turning us, until I feel like puking. Well, yan was the last to get down, we all know dear ching wun let her off so easily...
We went to play the flying fox thingy soon. But it's so..... Well, i think it's better for kids la, cuz we swing swing also in the middle stop. Lolz, too heavy la! I was sitting at the swing watching those three ppl playing with that ma tong-like thing, then I got a shock, kailin was sitting there and all of a sudden she started turning so fast until she looks like she's going to fall off! But lata Yan stopped the thing, we all realised a scary fact, no one touched or turned the thing at all!
My God!
Went to yan house to clear up after tt, watching tv and teasing her cockroach-like three legged hammie. Grew so fat!
oooookay. Today went to fa xie. Lol went to kbox by myself. Their ice lemon tea is...... Tea with ice with lemon and without sugar. I reckoned that guy forgot to put sugar, and the potato for that curry chicken rice is as crunchy as an apple. =.= Winshern happened to came by on his off day, lol. I told him about the drink, and he tried. Indeed. Lol... He took it out to complain and then i was treated another cup. See the goods of having someone who works in Kbox? LOL!
Went to meet Kor and his friends upstairs at pool there. Then went to cottage pies. I forgot to bring home that guy's sig and my card yesterday. I teased Sab and ZhengLing about reading my things without asking. Lol... Okie, after tt my bro came back to look for me ater his lunch. We accompanied JinChang to search for a new fone he likes. And we went toooooo~ Hagen Daz~ Ice cream! And~~~~~~ Take pics! I kept kanna squashed to the front. The photos darn dorts. Scan in le show u all. lol
Beri beri stressed these days... Sighs.... Sorrie jus, for rejecting your offer to go that camp. money probs. T_T And thanks xuan for listening to me crap. Lol... Ai ni men orh~
Starting from Friday... I went to picnic, yes, u saw it right, picnic with Yan, ching and kai... Acty they wanted to go swimming, but I objected because I am seriously not in the mood to go swimming, plus IM so black already, I don wanna be blacker you know. Okay, so, the day before I went to cold storage at bugis *with qi they all laughing at me* bring crab meat and potatos. Got up at 8.30am to make crabmeat sandwiches and potato salad. >_<>
We spurned around Pasir Ris park in attempt to find the perfect place to lay the mat *roadsides =.= and erh, under palm trees* We ended up under a shelter 20mins lata. Finally settled down for a good picnic..... until a storm seemed to be coming! ~.~ We packed up and took some photos, before going to the spiderweb there to play. The three monkeys climbed up and I stared at them. Lol, when they came down we went for the look like hamster wheel thing. Ching kept turning us, until I feel like puking. Well, yan was the last to get down, we all know dear ching wun let her off so easily...
We went to play the flying fox thingy soon. But it's so..... Well, i think it's better for kids la, cuz we swing swing also in the middle stop. Lolz, too heavy la! I was sitting at the swing watching those three ppl playing with that ma tong-like thing, then I got a shock, kailin was sitting there and all of a sudden she started turning so fast until she looks like she's going to fall off! But lata Yan stopped the thing, we all realised a scary fact, no one touched or turned the thing at all!
My God!
Went to yan house to clear up after tt, watching tv and teasing her cockroach-like three legged hammie. Grew so fat!
oooookay. Today went to fa xie. Lol went to kbox by myself. Their ice lemon tea is...... Tea with ice with lemon and without sugar. I reckoned that guy forgot to put sugar, and the potato for that curry chicken rice is as crunchy as an apple. =.= Winshern happened to came by on his off day, lol. I told him about the drink, and he tried. Indeed. Lol... He took it out to complain and then i was treated another cup. See the goods of having someone who works in Kbox? LOL!
Went to meet Kor and his friends upstairs at pool there. Then went to cottage pies. I forgot to bring home that guy's sig and my card yesterday. I teased Sab and ZhengLing about reading my things without asking. Lol... Okie, after tt my bro came back to look for me ater his lunch. We accompanied JinChang to search for a new fone he likes. And we went toooooo~ Hagen Daz~ Ice cream! And~~~~~~ Take pics! I kept kanna squashed to the front. The photos darn dorts. Scan in le show u all. lol
Beri beri stressed these days... Sighs.... Sorrie jus, for rejecting your offer to go that camp. money probs. T_T And thanks xuan for listening to me crap. Lol... Ai ni men orh~
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Today is a peaceful, yet bored day. I acty decided to do some maths and get the main points out of social studies. I've been reading old conan mangas the whole day. Rain was making itself known by getting heavier each second. The house was dark, the room was dark. And i didn't bothered to switch on the lights.
I started staring at the ceiling. What a nice weather to get into a daze. There's no one at home at all, so it was rather quiet. My dog was a little afraid of the dark weather, so he squeezed past the kitchen gates and sashayed into my room. Haha...
The more people around you, the lonelier you'll get when they leave.
身边越是多人陪伴，当他们离开时，你就越是寂寞。
Was feeling kinda lonely, but I guess it's all right, I'll be fine. =)
It's just sometimes, I would wonder, had I made the right decision for my life. I'm not uncertain, but still, doubts still came. Like my music career, my friends, him. Never mind I'll get those insercurity out this moment.
Im hungry now lolz.
I started staring at the ceiling. What a nice weather to get into a daze. There's no one at home at all, so it was rather quiet. My dog was a little afraid of the dark weather, so he squeezed past the kitchen gates and sashayed into my room. Haha...
The more people around you, the lonelier you'll get when they leave.
身边越是多人陪伴，当他们离开时，你就越是寂寞。
Was feeling kinda lonely, but I guess it's all right, I'll be fine. =)
It's just sometimes, I would wonder, had I made the right decision for my life. I'm not uncertain, but still, doubts still came. Like my music career, my friends, him. Never mind I'll get those insercurity out this moment.
Im hungry now lolz.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Yay, im back to update after a much scary experience. I know it might sound weird, but i got scared by a huge unknown flying insect. Just now, like, 5 mins ago.
I stared at it, wad a huge, amazing insect which I had never seen before, but sadly, it had to DIE. I grabbed the pesticide from my room. *ever since the last incident of a bee like insect, i think i wrote it in my blog too. lol.* And kor asked me to spray at it, but eh, it landed on TOP of my room's door, and I couldn't reached, So i GRINNED~ at my kor. All right, he sprayed at it and it flew around, i got scared when it was beside me and erh, I acty tripped over my living room's table with a bang.
"You own house you also get tripped!?" Says kor with a dorts look.
Heh heh heh. Okie, so it flew and landed on the floor with a crash. So.... so... er xin. We took a closer look, but we dunnoe wad thing it is. Gave up, threw it into the dustbin.
Earlier this afternoon when Kor came home, he brought two friends also, one gurl who i believed named Ivy and A guy i think i remember. Lol... I was singing karaoke, Kor said i was noisy, i ignored of course. But his frens sat there on the floor and listened two songs throughout, so i said it was my person concert LOL!. Im kidding k?
Yesterday i went to vocal elssons, as usual. Was feeling a little tired, but I went anyways... To realise.....
There's onli me and denson, and this guy i forgot him name, okie im bad. Andrew came afterwards, but well, that meant the class of 7 has only four today. *shrugs* Wilson [my dear instructor] stated that yesterday was acty the last lesson of the second stage, which means a exam thingie on the very day. Perform a song and then get commented. I din know about that. Next lesson gotta choose a fast song, i guess no problems. ^^
I was darn high yesterday for some unknown reason. When Denson started singing a Wu Si Kai song, i kept going OO~ OU XIANG! He dorts at me. He seldom dorts at me okieeee. I choose Tao Jing Ying's Jie Jie Mei Mei Zhan Qi Lai.
Then i realised im scolding all the guys in the class, note, the class has onli one gurl, which is poor lil me. Lol. Denson wanted to murder me already. Hahaha...
Okie, i miss everyone, someone plz ask me out, im too free.
>_<
I stared at it, wad a huge, amazing insect which I had never seen before, but sadly, it had to DIE. I grabbed the pesticide from my room. *ever since the last incident of a bee like insect, i think i wrote it in my blog too. lol.* And kor asked me to spray at it, but eh, it landed on TOP of my room's door, and I couldn't reached, So i GRINNED~ at my kor. All right, he sprayed at it and it flew around, i got scared when it was beside me and erh, I acty tripped over my living room's table with a bang.
"You own house you also get tripped!?" Says kor with a dorts look.
Heh heh heh. Okie, so it flew and landed on the floor with a crash. So.... so... er xin. We took a closer look, but we dunnoe wad thing it is. Gave up, threw it into the dustbin.
Earlier this afternoon when Kor came home, he brought two friends also, one gurl who i believed named Ivy and A guy i think i remember. Lol... I was singing karaoke, Kor said i was noisy, i ignored of course. But his frens sat there on the floor and listened two songs throughout, so i said it was my person concert LOL!. Im kidding k?
Yesterday i went to vocal elssons, as usual. Was feeling a little tired, but I went anyways... To realise.....
There's onli me and denson, and this guy i forgot him name, okie im bad. Andrew came afterwards, but well, that meant the class of 7 has only four today. *shrugs* Wilson [my dear instructor] stated that yesterday was acty the last lesson of the second stage, which means a exam thingie on the very day. Perform a song and then get commented. I din know about that. Next lesson gotta choose a fast song, i guess no problems. ^^
I was darn high yesterday for some unknown reason. When Denson started singing a Wu Si Kai song, i kept going OO~ OU XIANG! He dorts at me. He seldom dorts at me okieeee. I choose Tao Jing Ying's Jie Jie Mei Mei Zhan Qi Lai.
Then i realised im scolding all the guys in the class, note, the class has onli one gurl, which is poor lil me. Lol. Denson wanted to murder me already. Hahaha...
Okie, i miss everyone, someone plz ask me out, im too free.
>_<
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Today i start work at 2pm! So shuang wahahahhaa.... But time passed really fast, I din really get what i was doing at work. *shrugs*
After work, i saw a couple of things that I thought might be weird. Firstly... I saw this girl, who's like, 1 1/2 my size, with white blonde hair. It was... erh...... shining in the night. I thought it was kinda scary though. Jane suggested for me to dye that colour. I immediately told her, I can go Pink, Blue or even WHITE, i die die dun wan blonde. Come on, imagine, BLONDE? ME?
*jes waves the image away*
Then on the way back four cars of the same kind zoomed passed me. VOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM.
Gone.
Sweats. ^^;
Okie...
Yesterday was that guy's bdae, I din give him anything, much to my adelene's disappointment. I just... well, called him. HEY, overseas called is darn darn darn expensive okay?!
I just realised i am digging my own grave. Expensive still ask him to call. Okay, hypotise myself [He's rich he's rich he's rich...] Ohmmmmmmmm.... WAIT, wrong again, I don't need to hypotise myself, he IS rich anywae.
Im not in the wrong, yeah? yeaaaaaaah?!
Crappy me.
Adelene's digging details on what i told him yesterday. Come on, I just said: "Happie bdae! YEAAAA~ You're OLDDDDD! Lao ren!"
Reply was:" Ben nu ren."
*shrugs* That simple. Yup. *i can feel adelene glaring at me* OH FINE. I ended off with a ai ni~~ like i always did to my friends, and I hung up.
Happie? *i think i saw xuan, jus, marc, ade and yan nodding happily*
Hmph......
Im going offfffffffff!
Bleaaaaaaaaahz!
After work, i saw a couple of things that I thought might be weird. Firstly... I saw this girl, who's like, 1 1/2 my size, with white blonde hair. It was... erh...... shining in the night. I thought it was kinda scary though. Jane suggested for me to dye that colour. I immediately told her, I can go Pink, Blue or even WHITE, i die die dun wan blonde. Come on, imagine, BLONDE? ME?
*jes waves the image away*
Then on the way back four cars of the same kind zoomed passed me. VOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM.
Gone.
Sweats. ^^;
Okie...
Yesterday was that guy's bdae, I din give him anything, much to my adelene's disappointment. I just... well, called him. HEY, overseas called is darn darn darn expensive okay?!
I just realised i am digging my own grave. Expensive still ask him to call. Okay, hypotise myself [He's rich he's rich he's rich...] Ohmmmmmmmm.... WAIT, wrong again, I don't need to hypotise myself, he IS rich anywae.
Im not in the wrong, yeah? yeaaaaaaah?!
Crappy me.
Adelene's digging details on what i told him yesterday. Come on, I just said: "Happie bdae! YEAAAA~ You're OLDDDDD! Lao ren!"
Reply was:" Ben nu ren."
*shrugs* That simple. Yup. *i can feel adelene glaring at me* OH FINE. I ended off with a ai ni~~ like i always did to my friends, and I hung up.
Happie? *i think i saw xuan, jus, marc, ade and yan nodding happily*
Hmph......
Im going offfffffffff!
Bleaaaaaaaaahz!
Thursday, October 13, 2005
I wonder why I have so mani ppl visiting me today, feels like Im a monkey or rather, hamster from the zoo. O_o I have my dearest xuan, soon after, Yvonne, then, Amie, theeeen~ At night, I saw vanessa. Lolz....
Special thanks to dearest Xuan aka Joelle. =) I love the prezzie, it's cute ^^
Work today yet again, well well well, what else can I say? Lolz... I dunnoe. I was commented by him, by my friends, by my workmates that.....
Im not romantic enough.
Like heeeeey~ that's not true, I ammm! Just that i don't show it. But then again. *glares at him* with that kinda person, who in the world can show the romantic side? *shakes head*
I was having a chat with my stupid adrian yesterday night. He insisted I should stay the way I am, cuz im HUGGABLE. What kinda stupid reason is that? Man, I dun wanna stay huggable, im not anyone's pillow, shoulder yes, pillow? I doubt. Hmm, maybe i should open a factory that make pillows like me. *I juz realised im lame, sorrie*
Im bored, i dunnoe wad to do now, later or tomolo. I just know I have work on Sat and Sun. How... lifeless. *shrugs* I guess i need somethings to bother me. But then again, I do have those things, just that I din want to discuss much.
I went to kbox with ChinYen and Wenqi on Tuesday. Started with a lunch at swensons lolz, and then my dear qiqi was late again. Im soo used to it. lolz. Okie, it was 2pm to 9pm singing. Craziness. Qiqi almost took the place as a bedroom, so good to slp. But then, Winshern came in after work and totally killed the atmosphere. He's nuts, serious. But he cracked me up. Now he has to put me back into shape, okie, im lame again.
Went for dinner after that, Fish and Co. ^^ Wendy and WanYing came to meet us, feels like the old times. ^^ I was so tired afterwards, with a sore sore throat. >_<
All right, im going to leave it here. I dunnoe wad to type. Lolz...
Xuan, glad u've looked upon and over it. *huggies*
Nights ppl!
Special thanks to dearest Xuan aka Joelle. =) I love the prezzie, it's cute ^^
Work today yet again, well well well, what else can I say? Lolz... I dunnoe. I was commented by him, by my friends, by my workmates that.....
Im not romantic enough.
Like heeeeey~ that's not true, I ammm! Just that i don't show it. But then again. *glares at him* with that kinda person, who in the world can show the romantic side? *shakes head*
I was having a chat with my stupid adrian yesterday night. He insisted I should stay the way I am, cuz im HUGGABLE. What kinda stupid reason is that? Man, I dun wanna stay huggable, im not anyone's pillow, shoulder yes, pillow? I doubt. Hmm, maybe i should open a factory that make pillows like me. *I juz realised im lame, sorrie*
Im bored, i dunnoe wad to do now, later or tomolo. I just know I have work on Sat and Sun. How... lifeless. *shrugs* I guess i need somethings to bother me. But then again, I do have those things, just that I din want to discuss much.
I went to kbox with ChinYen and Wenqi on Tuesday. Started with a lunch at swensons lolz, and then my dear qiqi was late again. Im soo used to it. lolz. Okie, it was 2pm to 9pm singing. Craziness. Qiqi almost took the place as a bedroom, so good to slp. But then, Winshern came in after work and totally killed the atmosphere. He's nuts, serious. But he cracked me up. Now he has to put me back into shape, okie, im lame again.
Went for dinner after that, Fish and Co. ^^ Wendy and WanYing came to meet us, feels like the old times. ^^ I was so tired afterwards, with a sore sore throat. >_<
All right, im going to leave it here. I dunnoe wad to type. Lolz...
Xuan, glad u've looked upon and over it. *huggies*
Nights ppl!
Friday, October 07, 2005
Friday friday.. wad a sians day... I wanted to go to kbox, no one agreed. Haizzz~
That adelene pulled me out with adrian, suppsoing to discuss that seven4teen project, but well ozzzzzzz... That woman named adelene changed it into a shopping spree as soon as i arrived =.= Adrian was dragged. Alan, u better be happie u're overseas =.= We met Gina on the way to heeren or rather, in the car la, traffic light stop, saw her.
She's pregnant O_O okie.... same age as me, but pregnant already.
I almost fell asleep in the car, I was darn tired....
Can i say my mood was spoilt today?
grrr.
That adelene pulled me out with adrian, suppsoing to discuss that seven4teen project, but well ozzzzzzz... That woman named adelene changed it into a shopping spree as soon as i arrived =.= Adrian was dragged. Alan, u better be happie u're overseas =.= We met Gina on the way to heeren or rather, in the car la, traffic light stop, saw her.
She's pregnant O_O okie.... same age as me, but pregnant already.
I almost fell asleep in the car, I was darn tired....
Can i say my mood was spoilt today?
grrr.
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